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Apart from you, I have nothing.

  Apart from you, I have nothing.

  PS: In order to cater to all mobile phone readers, this revised chapter is re-released, hoping for your understanding.

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  She knew it!?!

  Xiao Cai found out about my plan!?!

  Realizing that his girlfriend would be on guard, Leng Xiaoyao's face sank for a moment, and he furrowed his brow in deep thought, while at the same time, the phone by his ear was still filled with the flustered voice of the 1.5-meter-tall little loli: "What to do what to do? You think of a way quickly!"

  "Calm down!"

  Leng Xiaoyu was annoyed and shouted, "Let me think for a moment... Ah yes, how did she know?"

  Qiuqiu spun around anxiously and stomped her foot, Xiao Xue rolled her eyes in annoyance and threw a distant glance at Liu Youyou's back, saying: "It's that one, Liu Youyou, she's already run off to the corner with Xiaocai, what do we do? Is she going to tell Xiaocai about it? What, what, what are we going to do?"

  Willow, you?

  Leng Xiao Yao heard the name and suddenly thought of Ai Ziyu, who used to be inseparable from Ye Cai. In her impression, Ai Ziyu was a very silent and numb person. So she gritted her teeth and decided to take a gamble, saying: "Never mind, let's continue with the plan, maybe...Liu Youyou won't tell her."

  "Ah?" Xiao Xue was slightly stunned, thinking to herself if taking such a huge risk was really worth it?

  Pouting, Leng Xiaoyao explained: "From what I know, Liu Youyou is a very indecisive person who goes with the flow, so she relies heavily on Ye Cai. Now, I reckon that after they got together, they're probably just being lovey-dovey."

  "Ah?" Xiao Xue was taken aback and stuttered: "Two... two girls, you... you're calling me 'you'?"

  Leng Xiao Ya pouted, saying: "I'm not afraid to tell you, Liu Youyou that guy is a... uh, never mind. Anyway, later on, you can take a look at Xiaocai, I reckon she hasn't slept all night and will fall asleep soon, we'll still have a chance, right?"

  "Didn't sleep all night? Oh, I see, I know, okay, I'll call you again later."

  She hung up the phone, realizing that an opportunity was about to arise, and couldn't help but hold her breath with tension. She raised her eyes and gazed at the two figures in the distance, almost stuck together in the corridor. Her forehead broke out in cold sweat, and she swallowed hard with difficulty. After quietly exploring the surroundings, she carefully took out a lighter from the pocket of her small western-style suit, glanced down, as if she had regained her courage and confidence. Then, she looked again at Liu Youyou and Ye Cai in the distance, took a deep breath, pursed her lips, and nodded her head firmly, as if making up her mind.

  At that moment, Ye Cai was wrapped in a thick sleepiness. She was pulled by Liu Youyou's small hand and stared at her with a gentle and affectionate expression for a long time. Her exhausted mind finally couldn't hold the obedient and gentle smile on her face anymore. She closed her eyes and floated up a hint of drowsiness and confusion, shook her head to wake up, then awkwardly smiled and hesitated: "Do... you have anything you want to ask?"

  Liu Youyou gently shook her head, looking at Ye Cai's eyes as if she were looking at the person she loved most in the world. She took a deep breath and looked around cautiously, seeing that there were many people around, so she quickly pulled Ye Cai to climb up the stairs. Ye Cai followed closely behind her. Good sisters wanted to bring her a passionate private meeting, but she couldn't smile, with a few parts of helplessness and numbness on her face, and guilt and sorrow filling her eyes.

  They finally reached the sixth floor rooftop staircase, and there were only two of them left. The world seemed to have quieted down, and their footsteps slowed down. Suddenly, Liu Youyou turned around, her face filled with eager affection, and she passionately kissed Ye Cai, whose face was frozen in shock.

  Ye Cai's body arched slightly as she was tightly wrapped, her mind a complete blank. After reacting, she barely managed to respond, with a few parts of confusion and desolation in her heart. It was like the person she deeply loved mistook her for his lover and cared for her, but the emotions inside were not towards her, nor were they real.

  In the morning, something happened to me, and there was no care or concern. When we met in private, the first thing they thought of was to ask for something!

  Ye Cai had long been aware that she was merely a vessel for Liu Youyou's emotions, and that he did not truly love her. Instead, he saw her as an outlet for the pent-up emotions he had accumulated after being alone for too long. Everything he needed spiritually and physically, he took from her under the guise of "love".

  Ai Zi You, Liu You You, perhaps it has always been just one person.

  This close friend who shows her true timid and weak personality in front of herself often uses a noble and elegant attitude to defend against the outside world, but in the past, she also used a gentle and kind old good person image to protect herself.

  Yes, Liu Youyou was too timid and self-abased in her heart. After becoming a girl, she didn't dare to seek warmth and happiness from other aspects, but instead, without hesitation, directed the direction of her emotional longing deep within her heart towards Ye Cai, the only one who could communicate with her heart-to-heart.

  Perhaps it was the deep-seated longing for love that made Liu Youyou behave like a mother lioness, naturally considering Ye Cai as her own private property. As she kissed him, she couldn't help but raise her hand and fondle Ye Cai's small breasts, her love turning into rough handling, causing Ye Cai to feel pain and embarrassment, pushing her away and taking two steps back, breathing deeply, shaking his head lightly in rejection and refusal, his round eyes filled with a sense of loss and resentment, staring at Liu Youyou's puzzled and awkward face.

  However, Liu Youyou didn't notice Ye Cai's sorrow and indignation, and instead lowered her head in embarrassment, coquettishly saying: "Right, sorry about that, I used too much force..."

  She finished speaking and once again revealed a sickly dependent, fervent and tender expression. Her eyes slightly widened, and in her pink field of vision, all she saw was Ye Cai's slender figure. She floated two steps forward, trying to grab Ye Cai's hand for another passionate kiss, but was angrily pushed away by him.

  "What am I to you?!"

  Ye Cai pressed her lips tightly, taking a deep breath to suppress her anger. She felt an intense sense of indignation and disgust towards Liu Youyou's warped emotional dependence, which was tantamount to self-deception. Her small face was etched with the painful color of disappointment, and she turned away, as if not wanting this expression to hurt her beloved partner and best friend.

  Liu Yu's eyes widened in surprise, and she blinked a few times, looking puzzled. Seeing Ye Cai's disappointed expression, her eyes dimmed, and she pouted, with a hint of sadness and desolation on her face. She walked slowly towards him, shaking her head slightly, and whispered: "I... I love you, Xiao Cai. You know how worried I was before? I... I have nothing but you..."

  Liu Youyou suddenly wrapped her arms around Ye Cai, grasping her shoulders and lifting her chin, meeting her moist pink lips with another passionate kiss. Ye Cai subconsciously wanted to resist, but was defeated by the four words "having nothing" filled with endless resentment, and once again numbed her inner feelings in self-deception.

  Yes, Liu Youyou was the same as her, on that afternoon, losing all her luggage on the train of life, leaving only a "nothing" locomotive, and then following her like in childhood, rushing around. She deeply understood that it was all caused by herself, and she made Liu Youyou become what she is now...

  The unbearable self-blame and guilt surged out from the bottom of her heart again, causing her to hide the truth she had analyzed with a numb heart and try to deceive herself that Liu Youyou truly loved her, like a wooden puppet, catering to Liu Youyou's indulgence.

  In a dazed and dim mind, scenes from the past seemed to reappear.

  Took over the cigarette, then asked her what cigarette it was, and finally, fearing that she would be embarrassed, with suspicion and unease, lit up the transforming cigarette, this may be a kind of wrong love.

  Then - "I want to kill you......", the anger and resentment deep in my heart, but under the wrong love, I chose to deceive myself with the excuse of "fate" once again.

  Reunion again——“You don't have to do this, it's my own life.” “Don't be like that, I'll be very sad if you do.” “No matter what happens, you're not allowed to ignore me!”, perhaps from then on, Liu Youyou had regarded Ye Cai as the guide of her life.

  Finally, Liu Youyou revealed her true feelings, her deep possessiveness subtly revealing her desire to monopolize Ye Cai - "From now on, I'm yours~~~", "I'm only good to you."

  And now, "except for you, I have nothing else...", this casual remark may imply that Liu Youyou's subconscious mind is very clear that it was Ye Cai who made her like this, making her unable to show her true face, making her lose all direction in life. She should resent Ye Cai, she should avenge herself on Ye Cai, make Ye Cai pay back, and torture Ye Cai until he loses all face...

  However, the introverted Liu Youyou became entangled with Ye Cai in another way. Yes, she relied on Ye Cai with a broken jar and shattered heart, grasping at him like a lifeline. But deep down, she also understood that straw is just straw, people have hearts, and there's a limit to endurance - Ye Cai would eventually be overwhelmed by this suffocating dependence. So, she used love as an excuse to comfort herself...

  This made Ye Cai feel deceived and heart-wrenchingly painful!

  A refined and elegant girl born from her own hands, appearing in this world with a proud and arrogant attitude like a princess, but all of these are her protective shell. She repeatedly reveals her vulnerable, helpless, and resentful weak side, as if filled with tender revenge.

  This made Ye Cai feel an almost explosive anger at his own incompetence, while towards Liu Youyou, he felt a deep sense of guilt.

  She didn't know what to use to repay Liu Youyou.

  She was both disappointed and dissatisfied with Liu Youyou, feeling resistant and annoyed, yet guilty and self-reproaching, wanting to make amends at all times; the former wanted her to stay away from Liu Youyou, while the latter made her care for and protect Liu Youyou.

  The heart under his chest seemed to be torn apart by these two feelings and thoughts.

  Heart-wrenching!

  Two slender bodies, separated by clothes, gently twisted and rubbed against each other, feeling the warmth of each other. Liu Youyou playfully fondled her small breasts, exhaling fragrant hot air, kissing and sucking on her delicate white earlobe, murmuring: "Xiao Cai, you are mine, I will be with you for a lifetime..."

  Ye Cai's eyes were hollow and empty, as if she had already resigned herself to her fate and was willing to fall, just like a walking corpse.

  ……

  Liu Youyou pulled Ye Cai down the stairs, her head bowed and not daring to look back, with a shy and tender expression on her face. But Ye Cai was somewhat bewildered after deceiving himself.

  Suddenly, Liu Youyou remembered something and turned around hastily, saying: "Xiao Cai, has Xiao Xue ever looked for you?"

  Ye Cai's face was pale and wooden, her eyes lightly shifted, scanning Liu Youyou's face a few times, as if trying to find an unnatural expression on her face. Seeing Liu Youyou lower her head in a flustered manner, she helplessly smiled bitterly and said: "Just say it."

  Liu Youyou hesitated and muttered: "That Luo Li said she wanted to destroy the transformation cigarette, Xue Snow is in cahoots with her."

  Ye Cai's eyes widened, and the images of Xiao Xue and Leng Xiaoyao flashed in her mind. She could feel their genuine care and concern for her. Thinking about their intention to destroy the transformation cigarette, Ye Cai knew without a doubt that it was all for her own good. And she realized that they had used the power of the transformation cigarette not for themselves, but for her sake. This made her feel deeply melancholic and helpless, and a hint of bitter smile appeared on her face.

  Perhaps few people can understand her. Facing Liu Youyou's worried and tense waiting, she shook her head and said, "It's okay, let her go..."

  "Huh?"

  Liu Youyou was taken aback, and after reacting quickly, she hastily advised: "No, Xiao Xue is your deskmate, maybe later on she'll secretly take it from you. Didn't you say you wanted to use that to build a paradise?"

  Yezai's eyes were dull and downcast, but he raised the corner of his mouth and shook his head slowly. He took a deep breath, gently broke free from Liu Youyou's right hand, and walked down slowly, saying: "Don't worry, I'm not stupid to that extent..."

  Liu Youyou couldn't help but feel anxious and worried, stomping her feet in frustration, then quickly catching up to Ye Cai, with a timid and concerned expression, standing beside him as he slightly pouted his mouth, deep in thought. They went downstairs to the second floor, entering the view of their classmates, and Liu Youyou deliberately kept her distance from Ye Cai to avoid suspicion.

  Ye Cai naturally understood in her heart, and glanced at Liu Youyou's pretentious cold demeanor, but it didn't get anywhere, and she immediately became numb to this feeling. As soon as she entered the classroom, she saw a figure waving at her from the right lower corner of the wall, and only saw Su Xiaoqiu's gentle and affectionate gaze coming towards her.

  Handmade, fifth, transformed into a woman.

  Heaving a deep sigh to himself, Ye Cai felt deeply guilty and forced a gentle smile as he slowly walked away.

  Su Xiaoqiu looked around cautiously, then crept over with a hunched back and a stealthy air. When she saw Ye Cai's face clearly, she was taken aback by his pale and wan complexion, which seemed to be on the verge of death. She couldn't help but ask in a soft voice: "What's wrong? Your face doesn't look right."

  Ye Cai smiled wryly and shook his head, saying: "A whole night without sleep..."

  Su Xiaoqiu couldn't help but purse her lips, and a hint of tenderness and gentleness flashed in her eyes. She shrugged and said with a smile: "If you haven't slept, just make up for it. In this world, the one person you can't be stingy with is yourself."

  Ye Cai nodded slightly, forced a smile and pushed Su Xiaoqiu's body away, dragging her feet back to her seat. She knew Su Xiaoqiu had something to say, so she didn't fall asleep immediately. Instead, she leaned against the desk behind her, opened her mouth wide, and resisted sleep, looking like a sleepy addict.

  Su Xiaoqiu saw the situation and didn't beat around the bush anymore, hesitated for a moment, pursed her lips, leaned in close and said: "Ye Cai, I'm now almost the same as you, I think... let's be friends."

  "Hmm..."

  A warm feeling flowed through her heart, and with a silly smile on her face, Ye Cai closed her eyes slightly, looking naturally sleepy and confused.

  It was hard to muster up the courage to make such a pretentious request in front of someone she wasn't very familiar with, but to receive such an indifferent response, Su Xiaoqiu couldn't help but slightly furrow her brow, yet she didn't want to make a scene either, so she reluctantly nodded and left with a hint of disappointment.

  She had just left, and Ye Cai screwed up her small face in agony, gritted her teeth, closed her eyes tightly, and stifled a mouthful of bad air in her heart. Then she slowly shook her head, suddenly accelerated the speed, violently shook it several times, rubbed her temples, and lay on the table to take a nap.

  Time slipped away bit by bit, the school bell couldn't wake her up, but it called back Xiao Xue who was searching for her outside.

  When Xiao Xue returned to the classroom with a depressed and lost heart, she immediately saw Ye Cai sleeping soundly, and suddenly became overjoyed, as if she had already seen that moment of effortless success.

  In class.

  Xiao Xue waited until Ye Cai had fallen asleep, then secretly began to rummage through her pockets. Liu Youyou, who had been paying attention to Xiao Xue, naturally discovered this, but was unable to do anything about it due to being in class.

  Xiao Xue patted the pockets on both sides of his pants, withstood the strange gazes around him, and with cold sweat beading on his forehead, he reached into Ye Cai's suit jacket. The cigarette pack was placed in the breast pocket of the white shirt. After some searching, Xiao Xue still couldn't find the pack of cigarettes, so he shifted his target to the possible pockets under Ye Cai's suit.

  She carefully raised her eyes and saw Ye Cai sleeping soundly, with cold sweat on his forehead, furrowed brows, slightly parted lips, and rapid breathing. She pursed her lips, revealing a hint of sympathy and compassion on her face, which further solidified her determination to destroy the pack of cigarettes. Thus, enduring the mocking and disdainful glances from her classmates who noticed her unusual behavior, she reached into Ye Cai's suit pocket...

  Ding ding ding!!!!!

  Suddenly, the mobile phone rang.

  The teacher who was teaching was stunned, the whole class was also stunned, and they all looked towards the direction of the phone alarm. They saw Xiao Xue sitting upright with a cold sweat on her head, then under everyone's gaze, Ye Cai lay on the desk snoring, then her body trembled slightly, rubbing her eyes and sat up.

  (……)

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  P.S: This chapter has been revised and polished. Some emotions need to be thoroughly explained by the author, otherwise it would waste too many brain cells and patience.

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