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  As soon as Ye Zhan and I stepped into the dormitory building, Fan Wenfeng rushed out of the duty room.

  "Peak brother." I quickly greeted him, during this period of living in the dormitory, Fan Wenfeng really took care of me a lot. No matter how late I came back, he would open the door for me. When I fought with others in the dormitory, he would turn a blind eye and never report to the school. As he said: "I believe that the ones you beat are all students who deserve to be beaten." The more he said this, the more embarrassed I felt beating others.

  "Wang Hao, you're back!" Fan Wenfeng was somewhat excited: "I heard that I would be sentenced to several years, fortunately nothing happened and you're back."

  "Hehe, I'm back, but unfortunately, I've been expelled from school." I said: "I'll come back to pack up my bedding and stuff, and then leave the school tomorrow." Because I still want to go find Xia Xue, so no matter what, I have to stay for another night. I don't know if my parents have received the news of my expulsion or not, logically speaking, when a school expels a student, they should inform the parents, but I haven't seen them come looking for me.

  "It's okay." Fan Wenfeng said: "You can stay as long as you want, don't even bother to put away the bedding, just leave it there. Whenever you come back, it's fine. I won't assign your bed to anyone else." This remark is similar to what Ge Chen said about leaving my desk and chair for me, making me feel that there are many good teachers in this school, worthy of being the top key high school in Beiyuan City.

  As for the Ear Slap King, he's really a freak. He doesn't necessarily treat students badly, but he has an innate hatred for troublemakers and doesn't even consider them as students. Once he's used them, he kicks them away like a chamber pot.

  "Thanks, Feng Ge." I'm honored to have come to Chuan High and met so many good friends and teachers, my heart is warm and touched. "But forget it, the Slap King doesn't want to see me for even a day, staying any longer would be an eyesore."

  "Haha, he can't control me here!" Fan Wenfeng said with a heroic tone: "Let's go, let's go to the dormitory to drink." He took two bottles of white wine and two bags of peanuts from the duty room, and went upstairs with Ye Zhan and me.

  As I entered the dormitory, a familiar smell wafted over, which used to be pungent but now felt like the warmth of home. We dragged the table to the middle of the room, placed wine and peanuts on it, then grabbed rice bowls as makeshift cups, each pouring half a bowlful. Fan Wenfeng was notorious for catching students drinking in the dorms, and whoever got caught would get a good scolding, but now he voluntarily came to drink with me, an expelled student, which moved my heart beyond words. However, thinking that I still had to go to Xia Xue's place at night, I tried to restrain myself from drinking too much, but as we chatted and emotions ran high, no one needed encouragement to raise their bowls and start drinking.

  "Wang Hao, is the most awesome student I've ever seen." Fan Wenfeng was already drunk and gave me a thumbs up, his voice also unclear: "A first-year student, dared to lead a group of people to kick the doors of the second and third year dormitories one by one. That night, I really thought it would collapse there. Unexpectedly, overnight, he became famous, indeed, heroes emerge in youth, this kind of momentum and courage, is the first in the history of our school! At that time, I thought, this friend, I must make friends with him!"

  "Feng Ge won an award!" Hearing someone praising me, I'm also very happy. After all, people can't help but have a little vanity.

  "I think fighting is not that scary at all." Fan Wenfeng continued, "Don't be unhappy about this, I think maybe even Ye Zhan can't beat me." Ye Zhan heard this and was particularly happy, and proudly showed off his fists to me.

  I was about to express my objection, but Fan Wenfeng continued: "But it's just very strange, those scoundrels who can be cured are all obedient and submissive, whether they're big or small, they're all particularly convinced in their hearts, this kind of temperament is really hard to come by."

  I'm really being flattered to the point of embarrassment, so I had to say: "Brother Feng, don't tease me, I'm not that amazing."

  "Don't worry, Wang Hao!" Fan Wenfeng picked up his rice bowl, which still had less than half a bowl of wine left, at least half a catty: "Since it's a dragon, no matter which school he goes to, he will soar in the nine heavens, I'm waiting for that day to come!" Then he drained the bowl. Ye Zhang and I were embarrassed, so we also drained our bowls...

  Then I didn't know anything anymore.

  When I woke up, the dormitory was very lively, with people chatting and laughing while washing their feet. I felt warm being in this atmosphere, it's the student life I've always dreamed of. There was a moment when I didn't want to wake up, I wanted to sleep forever, I wanted this dream to last forever. I wish I could have an ordinary person's life, but at the same time, I know that if I were ordinary, I would miss the passionate years of my past. I'm a contradictory being, always seeing two sides of everything.

  "Hao Ge, wake up?" Someone found out I opened my eyes.

  "Uh-huh." I responded vaguely: "What time is it now?"

  "It's been a long time since we had evening self-study." Someone said: "Hao Ge, how long have we slept?"

  "Me..." Wait, did he just say "we"? My hand moved slightly and I found out that there was another person beside me. It must be Ye Zhan. Neither Ye Zhan nor I can hold our liquor well, I remember we almost passed out at the same time. There are so many beds in this dormitory, what's wrong with Fan Wenfeng? He had to put us two on one bed, does he think we're both skinny and one bed is enough for us or something?

  I woke up, but Ye Zhan hadn't woken up yet. I was thinking about going to Xiaoxue's house in my heart, so I quickly got out of bed, took out the washbasin and went to the water room to rinse it off, tidied up a bit, and said to the people in the dormitory: "Let Ye Zhan sleep on my bed tonight." After thinking for a moment, I also poured him a glass of water and put it on the bedside table. This kid will definitely be thirsty to death when he wakes up in the middle of the night.

  Out of the dormitory building, it's really cold. I'm shivering even with my coat on. I lit a cigarette to warm myself up, and I'm probably the first person in school history to smoke on campus. Who cares? I've already been expelled anyway. There are student patrols wearing red armbands, shining their flashlights at anyone they see smoking, shouting "Which student is smoking on campus? Come over here!"

  I especially dislike his tone, and directly retorted: "Grandpa."

  The student obviously didn't recognize me and got even angrier: "Want to be punished?" Someone next to him immediately pulled his sleeve: "This is Wang Hao!" The student immediately shut up, turned off the flashlight, and crouched down to hide in the darkness, disappearing from view.

  I suddenly realized why I only dared to go to Xia Xue's house at night. In front of Xia Xue, my soul has become so filthy that it fears the direct gaze of sunlight, and can only emerge when night falls and hide in the darkness.

  I arrived at Xia Xue's building and looked up to see the lights on upstairs, so I went straight to the door and knocked. After a long time, there was finally a response from inside: "Who is it?" And it was Taozi's voice. For a moment, I wanted to turn around and leave, but I still plucked up the courage to say: "It's me, Wang Hao." What's meant to be can't be avoided, and we'll have to face each other sooner or later.

  It's been a long time again, and then he said, "Wang Hao, go back first, Xia Xue said she doesn't want to see you now."

  "My heart felt cool, knowing that Xia Xue was still angry, so I said: 'I won't leave, I'll just sit at the door until you open it, or else you can never come out and starve me to death, thirst me to death.' After finishing speaking, I sat down on the stairs beside."

  I sat for about twenty minutes, but there was no response at all. I knew that if it were just Taozi, she would have opened the door for me long ago, but Xiaxue could be so ruthless. I couldn't blame anyone, after all, I was the one who hurt her first. Another hour passed, and a pack of cigarettes had been smoked. Feeling extremely bored, I went downstairs to buy another pack of cigarettes, and when I came back up, I found an envelope on the floor.

  I hastily picked it up and looked at it, and there was only one sentence on it, clearly recognizable as Xia Xue's handwriting.

  Wang Hao:

  Our fate has come to an end, don't look for me again in the future.

  Summer Snow

  I looked at her with a heart-wrenching feeling, and then I knocked on the door again. "Xia Xue, I'm not going anywhere, I'll just stay outside the door. If you want to see me, open the door. Taozi, can you help me open the door? I have some things I want to say to Xia Xue."

  I'm almost certain now that Xia Xue must have told Taozi about what happened, otherwise Taozi wouldn't be working with Xia Xue to not open the door for me. Every once in a while, I would knock on the door and say a few words before sitting back down to smoke.

  I waited and waited, but there was no movement at the door. I felt very disheartened, these two girls have always loved me and never wanted to see me suffer a bit, now they've hardened their hearts and left me sitting at the door, cold and hungry, it's almost 12 o'clock at night.

  After finishing another pack of cigarettes, I stood up and knocked on the door again. I said: "After knocking this time, I won't knock again. You guys should also get some rest. I'll just sleep on the stairs outside. If you can bear it, don't open the door."

  I finished knocking and sat down, leaning against the railing to doze off. It was really cold, my body was frozen stiff. After a while, I heard the door open, and immediately jumped up sharply. The one who opened the door was Taozi, she made a "shh" gesture at me. I immediately fell silent, Taozi looked outside the door to make sure no one was there, then pulled me in and whispered: "Be quiet, Xiaoxue is sleeping."

  "She slept and dared to open the door for me?" I shook my head with a bitter smile.

  "Uh-huh." Pomme nodded: "I wanted to open the door, but Xiaoxue wouldn't let me. She's been feeling unwell these past few days, so I've just been going along with her. As soon as she went in to sleep, I quickly opened the door!"

  I'm deeply moved in my heart. Although I hurt Taozi at noon, she is still so good to me that it makes me feel ashamed.

  "It's cold outside, drink a cup of water to warm up your body." Taozi quietly poured me a glass of water and had me sit on the couch to drink.

  I'm extremely familiar with this sofa, having slept on it for over a dozen days. Many times, I've also been intimate with Xia Xue here. Suddenly, many memories flooded my mind, making me feel both bitter and sweet, as well as sour and astringent.

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