The rain is getting heavier and heavier. Pouring down wildly. Large raindrops fall from the sky. Then land on the ground and splash recklessly. Splashing loudly.
"You've had too much to drink. It's late. Go to bed early." Tong Jun tilted her head towards the window, gazing at the heavy rain and said calmly. She had no idea that Yang Pu was currently in the big yard, getting soaked in the rain.
"I didn't drink too much..." Yang Pu refused to admit it, shouting loudly and articulately.
"Okay. You haven't had too much to drink. It's time for an update but it's getting late. You should get some rest too."
"Can you come down and see me?" Yang Pu said in a low, hoarse voice.
Tong Jing was taken aback for a moment. "Where are you now?" She suddenly realized that Yang Pu might be standing alone in the heavy rain, calling herself. There was an inexplicable sense of desolation and dryness in her heart, as well as a hint of pain.
"I can see you, but can you see me?" Yang Pu replied with a drunken slur.
Tong Jing quickly got out of bed. Walked to the window. Suddenly opened the glass window. Rain... In an instant. Slanted onto her face. She didn't even bother to wipe it away with her hand. She just stared blankly at the helpless figure below the window. For a long time. Only then did she pick up her phone and say, "Wait for me. I'll be right down." She thought he must have gone crazy. But why was his craziness making her feel so much pain.
She changed into her pajamas. Took two umbrellas. Quietly opened the door and went out. Opened one of them. Hurried to Yangpu in the heavy rain.
His hair was disheveled by the wind and rain. He stood there helplessly. His wet clothes clung to his skin. He shivered uncontrollably. Like a small animal that had been stripped of its fur. In his blurry vision, he still saw Tong Jing holding an umbrella and walking towards him step by step. He stood frozen in place, staring at her with a desperate gaze, as if he was drowning and only she could save him.
Tong Xuan stopped in front of him. Using an umbrella to shelter him from the rain. Her clean blue eyes, as if washed by the rainwater, were now filled with a hint of sadness. Finally, she spoke up. "You're like this... I feel that I've wronged you for my entire life..."
Yang Pu slowly raised his right hand and gently stroked Tong Jing's face. "I dream of becoming Bai Yang, so that... maybe I can have you. Unfortunately, I'm not him. I can only stand by and watch you from afar. I really thought I could..." He clenched his left fist and lowered his head in despair. "Be indifferent to you, slowly forget you, and then fall in love with someone else. But my heart betrays me. I love you, Tong Jing."
Tong Jing's heart wasn't made of iron. Such a confession, it was impossible not to be moved at all. Yang Pu's kindness towards her, she had remembered in her heart. She really couldn't bear to hurt him. She slightly turned her head to the side, letting the rain hit her face. More and faster chapters are available on [website]. Wanting to use the rain to obscure this thread of emotions that even she couldn't distinguish.
The sound still lingered in her ears. Yang Pu suddenly wrapped his arms around Tong Jing tightly. Very tightly. Tong Jing even smelled the strong smell of alcohol between his lips and teeth. She felt herself being hugged tighter and tighter, her chest firmly pressed against his hard chest, almost squeezing out all the oxygen from her lungs, causing her brain to be severely hypoxic. She couldn't breathe, think or move.
Yang Pu lowered his head and gazed at Tong Jing with deep affection. Those misty eyes. Then he slowly leaned down and lightly kissed the corner of Tong Jing's mouth. With a refreshing fragrance, like a fallen leaf gently brushing against her lips. Faint breathing. Curled eyelashes.
Tong Jing suddenly regained his composure. He hastily stretched out one hand to support himself on his chest. Following his shallow kiss, he leaned back. Yang Pu followed suit and leaned forward, not allowing her to retreat even half an inch.
"Yangpu..." Tong Jing started struggling.
But the wine had already confused Yang Pu's rationality. He only knew he loved her. He wanted her. His lips were greedy for temperature. Found Tong Jing's lips. Trembling, he continued to lean in. The gentle shallow kiss gradually turned into a passionate deep kiss. Venting too much pain that couldn't be spoken. Those wounds that hurt because of love. Under the rainwater's flush, they had long since rotted. Painful to the depths of his soul.
In the distance, Gong Shengqing stood like a statue in a quiet alley. The umbrella she was holding had long since fallen to the ground. Her ears were filled with the sound of pouring rain. It turned out... Yang Pu's true love was actually Tong Jing. How could it be Tong Jing? She was clearly Bai Yang's girlfriend, and clearly the girl her brother liked.
It's as if the end of the world. Tears fall down without any burden, one by one, like pearls falling off a broken string. Her heart is shattered into pieces. She knows that Yang Pu truly loves Tong Huan, and no one can replace this love. But Yang Pu, that fool, shouldn't have gotten himself trapped in it.
The umbrella in Tong's hand had long since fallen to the ground. Rainwater dripped into her eyes, blurring her vision. Her eyeballs were dissolved by the rainwater, and her pupils floated on the surface like a lone boat on the ocean. Her brain was now completely blank, only able to feel the wine fumes emanating from the side of her neck wafting past her nostrils.
Yang Pu's lips were still murmuring vaguely. "Tong Jun... Let me stay by your side..." Tears suddenly burst forth. His hands holding Tong Jun trembled incessantly. He only hoped that Tong Jun wouldn't abandon him. He didn't want to be alone, listening to the monotonous sound of the rain. Through the endless rain curtain, he struggled alone in the depths of loneliness.
Large raindrops hit Tong Jing's face, sliding down her cheeks and leaving a cool mark. Before it had time to soak into the skin and penetrate the bones, it was covered by the next drop of rain, the next mark. Rainwater slid into her mouth, seemingly salty as well. Her unfocused eyes gazed at what seemed like the distant darkness, as if half a century had passed. Only then did she slowly open her mouth. "I cannot betray Bai Yang..."
"Yes. You can't wrong Boyang. But can you wrong me?" Yang Pu cried like a child. He didn't care anymore. He didn't want to care about anything anymore.
"I love Bai Yang. You should know that..." Tong Jun sighed. She knew this sentence was undoubtedly hurting Yang Pu, but she couldn't deceive him even more.
Yang Pu was taken aback, staring at Tong Jing for a while before regaining his composure. His face was already indistinguishable between rain and tears. "You're really cruel. Why won't you even spare me a bit of love?"
Tong Jing bit her lip tightly. Yang Pu's eyes were already filled with tears as she looked at him. She shook her head hard, but didn't make a sound.
Yang Pu held Tong Jing's face with both hands, not letting her shake her head again. He pressed his forehead against hers and said in a nearly pleading tone, "Tell me, you also love me, don't you? I really don't care how much love you give me, just please don't push me away."
Rainwater splashed into Yang Pu's eye sockets. And slid down from the eye sockets. Leaving a mark on the cold and stern face. Silently and quietly.
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