The night I took up Serre-du-Vide, I did not sleep.
Not truly.
Sleep implies rest. What came instead was a falling — not of body, but of thought. Of tether.
The world of waking gave way to a place neither warm nor cold, neither near nor far. A space shaped like silence. And in that silence, a figure stood — tall, robed in cloaks of wind-blown feathers, its face shrouded by a wide-brimmed hat that defied light.
The Reaper.
I froze.
Every part of me remembered the dreams that had plagued my childhood. The figure that loomed at the edge of every vision, silent and unyielding. A watcher, a shadow, a promise of an end I was too young to understand.
I wanted to run. To turn and flee back into whatever semblance of waking I could claw into being.
But my feet would not move.
The Reaper said nothing. Simply watched.
Its stillness was worse than motion.
"Why am I here?" I rasped.
My voice felt small. Like a candle against the tide.
"Because you touched the void," it finally said. Its voice wasn’t cruel, but it rang with an inevitability I couldn’t bear. "And the void remembers."
The fear wrapped tighter around my chest.
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"I never wanted this. I never wanted any of this."
"You carried the names. Even when it hurt. Even when they burned. That was choice enough."
It stepped aside, revealing a tree carved from bone and blackwood. Hanging from its limbs were hundreds of feathers, each pulsing softly with light. I knew them. I feared them.
I reached for one — and as my fingers brushed it, I heard a name.
My name.
Not Grimmy. Not Moissonneuse.
My birth name.
Long since forgotten. Spoken once, years ago, by a mother whose face I never truly remembered.
The Reaper did not stop me.
"Names do not bind you," it said. "But you bind them."
"I’m not ready," I whispered. "I don’t understand."
"You do not need to understand," it replied. "You only need to remember."
It gestured to the tree. I saw feathers darken. Some fluttered to the ground and disintegrated. Others grew brighter. I recognized one — Alenra Vey. Another — Dannith Rayne. Bound names. Broken names.
"These are the echoes you carry. Every one a song unfinished. Every one a weight."
"I am not strong enough to carry them all."
"Then carry only one truth: that no one dies twice."
The world rippled.
I felt the tree root itself through my chest — not pain, but permanence. A bond. A burden.
The Reaper stepped closer.
Too close.
"You are not a collector. You are a mourner. And in mourning, you will find your voice."
I wanted to scream. To defy it. To curse the world that had placed such a task upon me.
But the words never came.
I awoke with sweat in my hair and the taste of ashes on my tongue.
My cloak smelled of woodsmoke and winter wind.
A crow sat at the edge of the stone, staring.
It did not caw. It did not leave.
It simply watched, as if to say:
Yes. You saw him.
And now, you will never walk alone.
And part of me wished I still did.