Smoke lingers low, clinging like guilt—thick, oily, and sour on the
tongue. It seeps through the wreckage, curling over fractured stone
and blackened crystal, every drift steeped in the acrid tang of burnt
ozone and the sharper sting of ruptured magic. It smells like
failure. Like pride scorched down to its bones.
It slicks her skin, worms into her
hair, stains her throat with its taste—half chemical, half memory.
The Broker’s gone. Slipped through
their fingers like he was never really here, just a shadow wearing a
face. But the space he left behind still pulses faintly, like the
land itself remembers the violence. A shimmer lingers—sickly,
almost green—and the ground beneath it trembles, soft and wrong,
like flesh bruised beneath the surface.
Magic still clings to the air, rabid
and restless. It hums like an insect swarm—erratic, high-pitched,
maddening—buzzing just beneath her skin. A raw, dissonant energy,
peeling at the edges of control. She feels it receding, molecule by
grudging molecule, like an angry tide dragging wreckage out to sea.
What’s left behind is only quiet.
Ash. Silence.
The forest is still. But her failure
is loud.
Cold coils in her chest—tight,
precise, merciless. Not the burn of regret. Not the sting of loss.
No, this is deeper. Older. Familiar in the way a childhood scar is
familiar—something she doesn’t remember getting, but always
notices when the weather changes.
Disappointment.
She draws a breath, and it tastes
like copper.
Was this what her mother felt, all
those years? That unspoken weight beneath every perfect sigh, every
graceful silence. Elara hadn’t asked then—what it meant to carry
expectation like a crown made of thorns. But now she understands.
It’s not heavy. It’s sharp. It cuts you every time you move.
And still—she hadn’t run.
She could’ve. Should’ve. When the
Broker split the sky, when violet mana screamed through the heavens
like a god’s fury unbound—when the world itself seemed to unravel
at the seams—she’d felt something in her rise. Not panic. Not
even courage. Something older. Deeper. Something hers.
It wasn’t planned. It wasn’t
learned.
It simply was.
Mana surged, not as a tool to wield,
but as a companion—fierce, wild, and unspeakably loyal. It didn’t
obey her. It agreed with her. Roared through her veins like
wildfire through dry grass. It knew her, and it answered.
She hadn’t cast a spell. She was
the spell.
Every heartbeat thudded with purpose.
Every breath was sharpened to a singular edge:
Protect them.
Grant had been at the center—worn,
grimy, grim—but still standing. Like he always did. Like he
couldn’t not. Around him, his mismatched pack—beasts
with fangs and fur, eyes too old to be animal—braced as one. Even
the walking potatoes, absurd and jittery, pressed close to his boots
like frightened toddlers pretending they weren’t. Their eyes
glinted, oddly human. Terrifyingly aware.
Elara hadn’t thought. She’d
acted.
A dome of refracted light had slammed
into place, jagged at the edges but strong. Threads of spellwork
snapped together with barely a whisper—repulsion wards tangled with
healing weaves, purification threads laced through like veins of
silver. It wasn’t pretty. It wasn’t precise.
But it held.
Not because it was flawless. But
because she had refused to let it break.
And for once—just once—she hadn’t
been the calm one. Not the scholar, not the strategist.
Just Elara.
Shaking. Burning. Alive.
And willing.
Willing to trade elegance for
survival.
Willing to be enough, even if she
wasn’t sure she was.
Grant’s face swims into view, too
close, too frantic. His mouth moves in ragged shapes—wild and
soundless—each syllable torn from him and thrown uselessly into the
air. His expression is a hurricane: all storm-eyed terror and raw,
rising fury.
But she can’t hear him.
Everything has narrowed. One sound,
thin and shrill, slices through the fabric of her senses—a piercing
whine, high and relentless, like steel drawn across glass. It drills
into her skull, a needle of sound spinning on a spindle of pain,
unraveling everything else.
No birds.
No shouting.
Not even her own breath.
Just that sound.
And beneath it—something else.
A pulse.
A dull, rhythmic thud. Slow at first.
Heavy. Then another. Louder. Closer. Like footsteps in a stone
corridor. Echoing inside her body, not outside.
The narrative has been taken without permission. Report any sightings.
Then her knees vanish. Or maybe the
earth reaches up to take her.
Either way, she falls.
Stone greets her cheek with a cruel
slap. It’s cold, and unforgiving, and unclean—pebbles digging
sharp little truths into her skin. Her limbs collapse without
elegance, folding in like wet paper, like something meant to hold
weight but never meant to break.
The pounding grows louder. A drumbeat
behind her eyes. In her throat. A frantic rhythm beneath her ribs.
Her body clenches around it, desperate and animal. Her heart claws at
its cage, kicking against her sternum like it’s trying to escape.
Then—the warmth.
It seeps upward, slow and sickly,
blooming in her belly like something foreign taking root. Not
comforting warmth. No. This is wrong. Thick. Too warm. Like syrup
gone to rot.
Her hand drifts down, unsure,
trembling. Moves on its own. She feels cloth—ripped. Her fingertips
brush wetness.
Sticky. Yielding. Warm.
Her breath catches.
When her hand comes back up, the
world tilts—skewed, too bright, then too dim, like someone’s
knocked loose the controls on color and contrast.
Her palm is red.
Blood, dark and glossy, paints lazy
trails across her fingers. It glints in the fractured light. Heavy.
Real. Undeniably hers.
That’s when the ringing dulls. Or
maybe the world just moves further away. In the hush that follows,
something sharp blooms in its place. Not pain—awareness. The full,
ugly clarity of what just happened.
She didn’t feel the blow.
Because she wasn’t thinking of
herself.
She was thinking of them.
The shield. The dome of light bending
and twisting around the others. Grant—bruised, gritty, unmovable.
The beast-kin, fur raised and eyes sharp. Even the absurd potatoes,
huddled behind his boots like children clutching blankets. All of
them—alive, because she had stood between them and the end.
Her body remembers what her mind
ignored.
Her lips curl. Barely. A wisp of a
smile. Wry. Worn. Honest.
So this is what it feels
like.
The thought drifts through her like
mist across a frozen lake. Detached. Soft. She feels it but doesn’t
grip it. Just watches it pass, like a memory that hasn’t happened
yet.
Not so terrible after all…
Her lashes lower. A blink in slow
motion. Her cheek rests heavier against the stone, but it doesn’t
feel cold anymore. The pain dulls into something distant—a sound
she recognizes but no longer minds.
The darkness that comes is velvet.
Not cruel. Not sudden.
Just quiet.
The world dissolves.
Not fades. Not slips. Dissolves—as
if the battlefield, the pain, the scream locked inside her lungs, has
been nothing but paint washed from glass. In its place: stillness.
Tranquility so profound it feels stolen.
She stands again beside a
mirror-lake—that lake. The one from Grant’s dreams, the
one etched in his soul so deeply it bleeds into her own. The surface
is like molten glass, perfectly smooth, reflecting clouds that do not
move. The air is rich with the scent of wet earth, moss warmed by
sunlight, and water lilies blooming in a lazy sprawl at the lake’s
edge.
Across the water, two men
stand—shadows made solid by memory and time. Their figures stretch
long beneath the late-day sun, casting lines into water too still to
be real. She knows them immediately.
Grant’s grandfather, all softened
edges and weatherworn kindness. And beside him—Lancelot. Still.
Solid. The kind of man who feels like stone and storm in equal
measure. He doesn’t look at her, but his presence thrums through
the scene like bass beneath melody.
A tune floats toward her. Hummed,
slow, aimless. Familiar enough to tug at something lodged between
breath and thought. She turns—almost afraid of what she’ll see.
At the shore sits a woman, her back
to Elara. Auburn hair spills over her shoulders in waves that glow
like fire caught in honey. She’s pregnant—undeniably, beautifully
so—and her bare toes play in the lake as if the world has never
known war.
Beside her, a boy—seven, maybe
eight—sits with a carved wooden boat balanced in his lap. His grin
is pure mischief. The same grin Elara remembers from moments
ago when he had poked her in the ribs.
“So…” the child Grant says,
squinting up at the woman with sunlit wonder in his eyes, “have you
thought of a name yet?”
The woman laughs—a sound like wind
through chimes—and turns just enough for Elara to glimpse her face.
Soft features, glowing skin, that
same slow smile Grant sometimes wears when he thinks no one’s
watching. “Mmm… we’ve settled on Elara,” she says,
and her voice wraps around the name like a lullaby.
Grant scrunches his nose. “That’s
a weird name.”
She laughs again—light, teasing,
deeply affectionate. “So is Grant,” she shoots back.
He doesn’t argue. Just nods
solemnly, as if conceding a battle too great to win, and casts his
line into the water with theatrical flair. His hands are too small
for the rod. The line lands in a sloppy arc. He hums as he
works—off-key, earnest.
“Twinkle, twinkle, little
star…”
Elara’s breath hitches.
The woman’s expression
softens—softer than the lake, than the light, than anything Elara’s
ever seen. “Your grandmother’s favorite song?” she asks, the
words catching halfway through, trembling like a glass about to
crack.
Grant nods without looking up. “Yup.”
There are questions—too many. Elara
opens her mouth, heart suddenly too loud in her chest, but the moment
is already tearing apart at the seams.
The world jerks.
Like a string pulled taut, then
yanked. A thread snapping in the gut.
Her eyes snap open.
Gone is the lake. Gone is the warmth.
The scent of lilies. The peace.
What remains is pain. Air thick with
the stink of scorched stone and sweat and blood.
Grant’s face hovers above her,
carved in anguish, eyes hollow with concentration. His hands tremble,
wrapped in burning light—his Soul Magic, that strange,
primal power pulling at something deep inside her. Calling her back.
Demanding she stay.
She hears him now. Not his voice, but
his heartbeat, hammering through the magic like a war drum.
To his left, a raccoon—tiny paws
lit with golden light—presses against her side. On the right, a
squirrel, absurdly large and crowned with antlers far too regal for
its twitchy face, moves in tight, surgical motions. They’re
glowing, both of them. Not with fire, but with something softer.
Gentler.
Their magic sinks into her like
sunlight through soil. Warm. Mending. Unfurling something that had
started to close.
Elara wants to speak—but no sound
comes. Her throat is a ravaged thing, dry and tight and full of
silence.
Still, her fingers twitch. Her eyes
lock onto Grant’s.
She smiles.