She put her hand on her belly, Chu Cheng Ming also followed her hand and looked down. When he saw her slightly bulging belly, it triggered his jealousy again.

  "He deliberately asked with a knowing tone: 'Why can't you leave peacefully now?'"

  Yan Xijun grasped his hand and stuck it to her belly, bitterly smiling: "There's a small life in here, how can I bear to part with you?"

  Chu Cheng Ming felt as if his hand had been pressed onto scorching chrome steel. His nervous condition caused a reflexive reaction. He had just stuck it into her belly, and suddenly he sprang open.

  He just can't forget that the child in her belly is that man's seed.

  His tightly pursed lips revealed stubbornness, and the downturned corners of his mouth showed a hint of disgust.

  Yan Xijun had long expected him to have this attitude. She just didn't expect him to be so resistant. She still asked relentlessly: "Will you accept him?"

  Chu Cheng stared at her belly and blurted out without thinking: "Absolutely unacceptable."

  "That's it." Yan Xijun smiled faintly. "You don't even accept me, why bring me out of the palace?"

  "I can take you away from here, and then we'll be together. We can have a child of our own. You can have as many or as few as you want, just don't leave any of his behind." Chu Chengming said hastily. This was the greatest concession he could make.

  "No way." Yan Xijun also immediately refused. Even if this child didn't like her, she wouldn't kill him because of it.

  Chu Cheng stared at her incredulously, asking: "You can't bear to kill him? You want to keep him so strongly? Is it because you can't forget that dog emperor?"

  "No, you misunderstood." Yan Xijun hastily explained, grabbing his hand and placing it on her belly again. "Feel it, feel it. This is an innocent little life. How can you bear to kill it?"

  This time Chu Cheng Ming didn't let go of her hand. His hand trembled slightly, but he pretended to be calm and stuck it on her belly.

  He looked at her and said word by word: "I don't feel that this is a small life, I only know it's a shame, the best proof of your betrayal to me."

  He seemed oblivious to how hurtful his words were, only concerned with expressing his own feelings, speaking each word deliberately.

  Yan Xijun's face suddenly turned pale, and he was even more so. She stared at him with wide eyes in disbelief. Would he also say such unpleasant words?

  Chu Cheng's face was cold and he let out a laugh, then from his bosom he pulled out a bean-sized 'medicinal' pellet and placed it in her palm. His thin lips lightly spat out an unfeeling command: "Get rid of the child in your belly."

  A thin mist rose in her eyes. Yan Xijun held back the tears and shook her head: "No, I won't listen to you."

  "Haha." Chu Cheng Ming coldly laughed and pushed her away. Yan Xi Jun stumbled and almost fell to the ground. She barely managed to grab onto a corner of the table, gazing at him with a pitiful expression.

  "After all, you still can't forget him. That's why you're keeping his child." Chu Chengming crossed her arms and leaned against the window frame, speaking emotionless words.

  No. It's not like that. I don't love him at all. And it's definitely not that I can't forget him.

  Yan Xijun gazed at him, with a thousand words in her heart, yet unable to express them.

  When he handed her the abortion pill, her beating heart gradually shattered and turned cold, so cold that she shivered uncontrollably.

  Her silence further 'provoked' Chu Chengming's anger. He suddenly stepped forward and grabbed her, his hands forcefully pressing on her abdomen and waist. Then he lowered his head and domineeringly kissed her cherry lips.

  Her icy lips left him stunned for a moment, but he didn't stop at all. The tip of his tongue passed through her pearly teeth and rushed straight into her mouth to find her warm and moist tongue. He bit it gently without mercy, entwining with hers.

  They had never been so intimate before. Chu Chengming did not regret kissing her at this moment. What he wanted was to give her a severe punishment.

  Her tongue was warm and slippery in his mouth. The soft sensation made him involuntarily sink deeper into it.

  This wonderful feeling made him fall in love. What he thought was not just punishment. He wanted more.

  All of this was forced upon Yan Xikun. Although she liked the gentle "kiss" from her heart's desire, she didn't like this overbearing way. The pain spreading from her waist struck against her rationality.

  She bit his tongue tip hard. He let go of her in pain. The pain from the tongue tip made him panic and rub his chin.

  A thread of fresh blood escaped from the corners of both their mouths.

  Yan Xijun wiped the blood from her mouth with her sleeve, looking at him calmly and saying: "I love you, but I won't let this child be born for you."

  "Because this child is mine," she said. The child was an innocent life and should not be involved in the grudges of adults, let alone that she was his mother, so she had to protect him.

  Chu Cheng Ming fiercely wiped the blood from the corner of his mouth with the back of his hand. His low, husky voice spoke in a low tone: "I'll only give you one choice. Choose me or the child."

  Yan Xijun looked at him deeply and asked back: "Which one do you think I will choose?"

  "He proudly shrugged his shoulders. 'If you don't want to regret it, choose me.'"

  "Haha." Yan Xijun smiled wistfully and then looked at him and said, "Sorry."

  A surge of anger rose in his eyes. Chu Cheng Ming suppressed the urge to slap her. His finger pointed at her, trembling slightly. "Good. Very good. You won't regret it."

  He leaped out with a flourish. His white body was already outside the window. Without even turning his head, he disappeared into the night.

  Yan Xijun rushed to the window in quick steps, but he was already out of sight. She clutched the medicine tightly in her hand, revealing her sorrow.

  She didn't actually want to miss the opportunity to intersect with him. But this ending was forced out by him. She just wanted her child, can you blame her?

  Her tears couldn't help but flow out silently in sorrow.

  A loud thunderclap shook the sky. Immediately, a white flash of lightning leapt out. Raindrops as big as soybeans poured down from the sky.

  Unexpectedly, summer nights are also so rainy. This rain is also falling so suddenly. Just like her mood at this moment. Terrible.

  Looking out of the window at the heavy rain. Listening to the sound of raindrops hitting the banana leaves. The wind mixed with rain threads drifted into the room from the window.

  Yan Xijun didn't even bother to close the window, gazing out at the gloomy sky. She couldn't help but whisper: "Heavenly Father, are you also sympathizing with my situation and crying along with me by making it rain?"

  She leaned against the window and fell back softly, then struggled to get up, leaning against the wall corner, hugging her knees, and finally couldn't help but burst into loud sobs.

  On a rainy night, with the sound of rain covering everything, she didn't have to worry about waking anyone up, so she cried and cried without restraint.

  Tears of sorrow seem to be endless. And the rain is just like her tears, unable to stop.

  She knew. She and he parted ways from then on. Perhaps they would never meet again.

  It's hard to like someone, but it ended so easily. Is this result worth it?

  She sat by the window for a whole night and basically cried all night. The next day, as if on cue, she came down with a high fever.

  She just hopes she gets sick. The sicker the better. Never wants to wake up again.