Chapter Five Killed Her
However, Guo Zhengyang was extremely perplexed - how could such a strange idea suddenly appear in his mind?
That thought was getting more and more intense, almost dominating his consciousness, forcing him to follow the direction of the thought as if being led out.
If it weren't for his strong will, he might have been controlled by his thoughts.
Standing still with willpower and intention, after a few minutes, Guo Zhengyang suddenly stretched out his hand to cover his forehead, and when he pressed down, he wiped off a large patch of sweat.
In the midst of his mental struggle, he had unknowingly broken out in a cold sweat. He turned around and took out a mirror from his bedside, only to discover that his face was deathly pale, his eyebrows deeply furrowed, and his appearance as disheveled as possible.
If others see him, they will probably think he has some kind of sudden illness.
It's not suitable for outsiders to see this kind of thing.
This idea that seems to control his will also clearly does not belong to things that ordinary people can understand.
Even with Guo Zhengyang's wealth of experience from a hundred battles, having encountered too many strange things, for a moment he couldn't figure out how such a ghostly thing could appear in his mind.
"No matter how, even if I were to be reborn again, I would not be easily swayed by others." As he leaned against his head and struggled with his thoughts, a hint of ferocity also flashed in the depths of Guo Zheng's eyes. In his previous life, he didn't say that killing people was like cutting grass, but the number of lives that died at his hands was also in the hundreds, and it wasn't an exaggeration to say that he had slaughtered hundreds and beheaded thousands.
His will had long been tempered in the iron and blood of war, and this thought was all the more striking for its sudden appearance. The longer he struggled against it, the more he felt a splitting headache, as if a knife was twisting in his brain, making him want to smash his head against the wall to relieve the pain. But Guo Zhengyang suppressed everything, turned back to bed, and slowly lay down.
The dormitory at dinner time, half an hour after school, was indeed empty and quiet. The large dormitory had only one person, Guo Zhengyang, who was silent without a single disturbance.
In the empty and oppressive dormitory, Guo Zhengyang lay quietly on his bed, with both hands clutching his forehead tightly balled up, allowing the surging pain to invade his body, only silently enduring with gritted teeth.
………
"Finally made it through."
Ten minutes later, Guo Zhengyang sat up again from the bed, looked around, and a hint of joy flashed in his eyes.
It's finally here.
Although his head seemed to be torn apart during the struggle with that thought, the pain was absolutely unforgettable. To counteract that pain, he really wanted to smash his brain and end it all, but throughout the process, he still relied on his stubborn willpower to endure, without even making a hum.
After struggling for over ten minutes, he finally suppressed the idea. His clothes were already soaked with sweat and stuck to his body, making him feel extremely uncomfortable.
He wanted to change into a new set of clothes, but when he started doing it, he hesitated again, "What is that thought? It's going to control my consciousness and take me somewhere..."
His mind was racing fast, he really couldn't figure out how a strange idea suddenly appeared in his head.
Was it an accident in the process of returning to fifty years ago after his own death?
In the past fifty years, he had never encountered such a situation.
"It should be related to my death and the strange return to fifty years ago, maybe I can reincarnate in fifty years after I die, is that thought helpful? Ordinary people are dead and their souls are gone, but I welcomed a new life, it's hard to understand... If so, then that thought really helped me a lot." He also didn't understand why he could return to fifty years ago after his death.
Combined with this sudden strange idea, he found it hard not to associate the two things.
And if he could be reborn after death and that thought was really related to it, then that thing would have been a lifesaver for him. This kindness is something that cannot be repaid no matter what one does.
Because it didn't just fail to shatter his soul, but also gave him a chance to make up for all the bleak wounds.
"If I can still be alive and go back fifty years, it really has something to do with that idea. If this thing is going to harm me, I would have died directly."
After a moment of contemplation, Guo Zhengyang also had some guesses, but he couldn't determine what was going on at all. In the end, he just rubbed his cheek awkwardly and continued to prepare for changing clothes.
But just after taking off his clothes, Guo Zhengyang's body shook again, and he slowly hugged his forehead and lay down again, his body starting to shiver once more.
Here it comes again.
It's coming again!
Silently hugging his head and curling up into a ball, Guo Zhengyang once again stubbornly resisted that thing, but his mood was rolling over and over. It came so quickly again, if this thing kept appearing afterwards, what would he do?
Although it can be suppressed for a while, it appears from time to time. It's not just learning that's affected, even normal life is becoming a problem.
Can't let outsiders find out, or they might think I'm sick and send me to the hospital where my parents will know...
Damn it, if this idea is really related to my rebirth, then I owe it a great favor. In that case, I'll listen to it once and see what it wants me to do." With a greatly changed expression, Guo Zhengyang quickly thought for a moment before gradually giving up his resistance and preparing to follow the guidance of the idea.
As soon as this thought flashed through his mind, Guo Zhengyang suddenly stagnated again.
Before, he had resisted and struggled against the will, but the feeling of oppression was indeed getting stronger and stronger, and later it would control his consciousness and forcibly manipulate his body to go to that place.
But now that he's willing to let go, his mind has weakened, although it's still in his mind, the intensity has quickly decayed, from strong oppression to faint, almost having no effect on him.
"Weird."
A strange glint flashed in his eyes again, and he was stunned for several breaths before getting dressed and slowly walking out of the dormitory, with an astonishingly slow pace.
This walking is also rest.
He is now just an ordinary boy's body, studying hard for a whole afternoon is already very tired, and cultivating for a moment, it can be said that he is both tired and hungry. Before, he had been fighting against his will for so long, the pain was shocking. He is really tired and wants to sleep with his head covered, even walking is laborious.
However, while walking, the Gongfa naturally operated to absorb the spiritual energy. Even if the spiritual energy on both sides was thin enough to make people angry, Guo Zhengyang still slowly recovered in slow motion.
An hour later, he walked out of a thousand meters distance and recovered to normal level.
And at this time, the guidance under the intuition has also reached its end.
Following the guide's gaze, Guo Zhengyang's eyes were filled with astonishment - a supermarket!
This thing actually brought him to a large supermarket on the main street over 1,000 meters away from County No. 1 High School.
Standing outside the supermarket, Guo Zhengyang was stunned for a few breaths before he walked in. He could only move forward; if he retreated, the thought would become more intense. He could resist or even suppress it, but that kind of pain wasn't suitable to appear in crowded places.
Following the guide into the supermarket, following the guide all the way through the supermarket to the checkout counter at the exit, the idea suddenly changed.
"Kill her, kill her, it will be very beneficial for you!"
What was originally just a directional intention suddenly turned into another form, Guo Zhengyang followed his intuition and looked up to see a girl of 18 or 19 years old standing a few steps away working, helping customers with their bills.
The information conveyed by the thought is to let Guo Zhengyang kill this girl, killing her will bring great benefits!
It's not that someone is speaking in his mind, but just a vague and inexplicable idea wave, which was understood by Guo Zhengyang as this meaning.
"It's not for me to go to the supermarket, but for me to come over and find this woman and kill her?"
Kuang Zhengyang was really shocked, killing people wasn't a big deal to him, in his past life he had done this kind of thing too many times, every day was a fight for survival, and not killing others meant he would be the one to die.
So killing people is nothing.
But...
This thing appeared so strongly and strangely, but its ultimate goal was to make him kill a seemingly weak cashier girl?
"Good job."
Having understood the meaning, Guo Zhengyang secretly cursed himself.
He used to have trouble walking, but this strange idea affected him so much that he had to come and take a look, the result was really speechless.
Killing is easy, but he was lucky enough to be reborn. The greatest wish in front of him now is to make his parents satisfied, and hand over a satisfactory answer sheet to his parents in a few months, rather than letting his parents see him become a murderer.