Fun.
Kobachi had hought that it could be like this with someone. What they talked about was just a muhing, her hobby, and many others, yet as she spent it with him, she felt it was nice. All of her unpleasantness disappeared; it was like an after-the rain with a pleasant st from the earth.
She loved the feeling wheood by his side, yet as they arrived at the library, she khat they had to part. By then, she realized that everything was just an illusion. He was, who was so close, so far away from him. They might be standing side by side, yet... she knew he was at a pce that was impossible to arrive.
While she didn't like it, she khat she didn't have a right to stop him, especially with their curreionship.
Their closeness, which started at her whim to open the library when it was about to close, made their retionship became closer than she imagined.
While she had thrown away her feelings and thought it was impossible for them to be together, sometimes, she couldn't help but think about the possibility between them.
The possibility that she had thrown away might bloom.
What if? What if What if?
Many "what ifs" kept popping out of her head, and in the end, before he walked away, she decided to be bold, asking him to help her. As expected, she khat with his kindness, he wouldn't reject her, and she used this trait of him so she could stay with him for a little longer.
"Should I pce it here, i-san?"
"Yes, that's the pce."
Unlike her, who was ugly and had a hideous heart, Ishigami should be with someone who was kind ale, someone who could make him happy like Tsubame.
Yes, Tsubame Koyasu.
When she saw how close Ishigami and Tsubame were, she thought that he could finally be happy.
Yes, Tsubame was the one, be with her, Ishigami, Kobachi thought.
Moreover, she also khat Ishigami had helped Tsubame, so she khat his ce wasn't zero, especially when she saw how close they were.
Yet, why Onodera?
Why her?
If it was Iino, Kobachi might not have reacted this strongly, but Onodera was different.
Unlike her and Iino, who still believed that Ishigami must have been hiding something and never said anythio him, supp him silently as usual, Onodera was different.
Onodera had mocked and beeo Ishigami like any irl in the first grade after that i. She purposely said mean things to him and even gloated at his misfortune, feeling superior by his inferiority.
Could such a girl make him happy?!
No way.
Yet, Kobachi khat this was someohat Ishigami had chosen, and while she hated it, she khat Onodera was the first girl roached him at his lowest point.
Unlike now, when he had so many friends, opur, and was even often talked to by a group of girls, which was a plete ge from his previous treatment, Onodera approached him.
Unlike her or Iino, Oalked to him, yet Kobachi felt it was also because Onodera sat by his side.
If the one who sat by his side wasn't Onodera, then would she be with Ishigami?
'If I am the one...'
If she was the one who sat by his side, then... would she be the one who was his girlfriend?
Why her?! Why her?! Why her?!
Such a thought crossed her mind, yet she khat it was too te; Ishigami had had a girlfriend. While there ossibility of the tw, she wasn't sure how long it would take and if there was even a ce for them to be together, especially with how close his retionship with some girls was.
Longing, affe, pain, jealousy, and everything weaved together, tightly tied within her heart so tight before they snapped, broken into several pieces that made her uo think properly, and she blurted out cruel words to him before kissing his lips subsciously.
Watg his shocked expression, she had this strange sense of pleasure and happiness as she was able to do something that even her best friend and his girlfriend were impossible to do.
While part of her wao stick out her too lick his lips, she felt a bit shy and made a suddereat.
Still, this was the end.
Nothing would happeween them anymore.
By this point, the two of them would bee nothing but distant cssmates who wouldn't talk to each other.
She had made a cross, clearly cutting their retionship, yet this was good sihis way, she could move on from this one side feeling.
What was left was the question "Why?" from his mouth when their lips parted, and by then, she would answer him with an ambiguous answer, and the two would have an awkward retionship that slowly dissipated like froth on the o, being strangers.
Yet, the question "why" didn't e out from his lips; instead, her eyes widened, watg him take her lips, clearly kissing her and even lightly lig her sweet lips.
"Don't provoke me, okay?"
Fortunately, Ishigami didn't move further and quickly calmed himself before he pulled away, afraid that he might really do something unfivable, especially with his body that was filled with vitality and vigor.
At that moment, his body was like a balloon that kept being poured with water, and it grew bigger and bigger before it exploded. Fortunately, his balloon was long and rge, so it could bear the expansion, but it didn't ge the fact that he was still troubled.
While the dream could somehow help him, he khat this wasn't the perfect solution.
Sooner or ter, he would be ruined by this healthy body.
Still, fortunately, Onodera had bee his girlfriend, and he was w hard to make her open up, but then, anirl suddenly attacked him, using her fangs against him when he was defenseless.
While he could terattad quickly defend himself, he khat this wasn't good since he was afraid the fantasy in his mind might bee a reality.
The fantasy that might ruihing, the nightmare that might even bring disaster to his everyday life.
Ishigami had tried to hold it, yet he k was impossible since Kobachi kissed him once again, pushing him onto the ground, and g to him tightly like an anada that was about to kill its prey.
Her kiss was no lohe innoce where two people only pressed each other's lips, but a bold one where she stuck her torying to pry open his lips aggressively.
Still, Ishigami didn't open his lips, stared at this girl helplessly, a a little angry, so he knew he o teach her that she shouldn't kiss someone so carelessly!
'If that's yame.'
With his lips opened, Onodera put her tohout hesitation, lig his gums, tongue, and mouth obsessively became nothing but a slut, who was obsessed with the kiss she shared with the boyfriend of her cssmate.
The crush of her best friend.
And...
'My hidden crush...'
Her movement was jerky, amateur, and g experience, so the moment Ishigami made a move, she was soon pletely overturned and quered before letting herself fall like a kite whose string was broken.
In this quiet library, the two had their secret rendezvous.
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