I have spent most of my life in loneliness, but I have never been truly alone, since I can remember I have been telling myself a story, a story that bit by bit grew with me. This story is about something, is about someone, this chapter is the origin and the foundation that which the story is going to built upon. This is my first time ever trying to tell anyone about my story since no one knows about it. And as embarrassing as it is it took me more than 3 months just to write this small chapter, but I hope I would manage to convey my story to you.