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  Chapter 188: Sing a Song

  "How can it be forgotten if it's so stimulating that it can't be accepted?" I still don't quite understand.

  "It's actually easy to understand," the doctor said. "In everyone's life, many unpleasant things happen, some are quickly forgotten, while others can't be shaken off no matter how hard you try. Constantly tormenting your fragile nerves with feelings of shame, anger, and resentment, all these complex emotions entwined together will inevitably lead to emotional breakdowns. The brain chooses to forget these things in order not to let this creature become too sad, which is actually a form of self-protection."

  I suddenly thought of my miserable life in junior high school and couldn't help but ask, "I also have some memories that are so painful to recall, why doesn't my brain protect itself by making me subconsciously forget?"

  The doctor looked at me and said, "Firstly, this proves that your brain can still withstand this matter, and it's not a huge setback for you. Secondly, choosing to forget is not something everyone can do, but if one encounters a huge mental stimulus and cannot relieve it in time, they may experience a mental breakdown, which is what we call going crazy."

  I nodded and roughly understood what was going on, then asked: "Is there a way to help him recover his memory?"

  I suddenly thought of my miserable life in junior high school and couldn't help but ask, "I also have some memories that are so painful to recall, why doesn't my brain protect itself by making me subconsciously forget?"

  The doctor looked at me and said: "First, this proves that your brain can still withstand this matter, and it's not a huge setback for you. Second, choosing to forget is not something everyone can do, but if you encounter a huge mental shock and can't relieve it in time, you may experience a mental breakdown, which is what we call going crazy."

  I nodded and roughly understood what was going on, then asked: "Is there a way to help him recover his memory?"

  "Of course, there is a way," the doctor said. "Choosing to forget isn't really forgetting, it's just the brain deceiving itself. On the surface, it seems like you've forgotten the thing, but its shadow still exists, and even in daily life, you'll be affected by that thing. Even he himself can't figure out whether that thing ever existed or not, and over time, it becomes a knot that can't be untied. Through some psychological treatment, behavioral suggestion, and other methods, it is possible to recover memories. However..."

  The doctor raised an eyebrow: "Since this matter has caused him so much pain, why bother recovering his memory?"

  "Right, right, right, let him forget then, no need to recall it again."

  I thought it was true, since this matter made Ye Zhan so painful, why not let him keep his current appearance and forget about it. However, it's not a very safe way either, because Ye Zhan often recalls some fragments, and accidentally receives stimuli from the outside world, which will also make him fall into greater pain.

  "Of course, the best way is not to forget." The doctor continued: "The best way is to let him bravely face what happened at that time, no longer escaping reality and intentionally forgetting, and walk out of the huge impact brought by this matter." Finally, the doctor took out a business card and handed it to me: "If you want him to recover his memory, you need to find a professional psychologist. My friend who studied in France has better clinical experience in this area, maybe he can help us."

  I took the business card, which had only a name and phone number on it, everything else was blank, it looked quite mysterious.

  "Okay, that's it." The doctor looked at Ye Zhan and said: "After finishing this bottle of water, he should wake up soon. However, his brain is still relatively fragile, so don't let him get stimulated again in a short period of time. If there's anything on the scene that can stimulate him, hurry up and put it away first, otherwise the possibility of relapse is very high." After finishing speaking, he left the ward.

  "Zhou Mo, I heard," I said: "The doctor said that Ye Zhan can't be stimulated again..."

  "I understand." Zhou Mo nodded and walked over to the bed, pulling on Qī Sī Yǔ's arm: "Sixth sister, let's go."

  "I'm not leaving." Qī Sī Yǔ grasped Yè Zhǎn's hand tightly: "I want to stay with him, I won't leave him again."

  "Sixth sister, calm down." Zhou Mo said: "When Ye Zhan wakes up and sees us two again, he will be stimulated. Do you want to see him become like before?" Then, without saying a word, he pulled Qi Siyu away, ignoring her distressed expression.

  When he passed by me, Zhou Mo hesitated for a moment, as if he wanted to say something to me, but in the end he didn't say anything and pulled Qi Siyu out of the ward. "Take a rest." Xia Xue helped me move a chair to the bedside: "It's really tiring."

  Yes, I'm really tired, not just physically but also mentally. I walked over and sat down in the chair, while Xia Xue sat on the bed, facing me. I looked at Ye Zhan's pale face and couldn't help but sigh again. Xia Xue said: "Ye Zhan is really pitiful." I nodded and murmured a "yes". Xia Xue then said: "Qi Si Yu is also very pitiful." I nodded again and murmured another "yes".

  "Seeing them now, I'm so scared, worried that we'll also..." Xia Xue bit her lip.

  My heart ached, I pulled her hand and said: "Sorry, it's my fault for being too selfish, it won't happen again. We're indeed still too young, some things we can't bear." I gently wrapped Xia Xue in my arms, shouldn't let this girl worry anymore.

  Outside the window, the bright moonlight pours in. I ask: "Aren't you going to self-study?"

  "Uh, I'm not going," Xia Xue said: "I'll accompany you, can't bear to let one person be so tired."

  My heart felt a surge of emotion, and I pulled Xiaoxue to sit on my lap. Xiaoxue's arm was draped over my shoulder as she said, "I'm going to ask you something, and you have to tell me the truth." I had a bad premonition in my heart, but still said, "Go ahead."

  "Does Zhou Mo of Qī Lóng Liù Fèng... like you?" Xia Xue asked with a slanted gaze.

  "What are you talking about?" My face turned red: "We're just good friends, don't get any wrong ideas."

  "I trust my intuition as a girl." Xia Xue said seriously, "Especially when facing the female friends of her boyfriend, all the vigilance will be mobilized, and any movement will not escape our eyes." Xia Xue stretched out two fingers to point at her own eyes: "Can't escape, you know?"

  I think Xia Xue is really cute now, and I couldn't help but kiss her face: "Baby, are you a black cat Jing Chang?" Unconsciously, I sang the theme song of "Black Cat Jing Chang": "Eyes wide open like bronze bells, shining with lightning-like Jing Ming, ears perked up like antennas, hearing all suspicious sounds~" This is one of the few songs I can sing, including "Lazy King", "Calabaza" and other cartoon theme songs, which I relied on to pass the time when I was a kid.

  "Sounds terrible to death!" Xia Xue covered her ears, but still burst out laughing: "First time hearing you sing, I didn't know it could be so bad." I made a defeated face: "I'll never sing again from now on."

  "No, no, just sing for me alone, okay... No, no." Xia Xue shook her head: "Almost got the topic diverted, Zhou Mo must have fallen in love. Such a stubborn girl, being scolded and yelled at like that could still bear it, according to her usual temper she would have already turned hostile, even slapping him was possible."

  "Nonsense." I said: "I scolded her, she didn't talk back because she knew she was wrong. And she couldn't beat me either, dare to turn against me? Dare to slap me with her big mouth? Isn't this asking for trouble?"

  "Wow, you're so fierce now?" Xia Xue pinched my face and laughed: "You even dare to provoke the Seven Dragons and Six Phoenixes, not simple at all Wang Hao, is this still the same person who was bullied by Zou Yang and didn't dare fight back?"

  Thinking back to the past, a warm feeling rises in my heart again. If it weren't for Xia Xue, how would I have mustered up the courage to resist? Perhaps until now, I would still be a student who allows others to bully me, and looking at Xia Xue's eyes, I couldn't help but reveal a deep affection.

  "Summer snow." I said very seriously: "I love you."

  "En." Xia Xue said sweetly: "I love you too." Then she leaned into my arms, and whispered softly: "Wang Hao, I choose to believe in you, and you must live up to my trust."

  "Uh-huh." I replied softly, then went to stroke Xia Xue's hair.

  "Of course, Taozi is an exception." Xia Xue stood up straight and smiled: "I've thought about it, if when we grow up, the marriage law allows polygamy, I'll definitely allow Taozi to marry into our family too."

  I scratched Xia Xue's nose: "This little fool, what is she thinking about in her head all day?"

  "Taohua is a good girl, after all." Xiaxue said, holding my hand: "I'm not willing to let her marry someone else! I think that only when she and he are together can I avoid being so jealous, and instead be very happy, feeling even more blissful."

  I reached out with my hand and touched Xia Xue's forehead, forcing a wry smile as I said, "Xia Xue, aren't you running a fever today? Or are you just trying to test me on purpose?"

  "Really, really." Xia Xue said: "Peach is good to Hao Ke. The other day at Beiqi wasn't he fighting with a group of people? It was so anxious that I couldn't do anything about it. Peach asked her brother to transfer to Beiqi to help out. At first, Brick didn't agree, but Peach cried and cried until Brick had no choice but to agree. As a result, before the transfer could even happen, the trouble had already been resolved. Brick was still grumbling every day, saying: 'Peach is so good to Wang Hao, but that heartless Wang Hao doesn't even come to visit.' Haha..."

  I'm speechless: "I was scolded by someone, but I can still be so happy?"

  "Haha, that's because I think what Brick said is correct." Xia Xue shook her head and said: "Who made you not go find Taozi?"

  I took a glance at her: "Ah, it's all just talk, if I really did something with Taozi in front of everyone, who knows how much more miserable it would be! She's just a typical idealist, always imagining things to be better than they are, reality is too cruel."

  Xia Xue stuck out her tongue and nodded: "Then sing a song for me."

  I then sang "The Great King of Laziness" for her, and after finishing it, I sang "Calabaza". When I got to "Aventi", Ye Zhan's painful voice came from the head of the bed: "Brother... don't... don't sing anymore... I can't take it anymore. People sing songs to cultivate their emotions, but your singing is taking lives."

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