'blink blink'

  "ugh" I wake up seeing a metal ceiling and hearing a constant beeping noise that is very annoying sounds like one of those hospital machi... wait am i in a hospital, shit I cant afford a hospital. Why do I feel like shit,

  what happened? okay okay calm down lets just get up and calm down. I breath hard trying just to sit up but end up failing spectacularly, shit, something bad must have happened for it to be this bad, how long have I

  been here for. I look over to see a man in some weird clothing entering the hospital room which now that I look at it is just weird the whole room just gives off an oppressive feeling and everything is.. how do I put,

  futuristic, but I don’t know much about hospitals so maybe im just thinking to hard. Now back to the man! I cant believe I zoned out while hes there sooo embarrassing, but he looks weird to, hes wearing all white

  but it looks like plastic and his face looks as plastic as his coat and his arms are... is that metal?! Holy shit it moves like a real arm. As I was gawking at his arms the man was looking at my records looking like he

  really cant care that im here or awake. it has a little logo, a v with a circle behind it on the hand. where am I at, as I start to freak out and start trying to talk to the uncaring man in the room I try saying "where..."

  that's not my voice, okay fuck not panicking I thrash around freaking out more as the man puts a needle in the iv I didn't even know was there as I was busy freaking out and as he pushes the liquid in i start falling

  unconscious

  ...that ceiling is kind of funnnny ooooh my arms are all watery oh theres someone next to me "hiii" oh my voice sounds weeeird, heh weeeeeeird ha, oh why is he crying i don’t even know him. "why is she like this" "i

  tried telling you that shes going to be like this, she was frantic when she woke up, we had to" the crying man looks pissed and puts his hand on a gun... wait a gun! shit shit shit gun bad, not funny "ooh uh who are youu"

  i push out of my throat, my very very dry throat owww that hurts. the man looks at me like a lost child... well he kind of is, he looks like a teenager even has a funny thin mustache heh mussstache, no! wake up he has

  a gun! "im... im your brother sis" he says with a face that screams worry and a little hurt why worry though the world is funny so funny so why worry, snap out of it dumb ass the man has a gun!! he looks to the doctor

  as if hes gonna kill him and im starting to think he will at this point! "she has amnesia" the scary doctor says rather quickly, ha guns will do that i guess. "will she get her memories back?" the crying man asks well

  brother apparently but that's bullshit ive never seen this man!! "she might get her memory backs soon, her reports show no unnatural activity so they might come back but there’s a high probability they couldn't

  come back" the doctor adds at the end looking kind of worried at the sign of 'brother' putting a hand on his holster "wheree amm i" i try saying but my word come out sluggish ha slugs. "were at the hospital sis" he

  strokes my hair as he talks and ohhhh my god that feels amazing right now, I'm tires, heh tires tired ha. I'm gonna sleep "good niiiiight cryy man" i tiredly say and before he can say it back because who wouldn't say

  it back. i fell asleep.

  After about 2 days of chronic worrying and stress I learned im not in America no nope im in some fucking city called Neon, yeah im not in my world anymore and I cant remember my name and its scary, have you ever

  forgot your name before its pretty fucking scary and my 'brother' I guess im his sister now... that’s kind of weird but okay. He said my name is Lucy Arker and bad ass name in my opinion guess I got lucky with that

  at least. And there’s these fucking holes in my neck, kind of feels like a USB port but a little different, its, like thinner then a normal USB port and there’s like 4 very thin ones and there stacked. wish I can see

  what it looks like.

  Im gonna leave today, thank god, this place is suffocating and the doctors are fucking pricks, assholes wouldn’t tell me what happened to Lucy or I guess me, now im lucy... shit okay gotta get that together soon, but

  he wouldn’t tell me what happened!! what kind of doctor does that, even if im in different world that’s going a little far dont you think. And my eyes, fuck they are weird. There’s these icons in the side of my view

  like apps ive been fucking with it the entire time which kind of helped me take my mind off of my worrying, it kept moving around when I tried clicking on it but it never went in the middle of my view unless I really

  forced it to which was hard because forcing it meant to balance it in my peripheral vision to get it there but I couldn’t do anything with it but move them and its kind of pissing me off a bit. and as I was

  contemplating ways to make the doctor hate me because, he was a prick, my 'brother' I have to get used to calling him that, entered the room looking kind of worried and now that I look at him, wow he looks like a

  punk. even has a punk haircut, the sides are faded with the top short but pushed up like a wide mow hawk his clothes are orange an ugly orange leather jacket with black cargo pants. He has that same look of worry,

  but he looks a little less worried. I guess that happens when your little sister wakes up from a coma. He still had that gun though which definitely made me a little twitchy. Wait why are you sitting down so close!! "sis

  were leaving okay?" as i nod on the inside im freaking out. he has a gun and hes sitting right there on a chair next to the bed! i mean i think he wont do anything, but still!! he has a gun!!.

  as i wheel out of the hospital in a wheel chair which im pretty sure brother threatened one of the doctors for i just have to stop to process what the fuck im looking at, i mean just wow the city is just...bright and

  tall with huge chrome buildings with glass that reflects the neon that even I can even see, even with how far I am from the buildings now I understand the city name. as im sitting staring at the very very neon city

  and its night so it just looks...wow. a guy pushes me out of the way with his waist and 'brother' who was looking even more worried at my surprised look when seeing the city suddenly looked pissed at the man and the

  man was big I mean shit his arms were metal and I swear to god the size of my leg and I guess that’s not saying much considering how skinny I am but still he was huge and honestly a little scary. “watch where your

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  going you dick” my ‘brother’ was getting a very unbelievable look from me as he says that. the big man stops in his tracks and looks around and oh my god I thought there was scary music playing as he turned, that

  motherfucker is terrifying!!!

  but, thankfully before the big man can say anything a security guard that looks more like a man who should be in the military holding a big ass gun, “there better not be any trouble” he says while menacingly holding

  onto his big ass gun, I guess he dosnt have to be in the military to have a big ass gun, which scared me pretty bad… but I wasn’t shaking!!! if anyone says I was there lying!!. the big man scoffs and walks away. Ohhh

  thank god, I sigh. “lets go sis” brother says looking kind of mad as he wheels me off I was just staring at the security guard in my peripheral vision having to look past all the logos in my vision before I tell ‘brother’ I

  can wheel myself but that made him pretty sad when I said so before so I just let him wheel me off until we get to a broke down rental car but even the broke down car looks more modern then most of the cars Ive

  ever seen. On the car ride ‘home’ supposedly, I ask “hey uhm whats your name” I took in his figure as he focuses on driving but I see that he is gripping the wheel so much his knuckles are white “its david my name is

  david sis” alright then my brothers name is david, David Arker. im lucy arker no one else. im lucy and david here is my brother david arker. I live in ? Nowhere else. Okay... okay I got that handled at least I feel

  better even if its just a little. As I was contemplating my existence crisis we arrived home which wasn’t very nice it looked like a run down apartment complex. We parked into a little dirty garage across the street

  there were tons of little garages that kind of looked like storage units. Sadly it took an embarrassingly long time to get my chair out and into my chair with how little the garage was. we finally got out of the garage

  and we walked towards a small apartment complex, well he walked I wheeled. There were so many ads on the complex all holographic by the way. Which when I first saw holographic ads on the car ride over here I

  thought it was so cool even the things they sold on the ads were funny there was a vibrating dick on one of the advertisements I guess they don’t care if kids see it. The complex was small, kind of clean but still

  dirty there was trash littered throughout the side of the building and cobwebs here and there and david didn’t even bat an eye like all this trash is normal and well I guess it is. on the ride here the road we took was

  dirty too. were not in a very well off area I guess, that or the whole city is just dirty. As we walked across the street david was wheeling me “is this familiar?” he seemed worried and honestly kind of scared “...im

  sorry” “don’t be sorry its okay if you don’t remember” I look around to see him wheeling me with a sad smile. fuck I feel bad.

  “well here we are” as we get on the sidewalk I see a few old guys on the sidewalk playing on a chess board… kind of. There’s no chess pieces. There just plucking air and moving it over other squares? Weird, but

  whatever floats your boat I guess they look at us like we will do something before continuing. As david wheels me into an elevator that im pretty sure shouldn’t be working right now with how fucked it is. its

  practically crying in pain as it rises to the 3rd floor. The complex is only 3 stories tall and I guess were on the third. The elevator opens with a whine and I wince at the noise he wheels me out into a dirty hallway and

  to a door near the elevator, well that’s nice. He puts his hand on the wall that I can only guess is a lock and the door opens revealing a small living room with a used green couch I don’t want to say dirty but definitely

  used. He try’s to wheel me in but the little bump at the door makes it annoying but I guess I don’t weigh much right now cause he just lifts the whole back of the chair to go over the bump if he didn’t do it gently and

  didn’t warn me before doing it I would have fell right out of the chair. after we get inside I wheel myself. it would be embarrassing for him to wheel me when were inside… well more embarrassing then it already is.

  “This is home” “this is home” I repeat him, looking around the small apartment. The kitchen was just a fridge with a small counter with what I think might be a radio, there’s pictures on the wall of a girl and david

  sitting on a curb next to a building and there’s two rooms in the apartment. wonder what my room looks like.”alright well here is home uh... your room is on the left my room is over there” he points to room on the

  right opposite of my room, whats with this apartment design? Weird. Lets wheel over to my room. As I open my door I wince Not to bad but whats with all the panther logos. “hey uh david whats with all the panther

  stuff?” suddenly he looks a little hurt why though? Shit is it because I called him david but its awkward to call him brother I just met him recently… no, no im Lucy and hes David, hes my brother. “you were a big

  panthers fan, you always wanted to join… I kept trying to make sure you didn’t join” he added that end like he hated the thought but why though? Wait what even is the panthers? Well shit I cant even ask him

  because it seems like if I do it will be a hard subject to approach. Fuck, hes doing a lot I bet. I mean hes taking care of his younger sister alone and I cant ask what happened to our parents without hurting his

  feelings so fuck I mean I haven’t seen my parents at all so either they don’t care or there dead. But now that I look at my room just wow lucy really likes the panthers I mean just stop at some point. There’s stickers

  on the window on the walls on the everything, that’s gonna be a pain to clean. The room has a bed a nightstand and a dresser I don’t even have to explain what the dresser looks like its practically covered in stickers

  of panthers. The nightstand actually looks half normal there’s only stickers on the legs of the nightstand and not on the top I bet she did that so she could still use it, and the bed… the bed has panther sheets...

  they make sheets!? What the fuck is the panthers? A baseball team? Wait do they even have baseball here? Well that kind of sucks. “well im gonna go to work” I look around to see dav… brother I mean. Hes putting

  on his ugly orange jacket “wait where do you work?” “oh I work for the panthers” the panthers? “what are the panthers I know I was a fan but what are they” “they are a gang” he says with a frown. wait lucy wanted

  to join a gang what, why? “alright well bye and don’t leave okay? Its dangerous.” while I was thinking reasons why shed want to join he left. I was left there in the living room with nothing to do at all I thought about

  watching tv but decided against it if everything Ive seen so far is context then I don’t want to watch tv plus it would feel better if I get to see the city with my own two eyes and on my two feet standing, not sitting

  in a wheelchair and sitting. Maybe I should go to sleep it is pretty late… I think? It is night but I haven’t seen a clock since Ive been here. Yeah lets go to sleep ill worry about what to do tomorrow. As I wheel to my

  room I realized, damn I have to use the bathroom I wheel over to the bathroom entering the bathroom I see the mirror it isn’t even glass its… is that plastic or metal? Wait who’s that! Is that… me? I put a hand on

  my face and the lady in the mirror does the same holy shit it is me!!! whoa I look skinny. I mean I knew my hands were skinny but I didn’t know the whole picture. Huh? I still look pretty good that’s surprising I have

  black hair with purple eyes, okay then, I guess I am quite the looker. good to know. I think im the girl in the picture with david? Im not sure but I think so, maybe if I wasn’t this skinny. After a quick bathroom break

  which I didn’t fall trying to get out of my wheelchair and onto the toilet I wheel into my room and next to my bed the room wasn’t very big so my chair was close to the wall even when I was next to the bed. I weakly

  try getting on the bed accidentally hitting the nightstand that was next to the bed with my waist as I fall on the bed pressing a hand to my waist wincing I hear a DING

  I look up from the bed still holding my waist and see

  100 XP BODY

  what… whoa everything’s moving whoa okay shiiit. And I fall unconscious face first into the panther sheets.