Blushing face flying red
"People are often afraid of loneliness and emptiness because their hearts are always in a state of turmoil."
Because of the heart's flutter, people yearn to communicate with the outside world. Being alone for too long makes one become nervous and fidgety, just like you. In your heart, you fabricate a communication object out of thin air. People always yearn to communicate; when happy, they want to share with others; when sad, they want to confide in someone. If they can't stay with the crowd, they'll feel lost and even anxious, unsure what to do next. This is precisely a manifestation of mental immaturity and spiritual weakness.
Successful people often find ways to give themselves some alone time, unlike those idle people who frequently gather together to play table tennis, soak their feet, wash sauna, surf the internet, drink and eat. But they are not indulging in loneliness, instead, during this period of time, they study methods to fully develop themselves, hone their body and mind, cultivate their own intellect, so as to face the next moment in a better state.
Of course, writing as a hobby can also cultivate a person's temperament, and temperament is a kind of beautiful character. It not only refines one's body and mind but also makes one look elegant and quiet, with a kind of subtle charm that is hard to put into words. Of course, people who feel this subtle charm often feel inferior in front of them.
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Around 11 pm.
Facing the eldest daughter Ye Cai who is anxious and uneasy because she is still under review and cannot be seen by herself and netizens, He Xiaoyun will teach her as a writer's psychological quality training and cultivation.
But what finally calmed Ye Cai down was probably her soft tone and kind face, after all, they had already fallen asleep with a hum. It can be seen that the power of maternal love is unquestionable, when we were young, listening to those out-of-tune stories would make us fall asleep, and as we grew up, we would fall into sweet dreams in the midst of listening to vague teachings, of course, only those who deeply loved her could tolerate her being absent-minded or even falling asleep.
Under a helpless smile, He Xiaoyun gently covered her with the quilt, then came to the computer desk, opened the new outline she had coded, and carefully tried to find her shadow in the article, with the main character named "Ye Cai".
But she soon smiled and relaxed, from the first paragraph, it was indeed a true portrayal of Ye Cai's heart: squatting in a corner with a pitiful look as if abandoned, pretending to be deep and aloof, finding a pendant for a little boy, which precisely revealed her innermost desire for pure, warm and beautiful things, rather than the coldness and indifference shown on the surface.
Perhaps those who are most extreme also yearn for happiness the most.
The following content made He Xiaoyun slightly surprised:
In the story, Ye Cai sat motionless in a corner of the garbage heap, his clothes tattered and worn. The next morning, the little boy came to visit him specially and gave him two meat buns, which he held in his hand without moving until the embarrassed little boy's figure disappeared around the corner, at which point he ate them hastily. However, this scene was observed by the clever little boy, who revealed a cunning and satisfied smile. In the evening, the little boy came to his side again and gave him a bottle of mineral water, telling him to drink it sparingly.
But he didn't take the bottle of water, instead he raised his head and asked indifferently why he wanted to help him. The young boy couldn't explain anything, thinking that he was dissatisfied with what he had done, so he ran away timidly. From then on, the little boy no longer spoke to him, but silently placed the meat buns and mineral water in front of him. He lost all his memories, forgot his name, forgot his past, so he didn't know where to go or what to do, but he still remembered one important thing, that was to stay here and wait for someone to take him away.
He didn't even know who the other person was, whether it was a man or a woman, or what their name was.
It wasn't until a young boy led them to a middle-aged couple that things took a turn for the better.
Yes, the middle-aged couple took him away without any hesitation or resistance. He was very decisive, even making the couple suspect whether he had planned it in advance. Since then, he has been living with the little boy's family, going out early and returning late, helping the little boy's parents take care of the fruit stand, just like a big brother. He eats with the little boy's family, goes shopping with them, sends the little boy to school, and afterwards, almost everything revolves around him and the little boy, protecting the little boy, teaching those classmates who bully the little boy a lesson, protecting the little boy's family, and even driving away those bad people who come to the door to cause trouble. The whole story seems to be about "Ye Cai" and a little boy.
But what comes after is still unwritten.
So, He Xiaoyu couldn't help but wonder - could it be that Ye Cai is a control freak? Is it only those with a pure heart like a little boy who can unlock her heart knot? Can only they be accepted by her?
Lost in thought, she wore a look of worry on her face, silently saved the document, shut down the computer and left Ye Cai's room with heavy footsteps.
Downstairs to the first floor, back to her room, she logged onto the chat tool at the first opportunity and entered the 1000-people group - Withered Little Garden.
Rant: Withered Tears: My daughter's new book is under review, the main station's, called Metropolitan Hero, I think it should be worth reading...
The ugliest mask: Congratulations, when the time comes, we'll give her a red float as firecrackers.
Xue Tiantian said: (smiling slyly) Let's make a bet, when the time comes, your daughter will take a burst photo.
Wow wow! I'm finally lucky enough to see you in person, Author-sama!
Legend has it that the egg roll: The withered and large writing is so delicate and elegant, and the daughter who has been influenced by her should also have good penmanship, I think it's worth expecting.
Shouting at the center of the world: (Cui Cheng | The Country's Smile) I'm really looking forward to it!
……
He Xiaoyun smiled wryly and shook her head, her slender fingers dancing lightly on the keyboard.
Rant: Withered Tears: Don't even mention it, at first they wrote "posterior palace" for me, I was about to explode with rage...
Alimama: (smiling slyly) Hehe, female supremacy article, must strongly support it!
Xiao Huaihuai's dream: rubbing meat together, I love it the most (Cui Chengguo covers his face with a shy smile).
Legend: Sunflower towards the shadow: (Yao Ming laughed) Don't delete it, I want to see ah ah ah
He Xiaoyun shook her head, thinking to herself that they were indeed a group of rotten women. However, there was no need to question the fact that most readers in the group came from wealthy families and had high incomes. Giving out red envelopes was truly a trivial matter for them, something they could do with ease without even furrowing their brows.
And as for Ye Cai's formal serialization, the congratulatory words in the form of "opening red" are not a joke. When everyone starts teasing, it will probably bring another hundred alliances to the starting point.
The quality of the work itself still depends on Ye Cai's own efforts, otherwise it will inevitably suffer from the bombardment of book friends like Long Kong.
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On Sunday morning, around 5 o'clock, Ye Cai was woken up by her mobile phone.
After washing up, she hurriedly sat back in the computer chair, wearing only a nightgown, before her sister arrived. She opened the computer and logged into the reader's background, clicked on "Manage Works", and then clicked on the book title option of "Urban Hero". This time, it did not prompt that it was still being collected, but instead popped up a page.
The City Hero
Nomination - Author: The Greatest Swordsman
No cover, intro quietly lying under the book title's content introduction column.
"Total clicks: 0; Member weekly clicks: 0; Total recommendations: 0; Total words: 4105; Authorization status: Authorized work"
Staring blankly at the self-created page, a proud and delighted smile gradually rose on her face. Taking a deep breath, she clenched her fists excitedly and waved them wildly, with an extremely strong urge stuck in her chest, making her feel both uncomfortable and suffocated, desperately wanting to open the window and proudly declare to the whole world: "I wrote it!"
In the weird tune of "Mo Mo" constantly shouting, she paced back and forth in her room, occasionally jumping up to raise her fist and shout loudly. She continued like this for half a day until her sister appeared at her door with disheveled hair and holding a pillow, at which point she awkwardly quieted down.
But in an instant, her eyes lit up and she quickly ran over to pull her half-asleep sister to the computer screen, pointing at the page, book title, introduction, author's pen name, saying to her sister non-stop: "Look look look! I wrote it I wrote it I wrote it! You have to see it!"
"Shut up!" The awakened Momo shook her head at her.
She withdrew her gaze of surprise, and her sister smoothed out the hair in front of her face. With a lazy glance at the page, she said: "Eh...the number of clicks is zero."
Ye Cai said with a flat mouth: "Just sent out..."
She let out a yawn, casually ruffled Mengmeng's hair, and her sister, who was holding a pillow, lazily got up and fell onto her bed, mumbling with her mouth closed: "While there is still time, you hurry... I'll sleep for a bit, then you start reciting vocabulary."
With a sulky pout, she muttered "got it" and sat back down in her computer chair. She still had more important things to do, that is, revising the first chapter, deleting the "Dragon's Roar, Heaven's Unbearable Story" and replacing it with "Ye Cai's Story", of course, the title remained "Urban Hero".
Before modification, I wanted to see if the number of clicks had increased a bit, so I refreshed the page and looked again. At a glance, my eyes widened in shock.
Only in the "Latest News" column of this book, there are several pieces of information that have appeared.
"Red-tailed cat"
Reward 1,000,000 starting points coins
Petals falling in profusion
Reward 10,000,000 starting coins
Fei Fei
Reward 1,000,000 starting points
The ugliest mask
Reward 10,000,000 starting coins
The ugliest mask
Reward 10,000,000 starting coins
Reward! ?
She stared blankly at the mouse, and it took Ye Cai half a day to come back to her senses. She blinked, and suddenly thought of her mother's die-hard fans. She grabbed the mouse, wanting to see if they had left any comments in the book review section, and what they were saying. Was it praise? Or criticism? Or sarcasm.
After glancing at the book review section, she couldn't get any meaningful information about the work itself. The entire row was filled with red notifications, and the review section was a sea of crimson, even a bit dazzling to the eyes, making Ye Cai's breathing difficult and rapid, as if these crimson words were stirring up her heart's desire for wealth and greed.
"[Reward] My heart is overflowing with joy, I regret not meeting you sooner. Even a million words can't express how much I love and adore you!"
My heart is overflowing with joy, I regret that we met so late, even a huge sum of money cannot express the extent of my fondness!
My heart is overflowing with joy, I regret that we met so late, even a huge sum of money cannot express my love for you!
……
……”
She took a deep breath and clicked on "View all book reviews". She flipped through four pages, those bright red words seemed to be reflected in her eyes, making her stare blankly, unknowingly holding her breath due to inexplicable tension and apprehension.
On the fifth page, she suddenly blushed, only to see a book review left by a fellow reader, full of subtle yet infuriating sarcasm and ridicule - "Haha, I'm dead, girl, you write like this, it's definitely going to be popular!"
Underneath were book reviews with similar meanings, making her blush so much she could hardly breathe.
"How evil! Is she really the withered daughter? I don't read much, don't deceive me..."
"Looked at it, writing style needs improvement, learn from your mother more often. Secondly, no, should be firstly, three views need treatment ahhhhh."
"Is this written by a girl? Nima, is this a meat bun? But I'm very satisfied, keep writing like this, it's gonna be on fire!"
"After flipping through it and re-reading the first chapter, I don't know how to put it, but good luck, withered maiden."
"Watch out or your mom will spank you! (mischief laugh)"
"Ahhh, I love this article so much! The author is such a good person. Please provide the full version, email: 46153182@163.com"
"Can't wait to see his reaction after reading this article, haha (mischief laugh)"
She seemed to recall the terrifying scene of her mother holding her back collar and spanking, she shrunk her neck in fear, took a deep breath, pursed her lips, clenched her fists, lowered her head, took a deep breath, summoned up her courage, quickly grasped the mouse, and closed this page.
She wants to revise the text!
Right away!
Open the document, copy and paste, carelessly pouting her mouth, but her small face was still a bit flushed - this time it's really embarrassing...
（……）
P.S: Embarrassed to ask for a recommendation vote...
