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Chapter 41: Doll-Face

  The first time Noah saw her, he barely looked up. Harbor House was a revolving door for foster kids—a place that never changed, no matter how many faces cycled through its halls. He had learned long ago not to notice, not to remember. Noticing meant caring, and caring always ended badly. But something about the small figure lingering uncertainly in the doorway caught his eye despite his resolve.

  She stood frozen, a tiny, fragile thing against the backdrop of chipped paint and cracked linoleum. Her eyes, large and dark, were wary and exhausted, darting nervously around the common room. She clutched a tattered bag tightly to her chest, gripping it as if it were the last safe thing she knew. Her long, dark hair fell in loose, unkempt waves, partially obscuring her delicate, porcelain-like face. Despite her obvious vulnerability, there was a silent defiance to her stance, a quiet resolve that seemed at odds with her small frame.

  Noah glanced down quickly, forcing his eyes away. He knew that look—haunted, defensive, ready to bolt at the slightest hint of danger. It mirrored his own expression, the one he saw every day in grimy bathroom mirrors or reflections from dusty windows. He hated recognizing himself in others. It made it harder not to care.

  He returned his attention to the frayed cuffs of his sweater, worn thin from constant picking and pulling. It was easier to focus on things he could control—like counting minutes until dinner, or ignoring the ache in his stomach that gnawed relentlessly at him, a constant reminder of how small and powerless he was. Food at Harbor House was scarce, and meals were battlegrounds. Older boys, like Derek, controlled the cafeteria, taking what they wanted and leaving scraps for kids like Noah.

  She didn't understand those rules yet.

  Over the next few days, he noticed her again and again. She drifted silently through the halls, avoiding eye contact and shrinking away from raised voices and laughter. She ate alone, as invisible as he tried to be, hunched over a tray that often held nothing but cold bread and flavorless soup.

  Then, inevitably, Derek noticed her too.

  Noah sat in his usual spot, staring at the unappetizing food on his tray when Derek swaggered toward him, his eyes glinting with cruel amusement. Without a word, the older boy reached out and snatched Noah's bread, smirking as he took a bite right in front of him. Noah swallowed hard, humiliation and anger burning beneath his skin. He lowered his eyes, hating himself for not fighting back, knowing the consequences of resistance too well.

  But the new girl didn’t step back or look away. She stood, watching Derek with wide, steady eyes, something fierce and wild flickering deep within them. Noah lifted his gaze just in time to see her step deliberately between him and Derek, her small body straight and determined.

  Derek's sneer widened, clearly amused. “What’s this? Doll-Face thinks she's tough?”

  The girl didn't reply. She merely stood there, small fists clenched tightly, staring up at Derek with an intensity that felt strangely threatening despite her tiny stature.

  Noah held his breath, expecting her to back down, to flinch away like everyone else. But she didn’t move. Even when Derek reached out roughly to shove her aside, she held her ground.

  Then she exploded.

  With a startling burst of fury, she lunged forward, attacking Derek with fists and fingernails, a primal snarl escaping her lips. Noah was transfixed, frozen in shock at the sheer, violent desperation of her movements. Derek staggered back, unprepared and taken completely off guard, trying to fend off the unexpected assault.

  It took several adults to finally drag her away, her small frame still struggling fiercely against their grip, eyes wide and glazed with unseeing rage. Noah watched silently, his heart pounding. For the first time in as long as he could remember, someone had stood up for him.

  The whispers began immediately, murmurs of “Doll-Face” following her down every hallway. They mocked her delicate appearance, whispering about the terrifying violence she had unleashed. Noah never joined in. Instead, he watched her more closely, fascinated and wary. She had broken the rules, stood up when she should have stayed down, and fought back with a violence he'd never imagined could exist inside someone so small.

  Doll-Face. The girl who refused to stay quiet, the girl who had fought when no one else dared. Noah knew she had already made enemies, knew Derek wouldn't let her actions go unanswered.

  Yet even as he knew this, Noah felt a strange, reluctant admiration for her bravery, something he didn't yet have words for. He could feel something inside himself shifting, changing. She was different, and that made him wonder if maybe—just maybe—he could be different too.

  With that fight, Doll-Face had earned herself a reputation. The whispers followed her down every hallway, clinging like shadows she couldn’t shake. They called her insane, violent, broken—names hurled softly, but loud enough for her to hear. Yet Doll-Face never flinched, never spoke a word in her defense. Her silence only seemed to fuel their rumors further, as if her refusal to acknowledge them confirmed every ugly thing they said.

  Noah didn't listen. He knew better than anyone how lies could take root in places like Harbor House. He’d felt the sting of whispered taunts himself, the way others' cruelty had carved him hollow. Doll-Face was different, but not in the ways they thought. He saw past the whispers, the labels, the glares. To him, she was brave and broken in equal measure, and somehow that felt safer, more real than anything he had known before.

  She started to hover near him. Not close enough to crowd him, but always close enough that he felt her quiet presence. If Noah sat in the common area, eyes vacant as he stared blankly at the flickering TV, Doll-Face was there, small and silent beside him. She sat with her knees tucked up to her chest, her messy hair forming a curtain that partially shielded her face from the world. If he moved to the cafeteria, she followed, settling nearby without a word. Their silences were comfortable, a strange and tentative companionship built from mutual understanding and shared solitude.

  Over time, Noah began to seek out her presence as much as she did his. It wasn't friendship in the way he’d heard others talk about—there were no loud conversations or playful banter. Instead, it was an unspoken alliance, a quiet acknowledgment of each other’s existence that made each day in Harbor House slightly more bearable.

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  One afternoon, when the common area was unusually empty, Noah found Doll-Face perched quietly on the edge of the couch. She was staring absently at a comic book left open on the cushions. Noah hesitated, but then he approached cautiously and settled beside her. She didn't look up, her fingers tracing the illustrations lightly, almost reverently.

  "Do you like comics?" Noah finally asked, his voice barely above a whisper.

  For a long moment, she didn’t respond. Noah was about to retreat back into his silence, convinced he'd made a mistake, when she slowly nodded. It was small, subtle, but it was a response—an acknowledgment. Something loosened inside him, an unfamiliar warmth spreading through his chest.

  "You should read it," he encouraged softly, nudging the comic closer to her hand. "No one else is using it."

  She glanced at him then, her eyes wide and uncertain, as if gauging whether he was sincere or simply mocking her. But there was nothing but genuine openness in his expression, something she seemed to sense because, after a brief hesitation, she picked up the comic book. Her small hands gripped it carefully, almost as if afraid it might disappear if she held it too tightly.

  They spent that entire afternoon in peaceful silence. Noah pretended to watch the TV, but he found himself sneaking occasional glances at Doll-Face instead. He observed the way her eyes softened when she read, how her shoulders slowly relaxed from their usual defensive hunch. Then, unexpectedly, she smiled—a fleeting, shy curve of her lips, barely there but unmistakable. The sight of it struck him like a physical blow, warmth rushing through him in a way he had never felt before. He realized then how desperately he wanted to see that smile again, how important it had become to him in just that instant.

  In the days that followed, Noah sought out ways to coax another smile from Doll-Face. He brought her comics from the small stack hidden in the corner of the common area, ones he’d noticed others ignored. He slipped extra crackers onto her tray in the cafeteria, subtle enough that no one noticed except her. And sometimes, when he was brave enough, he would whisper quiet observations about the world around them—small jokes or harmless commentary that gradually drew more frequent smiles from her.

  Each of those shy, tentative smiles felt like a victory, a sign of trust slowly building between them. The other kids never noticed, too busy whispering about the girl they thought they understood. But Noah saw Doll-Face clearly, saw the quiet bravery she carried, the gentle kindness hidden beneath her fierce exterior.

  Their quiet friendship became a source of quiet strength, a fragile sanctuary from the harshness around them. For the first time, Noah felt something resembling hope—hope that perhaps he wasn’t entirely alone, that maybe there was someone else who understood the darkness he carried, someone worth holding onto, even in a place like Harbor House.

  Every month, each child was allocated time with the counselor. Noah shifted uneasily in the counselor’s stiff plastic chair, the familiar discomfort of the cramped office pressing against him. The counselor's voice droned on, each word blending into the next, distant and meaningless. His attention wandered to the peeling posters on the wall, bright slogans about hope and positivity that felt absurdly out of place at Harbor House.

  Finally, the counselor finished speaking, handing Noah a small, worn pamphlet about "managing emotions." Noah barely glanced at it as he rose, murmuring an obligatory thank you. As he stepped into the hallway, the door clicked shut behind him, and he let out a quiet breath of relief. The counselor's office had always felt suffocating.

  The hallway was unusually quiet. Noah felt a sudden prickling at the back of his neck, an instinctive awareness that something wasn't right. He quickened his pace, rounding the corner toward the common room—and froze at the sight before him.

  Doll-Face stood backed against the wall, her small frame held firmly in place by two older boys, her dark eyes blazing defiantly despite the odds. Derek stood in front of her, arms crossed, a malicious grin pulling at his lips. Noah felt his pulse spike, adrenaline surging sharply beneath his skin. He recognized the predatory way Derek leaned toward her, the ugly triumph in the eyes of the boys restraining her.

  "Not so tough now, are you, Doll-Face?" Derek sneered, leaning close enough that she recoiled instinctively. "Maybe you just need a lesson in knowing your place."

  Noah's heart slammed painfully in his chest. He’d witnessed cruelty before—had felt it himself—but something about the helpless anger in Doll-Face’s eyes sent a jolt through him. His body moved before his mind could catch up, racing toward them without plan or reason, propelled by sheer instinct.

  He slammed into Derek with all his weight, knocking the larger boy sideways. Surprise widened Derek's eyes briefly, before they narrowed again with rage. "You little shit—!"

  Pain exploded through Noah’s jaw as Derek's fist connected hard, snapping his head to the side. But Noah didn’t stop—couldn’t stop. He clawed, kicked, bit with reckless abandon, blind to everything but the need to keep Doll-Face safe. The other boys released her, joining the fray, fists and feet landing blows that quickly overwhelmed Noah’s small frame.

  Still, he fought.

  Through the pain and blood, through the ringing in his ears, he refused to surrender. This time was different. This time wasn’t about him—it was about her. She had fought for him once, and now he owed her that same bravery. The world blurred, sounds and sensations dimming until all that mattered was holding on long enough.

  When the adults finally tore them apart, Noah was barely conscious, sprawled on the cold, hard floor. His body felt distant, heavy and strangely numb, the ache deep and widespread. But beneath it was a quiet satisfaction—he’d done enough.

  Through swollen eyes, he saw Doll-Face hovering over him, untouched but visibly shaken. Silent tears slipped down her pale cheeks, wide eyes glistening as she stared at him. Noah tried to speak, to reassure her, but he wasn’t sure if he was saying anything. Suddenly, he felt her hand gently reach out, pressing something small and rough into his palm. His fingers closed around it instinctively, gripping tightly as the darkness began to pull him under.

  Doll-Face stayed with him until the paramedics arrived, silent and watchful, her presence an anchor as he drifted in and out of consciousness. He felt himself lifted onto a stretcher, heard disjointed voices speaking urgently around him. He tried to keep his eyes open, but exhaustion and pain dragged him down into merciful darkness.

  When Noah finally returned to Harbor House, bruised but healing, Doll-Face was already gone, transferred quietly to another home. He never learned her real name, never found out where she had gone. She had vanished as abruptly as she had appeared, leaving behind only whispers and rumors.

  In the quiet darkness of his room that night, Noah carefully opened his hand, revealing the object she'd given him the day he was sent to the hospital, a simple bracelet, awkwardly knotted from red thread. Three knots were evenly spaced, while the remaining four were clustered unevenly, a clear sign of a beginner's attempt. Yet to Noah, it felt priceless. He held it gently, tracing the uneven knots with his thumb, feeling an ache in his chest that had nothing to do with physical pain.

  Years later, as Noah prepared to leave for university, the bracelet remained his most closely guarded possession. By then, he’d learned to hide his past, the constant threat of discovery from the Black Lotus always looming, even after Marcus had erased every digital trace of his existence. Yet something compelled Noah to keep the bracelet near. With careful, practiced movements, he sewed a hidden pocket into the lining of his jackets, into his shirts, ensuring the small, knotted token was always within reach, always protected. Because even as an adult, Noah lived cautiously, always prepared for a swift escape. The bracelet, concealed in his jacket, reminded him of a girl who had once stood fearlessly between him and the cruelty of the world. The memory of Doll-Face lingered, undefined but powerful, a silent testament to the first person who had ever fought for him, and the first he had ever fought for in return.

  He had no way of knowing that their paths would intersect again, forcing him out of the shadows he had so carefully built around himself. For Doll-Face, he would discard his carefully maintained invisibility once more, risking everything.

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