Chapter 20: Reborn Extra
I was born in a small village in Italy, where the folk is simple and honest, the scenery is enchanting, although it's somewhat disconnected from the world and quite backward, but I think I love my hometown very much.
My father and mother were very loving, they had their own textile factory in the village, which made them one of the wealthy families in the village, so I was well-fed and clothed, my days were carefree.
I like to run to the slope near the Vienna River at dusk and watch the sunset with my hands propped up.
It's quite strange that I don't like sunshine very much, probably because the sunlight is too dazzling at that time, or maybe it's just that I'm lazy and don't want to get up early.
Every time I lie on that not-so-big slope, I can calm down. The soft glow of the setting sun shines gently on the water's surface, creating a dazzling wave of light.
I closed my eyes and savored the peace and beauty of the moment, thinking that I was probably the happiest person in the world.
It's probably because I was thinking too much of myself. Heaven couldn't bear it anymore.
When I returned home from the mound that day, the whole village was already covered in a dazzling bloodiness.
I stumbled over one corpse after another and rushed into my own home, staring blankly at their eyes that couldn't be closed, and fainted in horror.
I'm still only ten years old, I'm still immature.
But I'm sure I want to avenge for the people in the village.
They are all innocent, it's just that this world is a jungle where the strong prey on the weak, and they are too kind-hearted to be abandoned by this ruthless world.
But I will become stronger, having lost everything, I no longer have weaknesses, I will be the strongest existence.
Transcending all existence.
My determination for revenge and my increasingly apathetic personality caught the attention of an assassin organization, who took me in, provided for my living expenses, and taught me the skills to kill.
I accepted it and I believe I am the best.
The first time I completed the task, I saw the admiration and astonishment of the people in the organization.
I think I can take revenge now.
It was easy to find the bandits who had slaughtered the village through connections in the organization, I took care of them without leaving any behind, and then fell into confusion.
All along, that lively and cheerful boy has been completely changed by the passage of time. I am deeply immersed in revenge, and I want to seek justice for my innocent relatives, friends and elders.
But what about after that?
I became disoriented and lost direction in life.
My life has lost its joy, I thought I would never laugh again for the rest of my life.
The burden I carry is too heavy, now that everything has ended, how can I go on living alone?
And then I was cursed again and turned into a baby-like creature, renamed Reborn.
This is utterly absurd.
Just when I thought life was hopeless, Peng Ge Li Jiu Dai found me.
Have to say, this is a wise old man.
I followed his orders and became a home tutor for the heir of a mafia family. The person was stupid, but also very kind. I watched him smile and work hard for his subordinates, and I gradually changed too.
I seem to have found that smiling boy again.
I think he has always been there, just buried deep within my heart.
I successfully helped him become an excellent leader, he had a resounding name - Jumping Marino.
He sincerely thanked me, but I just smiled and didn't say a word.
It's just that in my heart, you've also taught me how to have feelings again and not be a walking corpse.
But I didn't find my love.
I've had four girlfriends and Beyoncé is the most suitable one and also my favorite.
But I'm very clear that liking is not love.
When I thought I would never find my true love, I met that boy who was a bit mischievous but actually very gentle.
He and my second student are twins, looking exactly alike.
But strangely enough, it never gets anyone confused.
He is excellent in both academic performance and interpersonal relationships.
I never thought anyone would be so foolish as to make selfless sacrifices for others without asking for anything in return.
When I ate the bento he made for me, I couldn't help but feel a wave of sweetness in my heart.
I pretended not to notice his intentions, but the seed in my heart was slowly sprouting without me realizing it.
When facing him, I find myself increasingly unable to conceal my true feelings.
When I see him being close with others, I feel jealous.
Heaven knows, when I saw that girl named Miura Haru hug him, it was the first time I thought of killing an ordinary person.
I restrained myself, I knew this girl actually just wanted a hug, but I still couldn't bear it.
That idiot, doesn't he know to hide?!
I was still trying to avoid my own heart's intention until that day when I saw Ah Gan frowning and suddenly standing up.
I feel like I'm about to stop breathing.
I mustered all my strength to suppress my racing heart and asked nonchalantly.
"What's wrong?"
Something has happened to Xiao Lu.
A dark haze before my eyes.
I want to rush out and find him back immediately.
But I can't.
What identity should I use to go find him now?
A coward, hiding in his own shell, afraid to entrust his emotions.
I let out a loud, uncontrollable yell at those people who normally look like they're just trying to have fun but now only leave me with annoyance.
Then we quickly rushed to Hei Yao Paradise, where I saw a trace of tears hanging from the corner of his eyes.
My heart suddenly felt like it had been stabbed with a sharp knife, piercing pain.
I have never seen him cry.
Although he usually appears smiling, I know he is stronger than anyone else.
What kind of pain could make him cry?
I really want to hold him and comfort him in a soft voice, but I hate this baby's body now.
So I bit my lip and remained silent.
While Ah Gou roared in anger and charged forward without any regard.
I mock myself in my heart, you see, you can't even compare with your own apprentice. You don't dare to face your own heart.
But as I watched the development of things, watching that young man called Liu Dao Yu reveal such nostalgia, sadness and joy, my eyes became moist.
I don't want you looking at others, I just want you to belong to me.
I think I'm probably stuck in it.
I fell in love with a boy.
I fell in love with a young man who is half my age.
I fell in love with a silly fool whose eyebrows curve when he smiles.
In the end I got what I wanted, he became my lover.
The days spent with him, even if they were always dull and uneventful, were blissfully heart-wrenching.
I'm really satisfied, but ————
I suppressed the throbbing veins on my forehead and gazed at those few little devils who didn't know better...
Dare to compete with me for people, just wait and see how I'll deal with you.
The author has something to say:
I forgot where I saw a sentence, "I love you", the heart is particularly soft, plain and romantic, speechless and warm. That's what love is like.
This chapter can be considered an extra, and it provides a conclusion for the previous task of Reborn's lover.
Yeah, a certain thousand is going to start classes from this week on, and the 7am-8pm daily grind will resume...and it's going to last throughout the entire holiday (so depressing)
There will probably still be quite a bit of homework TT..
At noon there are two hours of rest time, at that time certain Qian will work hard to code ~ That is to say, certain Qian has no time to rest from beginning to end every day.
Nana Min, this thousand is so obedient, should everyone leave a message to comfort her? ~~