She didn't know that over the past year, apart from investigating the real culprit, I had also been to many places. Tibet, Yunnan, Inner Mongolia, Xinjiang... Those desolate and uninhabited areas almost disconnected from modern civilization, because only in those thoroughly quiet places could I feel my heart relax for a moment.
Later, it really slowly subsided. Sinking into the prayer flags under Mount Everest, sinking into Qinghai Lake, sinking into the icy grasslands, sinking into Erhai Moon.
She is the only wave.
Now, the waves seem to have subsided, but the investigation has yielded nothing, and the secrets of the ship remain unknown.
It seems I no longer have any compelling reason to return to where I left.
……
I used to never use social media apps like WeChat, QQ, or Weibo. But after searching for the name "Qī Zhū" online one time, I started checking her Weibo every day. Because she seems to really enjoy posting about all the big and small things in her life, you can almost see everything on her Weibo.
July 1, 2017.
"I'm in a terrible mood today, really bad. Everything is going wrong. When I ask why, all I get are tragic love stories. True love, give me a big kiss!"
I took a look at the calendar, it was the day I left Dali. Some unfamiliar internet slang made me laugh for some reason. After laughing, I felt a lump in my chest again.
July 3rd.
"Maybe it's time for another blind date."
I looked down and saw that the cigarette butt had been bent. I inadvertently flipped through the comments below, but it was a bunch of opposition:
"What's with the sudden interest in relatives? How long has it been since you last opened a book?"
Meng Meng Da Xiao Yuan Zi: "Dà dà, you're still young, focus on doing things and less on falling in love."
"Hey kiddo: "Big brother, have you gone crazy? Didn't we agree that I'd be a house girl for life?"
The happy man in the boy's arms: "I noticed that the key word is 'again', it seems that he has already failed at least once, haha."
……
As she flipped through the pages, she even forgot her worries. No wonder she was so lovely, her world, her readers, were all so lovely.
July 5th.
I went boating by Erhai Lake today. The sun was strong, but I still went to get a tan - isn't that stupid? But as I gazed at the blue sky, white clouds and high mountains, I felt that in this life, what can't be overcome?
If you miss someone, write his name on a piece of paper and throw it into the water. Watching his name float on the surface is like seeing him, already far away from you.
Here is another message from readers:
Jiǔ zhī jiǎo zi: "Dà dà, bié xià wǒ, nǐ shī liàn le?"
Translation:
Wine knows dumplings: "Big big, don't scare me, you've lost love?"
Lazy person: "Dude... stop pretending... don't be so fake... overthinking will harm your body... hurry up and go back to work... start typing..."
"What's with the sad tone? It's making me feel down too. Don't tease Dada anymore."
……
This time, I flipped through it, but couldn't laugh. In my mind, I imagined that scene, that was something she would do. She would do such silly and persistent things.
July 8th.
"Had dinner with @行走的大壮鱼 today, one should enjoy life to the fullest. For two single dogs like us, men and blind dates are just fleeting clouds."
July 10th.
"What should I do today? Go wash the car! The Mercedes is shining brightly on the road, great mood all day!"
July 12th.
"Originally, the most bitter thing in the world,"
He is like dark clouds, you are like a crescent moon.
Dark clouds meet bright moon
"The clouds have dispersed and the moon is nowhere to be found."
Volume 1: "Afraid of Flying Light" (Complete)
Tomorrow enters the second volume~