I screwed up.
Ever since the doctors office visit, I’ve been messing around, testing the limits of my powers. I mostly want to make sure I can defend myself if anything happens.
Sidenote, I found out my skin can withstand a vacuum, and possibly extreme cold.
But anyway, I started moving my perspective away from my body.
Until I completely lost it.
I don’t know how long I’ve been looking, but I need to try something new fast.
Maybe I’ll try sensing my body?
I don’t know what to do!
It wasn’t as hard as I thought.
I just had to stretch my view outwards from myself, sensing something that feels like me.
How do I know what feels like me? I don’t know, I just do.
I found my body asleep in some type of hospital, far away from the pce I was in before.
That might expin why I couldn’t find myself.
Also, either the pce I was in before wasn’t a spaceship, or we were in close orbit to this pce. Or perhaps I’ve been absent of my body for longer than I thought.
How am I gonna expin this?
Do I even have to? I could just wipe my memory!
Does doing that actually damage me?
Also, maybe I should try going back in my body first.
My mind is suddenly completely in my body once again.
I can’t move?
Am I sleeping?
No, this is too lucid to be a dream.
A coma maybe?
Did my body go brain dead and I’m all that’s left?!?
Probably not, but maybe I functionally was brain dead?
Hmm… While I’m here, might as well contempte.
Are there others like me? Other gods I mean.
If so, are they nearby? Or in some parallel universe far away?
If not, did I possibly take that beings power?
If they are that powerful, they probably have failsaves.
Is it fine that I am a god now? Will I be punished or killed? I mean, they did say I could be whatever… but this might be pushing it.
What to do, what to do.
Boredom is all I feel.
Nothing much else.
Am I on drugs? Is that why I can’t move?
Can I move my eyes?
I try open my eyes, I fail, but I can move them left and right.
I spend a little while just doing this, until I feel movement and hear something.
“Aster”
And I open my eyes.