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Chapter 9-Resentment

  They look like they had a mixture of emotions from anger, madness, sadness, sorrow and depression. But there was one thing for sure, they looked furious.

  "We just lost Hestia and now you want to start adventuring?!?" My mother started.

  "I don't think you're even strong enough to become and adventurer." My father added. "That girl with Thor as her blesser and Raumia was the reason you managed to defeat Edward!"

  What, I hadn't even told them yet, how did they know of my plan, I only told Raumia about it. Did he tell them about me wanting to become an adventurer?

  Putting that aside they were more angry and furious then I thought they'd be. And it looked like those flames of angers weren't calming down anytime soon."

  "Mother, father I am strong enough to become an adventurer. I went through Edward and I'm still alive and I even got a great blade out of it."

  "We do not care about that, you were never strong at all, whenever you got bullied or something, Raumia always came to the rescue!"

  "Wait putting that aside who told you about this, was it Raumia?" I asked genuinely curious.

  "Oh, of course not, we overheard your conversation with Raumia." My mother answered.

  "And don't try to change the topic!! You almost died out there, you risked Raumia's life and yourself and you told your mom to 'hide' while you practically tried to kill yourself out their." My father said with his voice laced with anger and frustration.

  "And also thanks to you, Hestia's been taken and she's probably been killed by now."

  Anger started boiling inside me, I wanted to burst out my emotions back at them, but there was something holding me back. Even then, my face started showing visible frustration from them blaming me.

  This went on for around another hour before mother broke down crying and fell on her knees with a thud. My father quickly helped her up before finally going out of the door but not without glaring daggers at me over his shoulders.

  Throughout this entire 'one sided' argument I stayed quiet just listening to them ranting on and on. Even with how much hatred I felt for them and anger in that moment, they were still my parents and I didn't want to lose them.

  I wasn't angry at them not letting me go adventuring, but I was angry at them for blaming everything on me, my injuries, Raumia's injuries, Alice's injuries and Hestia being taken.

  Now, they wouldn't allow me to go adventuring off alone. So, I had to take matters into my own hands. I would go alone without their permission and practically run away from them.

  I wasn't doing this to just get stronger to get into the guardians academy at Laxus the capital of Odinia, but I was doing this for their sake. I mean yeah at first they might be really angry but later the tension between us wouldn't get in the way with everyday life because I wasn't there.

  And plus, since my last life I had noticed something, many dangers were attracted to my presence or aura for some reason, and due to this my family almost died many times during my past life and a lot of people in the outskirts died a lot.

  I don't have an actual cause or explanation to this but every time those dangers, albeit monsters or humans like Edward had always targeted the outskirts and to me and the people around me.

  Even now, Edward chose to target the outskirts instead of just destroying Gyrofil inside out.

  But, that was why I needed to escape from Gyrofil and to another city to start my adventuring journey. And now I need a plan to get all of that into motion.

  But, now I couldn't concentrate my mind was still on the argument with my parents. The anger and sorrow filled my emotions to the brim not allowing any other emotions.

  I needed to clear my head and get some air and something to distract myself. Something to get my mind off of the argument and onto something else. Like someone to talk to and vent my frustrations out.

  Almost as if reading my mind "Is something bothering you, master?" Clarent voiced from within my mind.

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  "Clarent, are you awake now?" I asked back to her."

  "Yes, master, I have replenished most of my aura." Clarent said before her voice disappearing and leaving from the blade and taking a physical form.

  She wore long red crimson hair that went down to a bit below her shoulders. Her crimson hair was wavy like the waves of a sea of blood on the shore.

  Her eyes brightened with golden colours complimenting her pale face. She wore a long crimson dress almost complimenting her crimson hair.

  She turned around and looked into my soul with those golden eyes of hers which I couldn't take my eyes off of.

  "Master, is something bothering you." Clarent asked with a deadpan expressions and no emotions laced in her voice.

  "Family problems." I sighed.

  "In that case, I may not be of any help since I am just a blade." Clarent answered back.

  "Well it's fine Clarent, I just needed someone to talk to so I could clear mind."

  "Well, what would you like to talk about."

  "So, what do you think about adventuring?" I asked randomly."

  "Well, the last few of my masters decades ago were adventurers and it seemed like a tough yet fun job."

  "I agree, it can give experience and you can enjoy it compared to climbers. And you said you had a few masters before me other then Mordred?"

  "Yes, of course, before I had become the treasure of Gyrofil."

  "And I guess you have been there, chained up for a decade or two?"

  "Not quite, around 4-5 decades actually."

  "You were trapped that long?!" I said with genuine suprise.

  "Yes and the power you used with the friction that was built up was merely 10%."

  Just that moment, a knock could be heard from the door."

  "Clarent, into the blade." I commanded.

  "You may come in."

  It was Eme, still with her long Luscious jet black hair, opened the door and came in.

  "Hmm? Eme? What brings you here?"

  "Well, I wanted to let you know that, I will be leaving soon for Laxus city." Eme said to my suprise.

  "Really? For what."

  "I'm going there to register as a climber."

  "A climber?? My voice filled shock and suprise.

  "Yes and I came here to say goodbye."

  "Wait, why not become an adventurer first, I was also heading for Laxus city to become an adventurer." I asked.

  "Actually I have already become an adventurer before and now I'm becoming a climber."

  "Oh I see."

  "Well, anyways I don't think you would be able to join me due to your injuries."

  That would've been a problem, but thanks to Clarent my wounds and injuries would heal faster and take around a week or two to heal and become functional again.

  "Actually, it would heal in around a week or two"

  "Wait really?"

  "Yes, act—

  "Well why am I even surprised, this is the person who defeated Edward that we're talking about." Eme interrupted.

  "Yeah that is true."

  "So, I guess I will have to wait around a well for you to get better." Eme said with a warm and welcoming smile that seemed genuine and reached to her emerald green eyes.

  Talking with her really cleared my mind and made me feel a lot better and just forget about everything. She seemed like an angel sent down from the heavens but in my past life though...... not quite.

  After she had left I took some time trying to meditate and gather the golden aura again. Clarent had also manifested into her humanoid form and was sitting across the bed I was meditating on, giving me a sense of comfort.

  I closed my eyes and started focusing on my green aura first before I became more aware of all the different coloured aura around me, probably from all of the spiritullas used in Gyrofil.

  And the golden aura that emitted from my emblem on my hand and other people's emblems, I guessed were probably emitted from using their relics.

  I tried to gather the golden aura, using the same method I had used before. It took a while to gather the stringy like aura of gold and little orbs of golden aura too.

  After a while, I had finally gathered them into one place, I couldn't condense them into a sphere like before though. So I tried to just control the stringy aura because it seemed to be the same type as the aura that emitted from my emblem.

  It took a while, trying to separate the orbs and tiny streams of aura but after a while I separated them into two sides. The orbs were just like little spheres glowing and the streams of aura were just swirling around.

  I decided to work with the streams first. I started by trying to pour them into my emblem first, without doing anything. And this time it actually showed some progress but not all of it got into my emblem though.

  After that I tried to pull them by controlling one end of each stream and swirling them into a circle point in a circular pattern almost like a orbit.

  After trial and error I got it into a swirling kind of sphere, with golden aura or relic aura which I decided to start calling it that, still leaking. I tried to do the spaghettification method.

  By focusing on a single point of the sphere and pulling on that point. I managed to turn it into a thick long noodle of relic aura. I thought of to try to do the same with my greenish and golden relic aura.

  I tried to get all of the aura from my emblem out and almost past out trying. I achieved it at last and also left a bit of aura left in there just in case.

  I did the same process as before also turning it into a smaller thick and long noodle of my relic aura. I started focusing on one point and almost like a black hole or gravitational force. I swirled them into that place and into a sphere.

  It started reacting really crazy and before condensing into a ball of aura that started leaking streams of little aura like before. The colour was a lighter shade in green, a lime green with little golden streams of aura swirling around.

  It seemed like it would accept this kind of aura into my body, so I tried controlling a stream of aura leaking into my emblem and it worked, my body accepted it.

  I had purified the environmental relic aura into an aura that my body would accept, my relic aura, Chronos' relic aura.

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