"Alright, lets go!" Tong Jing unexpectedly flashed a smile, and her attitude also inexplicably made a 180-degree turn. But dont be deceived by her appearance, at this moment Tong Jing was really angry...
Tong Yaos eyes sparkled for a moment.
It was just a moment of dizziness, Tong Xiu timely pulled out his hand and turned to walk towards the door, even Pei Yang didnt have the mood to wait for her, she just wanted to be alone somewhere to calm down, after calming down her mood would be much more relaxed, what she should face she would still go face it, what she wanted to forget she would still try to forget, living a simpler life, also living a more carefree life.
But what about the two boys behind her? She just walked away alone, Bai Yangs mind went "click" and Tong Yao felt like he had been played. It turned out that her smile earlier was just to make herself relax, then she took the opportunity to slip away.
What else could they think of, two boys coincidentally carrying the same sad emotions, rushing to chase after Tong Jun.
Only a silly Shiker remained seated in his original position, he was several steps behind them, but eventually followed out.
Tong Jing walked out of the store and continued to walk forward, without a destination or direction. She was just annoyed, her mood was terrible, let her be alone for a while. She didnt rely on others like most girls do, instead, others relied on her more often. Thats why Tong Yao couldnt bear to give her away, and why Hou Jing idolized her. It was because of Tong Jings calm nature and strong heart that people would unknowingly treat her as a "queen", making them want to submit to her, rely on her. This kind of woman is what men want to conquer.
"Sister—" Tóng Yào flew up quickly, just one step away from touching her, but unexpectedly she turned around swiftly.
Her expression was very calm, at a distance of one step away from her, Tong Yao couldnt feel her breathing, there was only the pain of being afraid to lose.
"If you still treat me as your sister, then dont follow me again!" Just this one sentence made Tong Yao dare not move at all.
Not far away, Bai Yang could only watch as she turned around again. Her thoughts were not meant to be shared with him. Why was Tong Jing so hard to understand? So difficult...
They came together and parted ways, Bai Yang and Tong Yao. Dont think they would say anything to each other, the two just exchanged a brief glance, and went their separate ways, but both had Tong Jing on their minds.
Bai Yang returned to the hotel, Tong Yao returned home. Who still has the mood to continue strolling? The heart is really tired, the heart hurts and its really painful. And that heart was only for Tong Jing.
Shi Keer was so messed up, her mood was even more extreme, it turned out that it was all just her own fantasy. She stood still and smiled wryly to herself, overthinking things, but the truth was that Tong Yao liked her sister, a woman she could never compare to.
Tong Jing randomly found a park and sat down, she was now lost in thought. Tong Yao on the other hand was still just a child who hadnt grown up yet, he liked to follow her around perhaps because from a young age he had always been by her side, developing a sense of dependence on her. Maybe if she left for a long time, he would slowly get used to her disappearance and become independent. It seemed that she couldnt stay in Hangzhou, she needed to be apart from him for a while, until he grew up a bit more and his mind matured, perhaps then his feelings towards her would fade. So she had no choice but to take the exam to go to Beijing, only this way could she not be separated from Bo Yang and also let Tong Yao forget about her.
Look at Tong Jings plan, she thinks very clearly. This younger brother has a sister complex, the more you stay by his side, the more he depends on you. So choosing not to stay by his side is actually a good choice. At the same time, choosing to go to Beijing can be with Bai Yang, after all, she likes Bai Yang, why not be together with her own boyfriend?
Once she had thought things through, she would go and face them, so she returned to the Tung family home. When Tung Yiu saw her return, his heart immediately felt at ease, he was afraid that she would never come back, but he still felt a pang of sadness in his heart, he knew that Tung Ching would not be as intimate with him as before and would deliberately keep her distance.
He didnt want it to be like this, do you think Tong Yao wanted the situation to become like this? He had been pretending to be a little angel in front of Tong Jing for so long, would he still care about pretending anymore? If it wasnt for Bai Yangs appearance, disrupting his plans, could he have lost his mind and made things such a mess?! All that can be said is that Tong Yao is still too young, many of his ideas are not as mature as Bai Yangs, maybe when he grows up, when he figures things out, he will also become an outstanding man.
But now, what can you say about Tong Yao this kid? Maybe its just his growing process, being willful, rebellious and arrogant. One day hell understand everything.
"Sister—" Tong Yaos voice was very soft, standing by the door, looking timid and reserved, but in fact, he didnt need to pretend to be a little angel, as this natural Tong Yao was already a little angel.
Tong Jing pulled over a stool and sat down on the sofa, patting the spot beside him for Tong Yao to come sit as well.
Tong Yao obediently walked over, sat down, and lowered his head.
Looking at Tong Yao, she was entwined with a grief that could not be buried, as if past events were still vivid in her mind. "Thank you to the Tong family for adopting me and giving me the warmth of home. All I can do is take good care of you. This kind of love, like that of family members, is very important to me. Tong Yao, I hope you understand..."
"Sister, wait for me to grow up, okay?" Tong Yao had already started choking, but he still kept his head down. His sadness was like someone grasping his heart, clutching it tightly, tearing it into pieces.
"How old do you have to be before youre considered grown up?" Tong Jing wrapped her arms around Tong Yaos shoulders, she couldnt bear to see him sad, but this posture, this comfort seemed like a kind of farewell, the quietest kind of farewell.
"When I was in high school, just——" Tong Yao paused, looked up at Tong Jing, and didnt continue.
"But by then, Ill be in college!" Tong Jing just looked at him with a smile, her voice soft and plain.
"Youll be a senior, and Ill be a freshman. At that time, we can be together..." Tong Yaos tears had already moistened his eye sockets, his voice was already hoarse to the point of no return. When have you ever seen Tong Yao cry? He didnt even cry when he was born, it wasnt until the nurse slapped his little butt red that he cried for a moment, and then immediately stopped crying again. This boy who was born not shedding tears actually cried twice today...
"There are still five years, will you still love me like now after five years?" Tong Jing patted his shoulder, as if talking to herself, she didnt look at anything, her eyes were just empty, so her voice sounded very ethereal, perhaps she was really using her soul to talk to him, this is actually Tong Jings sad expression.
"Of course!" Tong Yao said with extreme certainty, unless Mars collided with Earth, he would only love her for this lifetime.
"Foolish, lets talk about things five years later in five years. You and I cant predict the future—" Tong Jing stood up, pretending to stretch, preparing to go upstairs to his own room.
Tong Yao quickly got up, just about to call out to her and say something more, but unexpectedly Tong Jing seemed to have anticipated it, turned around, and made a silencing gesture towards him. "Everything will unfold naturally, thats enough..."
What does it mean? What does it mean?
Tong Yao didnt understand, but somehow he did.
That night, Tong Yao lit a cigarette in his room. At first, he just lit it and placed it in the ashtray, watching it burn out. The dark night, this small light seemed so insignificant, and finally, everything turned to ashes. A gust of wind might have blown it all away. Tong Yao wondered if he should just give up like that, but he couldnt let go. He lit another cigarette, this time holding it between his fingers and trying to inhale with his mouth. After a few attempts, he still hadnt truly inhaled it into his lungs - it was too harsh. But he tried again, and finally, one puff made its way into his lungs. His whole body violently coughed, coughing until tears came out of his eyes.
He choked back tears and stood alone in front of the window, the wind drying his tears and blowing away the cigarette ash.
Tong Jing lay on the bed, took out his mobile phone, turned it on, and soon jumped out of Bai Yangs message.
"Im at the airport, where are you?"
"Your phone is turned off and Im worried about you!"
"Tong Jing, where are you?"
"Are you feeling better? Im really worried about you!"
"Text me when you get home."
"Dont ignore me, please!"
"I really miss you——"
Tong Jing read the text message one by one, after finishing reading, she covered her phone with her hand and placed it on her chest. After a long while, she typed out a string of words: "Im at home, and Ive decided to take the university entrance exam in Beijing, get some rest early, goodnight——"
A few words can move ones heartstrings.