I'm tired of trying, tired of crying

  Deep down inside you knew I've been dying

  Im honest with you, I'm not even lying

  But my dedication to you was the only thing you're fighting

  I loved your face, I loved your laugh

  I adored your eyes, how you would look back

  Smile, hug, and tell me it's all okay

  But suddenly you left me at the end of the day

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  A final goodbye I hadn't the chance to say

  Cause all you were doing was pushing me away

  I became your enemy, on you features a snarl

  Every single time we talked; a quiet quarrel

  I never expected you wanting it this way

  Not wanting me to stick around, or to stay

  I regret trusting you, I abhor your attitude

  Your anger and deception was really quite rude

  At the same time, I wanted you to say

  Oh, my dear lover, my love towards you isn't a game

  I pushed back, I struggled, I raged and I fought

  The feelings and emotions and inside that you taught

  The tears of misery, the shame on your face

  Was all just an act, calling me a waste

  I'm sorry I lied, I'm sorry to say goodbye

  But all in all, you don't care, so why should I?