I can feel the cold rain hitting my face. It feels amazing, I close my eyes and just enjoy the feel of rain hitting my skin. The wind also feels so good today.
I start walking to the edge of the roof.
I can feel the water on the floor under my shoes as I am walking.
There is nothing that can stop me right now, my heart begins to pump uncontrollably as I get close and closer to the edge.
But as I get closer and closer I see someone standing awfully close to the edge. Well this is bad.
I don't want to kill myself while someone is being present, I could traumatize them.
The person seems to notice me.
"Get away, I am going to jump down!"
Before I could even tough about what to say, I told her
"Don't do it, please don't do it."
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"What are you doing here?" she asks me.
I stop for a moment to think about what can I tell her, obviously I can't tell her really what I was doing here.
I can't think of any good excuse.
"Don't play dumb, nobody acidentally comes to roof during heavy rain."
I guess I took to long to answer. By this point I already forgot rain was falling.
I don't know how to feel about any of this. Should I just continue with my plan or go back to my class like nothing happend. Well I can't do that I am soaked wet.
"So we were about to do the same thing, huh?"
She asks me and I nod in the response.
"What's your name?" I ask her.
"Aki"
Now that I can get a closer look at her, she is really pretty. Maybe I can get her to change her mind.
She takes a few steps back and gets closer to me while facing me now completely. I realize I haven't told her my name yet.
"My name is Aoi"
"I don't think I've seen you around the school"
"I haven't seen you too"
"I don't know much people"
"Me neither"
Looks like both of us are kinda at the same level. I have better look at her now, she really is beautiful.
Silence falls. I think she only now has realized how complex the situation we currently are in.
"We can't go back to class looking like this"
"I'm not planning on going back, you are the last person I will ever talk to" she says.
She begins to turn around and starts walking.
"Stop, please" I try to make her think about it.
"I already gave up my faith"
"I can maybe help you"
"Like you would care enough to"
She seems to think nobody around her cares about her.