Sex is the consotion you have when you can't have love.

  "I did it again"

  but that's not important right now, thoughts are flooding into me again, is it because I'm having a shower? no that's not it.

  How come i always think about everything, even things that are not significant, things that you should not even think about in your current situation.

  Even things that are not important trivial ones. i think about them more than the necessary ones, but there is one thing that's overwhelming my mind right now.

  ecstatic.

  I will be asking nobodies forgiveness for what i'm about to do.

  I Halted My thoughts out.

  I then turned off the shower.

  I leaned against the sink looking at the mirror,it's foggy I can't see anything that's fine

  as i look around i noticed, there are three toothbrush in this bathroom, asking myself did i miss someone?

  Is someone not home yet, evidently seems like there's one more person.

  i stepped out of the bathroom.

  Sigh.

  "Ahhh Yes i did it again"

  A Person lying on the floor (Deceased)caused by a severe blunt force trauma.the person on the floor? i haven't the faintest idea , but i've learn some things about him.

  Berwyn A. Lloyd an English fellow man Born in May 11, 1970 Age:45 & 175cm tall around 180 lbs

  the Individual, the one bind at the dining table. "unconscious" a woman Asian Korean Ji-Yun? Born in December 4, 1989 Age:35 & 165cm tall and around 118 lbs

  "ok let us begin"

  Ok Lloyd let's move you, as i dragged his body out of her field of vision

  Thirsty.

  i open the fridge grabbing a bottle of milk i then "sat next to her"

  "Her scent suddenly went through my nose" a smell that takes you back to certain persons (victims) in an instant and creates a vivid picture in my mind it's something that linger like a memory.

  I grasped her hand

  a recently polished nail,

  "Oh how enticing!"

  "i desire it"

  unable to control myself (turned on) to what I'm seeing other thoughts disappearing in my mind, hands shaking.

  ecstatic.

  I clutch through her nail. applying force i then tear through her finger nail, as a sense of satisfaction flows through me, she felt pain through hers, waking up from the pain she then screamed but her screams was muffled by the tape.

  Blood gushing out through her finger as i am clutching it & a torn nail in my other hand.

  Tears in her eyes.

  "It'll be alright pain will be gone before you know it"

  not satisfied enough.

  i took three more of her nails i took four in total the first one i took in her

  left hand her (index finger)

  her right hand (ring finger)

  right foot (Hallux)

  left foot (middle toe)

  Not quite satisfied yet.

  more.

  An Empty bottle of milk.

  Dazing off this is it, this is what brought me peace of mind, my thoughts settling down.

  "I'm Home"

  No reply.

  Auntie? Uncle?

  no reply.

  A blood stains on the floor she then gave it one st attempt hoping for them to respond.

  Uneasy.

  Auntie!? Uncle!?

  ineffable.

  Legs shaking. a stranger sitting at the dining table next to him.

  "aunt?!?"

  Shocked.

  Intense fear.

  Disgust.

  Disoriented.

  Weakness.

  Run.

  Unable to. legs Shaking not listeninga stranger sitting but not reacting.

  "Run" After i gave it another attempt.

  Colpsed.

  falling into the ground as my legs shake desperate i started crawling.

  Desperately Trying.

  I then heard movement.

  Petrified.

  Thoughts flooding back in.

  Unfamiliar ceiling.

  The Woman Next to me.

  Unrecognizable.

  Mutited.

  Her scent. the blood masking the smell of perfume but not completely eliminating it.

  "A Young Woman Crawling"

  "I Grabbed my hammer" approached inch towards her i then stopped."I was standing on top of her" the sight of her desperate crawling trying and her scream not coming out of her mouth from fear caused me so much exhiration.

  "it gave me erection"

  "i then gave my hammer a swing"

  Mom!? she yelled just before my hammer nded on her back through her spine.

  Movement stopped.

  conscious but unable to move.

  "I then pulled her underclothes and started pleasing myself"

  staring through her back as i keep pleasing myself as no retaliation comes from her, gave me even more excitement reaching climax.

  "i stood up not quite yet more, as i then grabbed my hammer"

  A faint voice.

  Mom..

  "i then gave my hammer a big swing bashing through her head and then through her skull"

  one was enough.

  but I didn't stop at one.

  Pounding.

  i then kept Pounding.

  Pounding.

  Pounding.

  pounding.

  her head shattered spttered and scattered everywhere.

  Finally.

  Satisfied.

  The thoughts have completely disappeared.

  For Now.

  Be sober-minded be watchful. Your adversary the devil prowls around like a roaring lion, seeking someone to devour.

  idk if someone ever made it this far but i thank you for reading this I'd appreciate an honest feedback and correction of grammar.