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Chapter 48: Afterthought (Refined)

  


  

  sharp ping! slices through the quiet of our impromptu

  campsite. Shaq’Rai’s voice, usually a low rumble in the back of

  my mind, now carries a note of surprise. "Congratulations! The

  Goddess, Ishtar, has granted you a +0.5 boost to Charisma."

  My eyes flick to the notification shimmering at the edge of my

  vision: Half-Assed Prayer – Charisma +0.5. A wry smile

  touches my lips as I sit by the still waters of the enchanted lake.

  "Seems I got her attention."

  Shaq’Rai’s mental presence shifts, a flicker of concern. "You

  sure you want to pick a fight with a goddess? Especially one that is

  your patron?" Her warning echoes in my thoughts, laced with the

  caution of someone who’s seen the divine up close.

  "It'll be alright," I reply, the words more for myself

  than her.

  “Will it, though? Ishtar, the Radiant One, the weaver of

  destinies… she’s not known for her sense of humor when it comes

  to her followers straying.”

  “A little rebellion here and there keeps things interesting,

  doesn't it?”

  “Your taking this whole thing on the wrong way.”

  “Don’t over think it. This ‘chosen one’ gig was getting

  stale. It’s good to spice things up, you know, be spontaneous.”

  Shaq’Rai sighs. “If you say so.”

  I shift on the damp earth, the cool air carrying the faint, sweet

  scent of the enchanted lake. The water lies before us, unnervingly

  still, reflecting the dying light of the twin moons beginning to peek

  through the canopy. I glance down at my regular farm clothes –

  sturdy but offering little in the way of protection. Soon, I need to

  get those leatherworking skills up. My left arm feels heavier than

  usual beneath the smooth, cool metal of the iron vambrace that

  stretches from my wrist to my elbow, Ishtar’s symbol subtly etched

  into its surface. It’s more than just an amulet; it’s a constant,

  tangible link.

  Shaq’Rai’s unease persists. "That prayer… it wasn't

  exactly reverent."

  I shrug, though she can’t see the gesture. "Hey, I got

  results, didn't I?" The half-point to Charisma is negligible,

  practically a divine eye-roll, but the acknowledgment…

  that’s what matters. It means she’s watching. And maybe, just

  maybe, she’s a little annoyed. Which suits me just fine.

  This morning… this morning felt wrong. A raw edge vibrated in

  the air, thick as the mist clinging to the enchanted lake. My own

  voice, sharp and raised in a way I hadn’t heard in years, still

  echoed in the quiet corners of my memory. It had been directed at

  Ember, and the recollection tightened something in my chest.

  Breakfast had been a strained affair. The usual easy banter was

  absent, replaced by a heavy silence punctuated only by the clinking

  of utensils. Ember, her normally vibrant crimson eyes shadowed,

  picked at her food. Something was off with her, a subtle shift in her

  demeanor that went beyond typical teenage angst. I’d navigated

  those treacherous waters before, with my human daughter, but a demon

  teenager? That was uncharted territory. Hormones were likely

  involved, but with Ember, everything felt amplified, potentially

  volatile.

  The awkward silence that stretched after breakfast felt equally

  discordant. Now, sitting by the lake, the gentle lapping of the water

  against the shore a stark contrast to the turmoil of the morning, a

  prickle of guilt nags at me. Had I overreacted? The memory of the

  harsh words I’d spoken plays back in my mind, each syllable

  amplified.

  So, in a clumsy attempt at reconciliation – the way a guilty

  father might – I’d declared a day off. A reprieve from the

  endless cycle of resource gathering. Not just for Ember, but for all

  of us. A silent acknowledgment that something was amiss, that the

  usual rhythm of our lives had been disrupted.

  The enchanted lake, usually a source of calm, now seems to reflect

  my unease. Its surface shimmers, but the depths feel darker, more

  mysterious than usual. Even Shaq’Rai has been quiet, her usual dry

  commentary absent. The air hums with a subtle energy, a feeling that

  something is about to shift, a prelude to a change we can’t yet

  foresee. This unexpected day off, meant to ease the tension, now

  feels less like a break and more like the quiet before a storm.

  Lunch had passed in a similar, muted fashion as breakfast. For

  dinner, I decided to try and bridge the awkwardness with a small

  offering for Ember. Necessity, as always, spurred invention. Using

  the damp clay from the lake’s edge, I’d painstakingly shaped

  several shallow pans. Then, remembering an old Earth trick, I’d

  layered the outsides with a poultice of fibrous roots and specific

  herbs, hoping to create a protective barrier against the open

  campfire’s heat. It was a far cry from proper cookware, but

  hopefully, it would prevent a smoky disaster. What I wouldn’t give

  for a proper furnace, or even a simple oven. The thought of a

  steaming pizza drifted through my mind, a phantom taste of a life so

  far removed from this one.

  Instead, the menu was fruit pot pie. Not exactly a hearty main

  course, but with the wild berries we’d foraged and a rough,

  sweetened dough, it was the closest thing I could manage to ice cream

  – Every girl’s weakness.

  The quiet persisted through dinner. The flames of the campfire

  danced, casting flickering shadows on the surrounding trees, but

  Ember remained largely silent, her gaze often fixed on the crackling

  fire. But… she ate. Not just a polite nibble, but two entire clay

  pans filled with the fruit pie. That was progress, I told myself.

  Equivalent to two tubs of ice cream in my old world, I imagined. One

  small step away from whatever cloud had settled over her.

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  As the last embers glowed orange, painting the underside of the

  leaves with a warm light, the silence stretched, thick with unspoken

  thoughts. I watched Ember, her silhouette framed by the firelight, a

  complicated mix of human and demon. This new phase, this teenage

  metamorphosis, felt like navigating a shifting landscape. I missed

  the easy camaraderie we usually shared. This quiet felt heavy, laden

  with something I couldn’t quite grasp. Tomorrow, I decided, things

  would be different. I had to find a way to break through this.

  The following day dawned with the familiar chirping of unseen

  forest creatures, a stark contrast to the lingering tension from

  yesterday. After the usual dawn exercises – a series of stretches

  and combat forms that left my muscles pleasantly tight – and a

  breakfast of morning glory blossoms sautéed with foraged mushrooms,

  I turned my attention to organization. Now that the Container

  Creation skill had finally unlocked, the chaotic piles of resources

  scattered around our camp felt… wrong.

  "Shaq'Rai," I murmured, focusing my thoughts inward,

  "let's see how this external inventory works."

  A mental interface shimmered into view as I concentrated on the

  idea of a storage box. Simple wooden storage boxes were the only

  option available for now, the crafting recipe straightforward enough.

  But the control over size was a welcome feature. The smallest I could

  manifest was a compact two-by-two, offering two inventory slots. Like

  my personal bag, these slots allowed for infinite stacking, a handy

  bit of game logic that kept things manageable. Unlike my bag,

  however, there were no separate tabs, a sensible limitation for a

  physical object.

  The largest box I could envision was a substantial

  twenty-by-twenty, providing twenty slots. Interestingly, there seemed

  to be no weight limit associated with them. Makes sense; a box isn't

  burdened by muscles and joints. A foolish idea then sparked in my

  mind. Could I place one of these larger containers within my

  personal inventory?

  I mentally conjured the twenty-by-twenty box and attempted to slot

  it into my internal space. The result was immediate and comical. A

  sudden, overwhelming sense of imbalance rocked me. My rear end lifted

  abruptly, and I pitched backward, the world spinning in a dizzying

  arc. I landed with a grunt, the breath knocked from my lungs.

  Shaq’Rai’s mental chuckle echoed in my thoughts. "Perhaps

  some things are best kept separate, Grant."

  Dusting myself off, I had to agree. Lesson learned. External

  storage was indeed external. Now, to actually start

  organizing the scattered piles of ore and lumber… one less chaotic

  corner of this strange world.

  The mundane task of inventory control

  felt like a fragile shield against the heavy silence that had settled

  over our small camp. We sorted through piles of gathered wood and

  shimmering ore, assessing our needs, our surplus. But the quiet was

  oppressive. Ember hadn’t met my gaze since the strained breakfast,

  her movements stiff and deliberate.

  I decided to break the ice, the silence feeling heavier than any

  of the iron ingots we were organizing. “So… you wanna talk about

  that dream of yours?”

  Ember’s reaction was immediate and dismissive. Her crimson eyes

  rolled upwards, and she let out a sharp huff. Her cheeks puffed out

  slightly, a familiar, almost endearing demon pout. “No.”

  “I didn’t mean to go off on you like that, honey,” I sighed,

  the words carrying a genuine regret. “But… it’s a father’s

  duty to… well, to guide his children.”

  She leveled a glare at me, sharp enough to cut stone.

  Ignoring the daggers in her gaze, I pressed on, falling into that

  familiar paternal mode. "You know," I began, trying for a

  lighter tone, "some people actually like their space," I

  added, the words laced with what I hoped was gentle humor, though I

  knew I was probably failing miserably. I was aware of my tendencies –

  the hovering, the occasional clinginess. I understood how it might

  feel like an invasion of her boundaries. But my protective instincts,

  especially with her heritage, often overrode my attempts at a more

  hands-off approach. It wasn't like she wasn't constantly demanding

  hugs from me.

  "Yeah, well," Ember finally retorted, her voice tight,

  "some people also don’t trust their half-demon kids." A

  scowl twisted her features. "Hello? Ever heard of patricide?

  Basic demon 101."

  The words hit like a physical blow. Patricide. The

  casualness with which she spoke the word sent a chill down my spine.

  A mental sigh echoed from Shaq’Rai.

  Trying to steer away from the sharp edge of Ember’s last words,

  I shifted the focus back to the practicalities of our survival.

  "Listen." I ran a hand through my hair, the gesture more to

  buy myself a moment than anything else. "After breakfast

  tomorrow, how about we go and grab more ore for the schematics I'm

  working on?"

  Riveting stuff, Shaq’Rai’s dry mental tone echoed.

  "Mr. Spuds found some fresh veins—of silver and iron when

  we found you the other day," I continued, hoping to sound

  matter-of-fact.

  Ember’s movements stilled. Her hands, which had been

  meticulously sorting a pile of luminous moss, stopped their counting.

  Her gaze snapped to mine, a flicker of something unreadable in her

  crimson eyes. “Wait… you found me?”

  "Yeah," I replied, meeting her gaze. "I ran back to

  get the others. We set up an assembly line, the critters and I, and

  dug you out. One boulder at a time." The memory of the frantic

  effort, the sheer relief when we finally reached her, surfaced

  briefly.

  A faint blush rose on Ember’s cheeks, a delicate warmth against

  her pale skin. But it vanished as quickly as it appeared. “What…

  whatever, I guess.”

  Typical teenager, Shaq’Rai sighed mentally, a familiar

  blend of exasperation and amusement.

  I chuckled softly and pressed on, seizing the small opening. “We

  can spend some time together. The cavern's deep, so I’ll be there

  with you this time. I’ll do the mining; you can just point out the

  ore veins for me."

  Ember stretched, a deliberately exaggerated movement. "More

  rocks. Wow. Living the dream. Dad," she added the last

  word almost as an afterthought, but the subtle emphasis didn't escape

  me.

  I grunted, choosing to ignore the blatant sarcasm. Too tired, and

  honestly, too relieved by her slight shift, to fight it. "Yeah,

  yeah, kiddo. This time I won’t wander off. Got to keep an eye on

  you."

  A beat of silence hung in the air. Then, almost imperceptibly, a

  small smile touched the corner of her lips. “Okay.”

  She turned to resume sorting the moss, then stopped, her back

  still to me. “Daddy.” The quiet address hung in the air, carrying

  a weight of unspoken emotion.

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