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  Chapter 195: I Am

  The next day, Ye Zhan and I slept in until three poles on the ri, and then got out of bed and wandered out of the campus. As the mid-term exams were approaching, according to Zhou Mo's words, these days would teach Ye Zhan a lesson. Actually, we were really nervous in our hearts, and the attitude of being nonchalant was also pretended. I called Xia Xue to ask if she wanted to go, and she said she really wanted to go, but since the exams were approaching, she had to review and wouldn't accompany us together. I don't know what Ye Zhan and I were thinking, but this time we didn't take a taxi, instead we took the bus, stopping and starting at each station, watching the buildings of the city slowly pass by in front of our eyes, taking a very long time to reach our destination. It was strange that no one complained about being slow on the way.

  Perhaps we're all afraid of that outcome?

  We took the elevator upstairs, knocked on the door, and it was that woman who opened the door again. We sat down on the sofa with ease, and the woman made us two cups of clear tea before disappearing silently. After a while, Liu Yanfu came out, and Ye Zhan and I stood up to greet him. Liu Yanfu nodded and walked in front of Ye Zhan, asking, "Have you been stimulated again these days?"

  Ye Zhan shook his head: "No." Liu Yanfu said: "That's good, your brain should have gotten a good rest." Then he led Ye Zhan to the single soft bed in the office and had him take off his shoes and clothes and lie down. Liu Yanfu gently massaged Ye Zhan's temples: "Relax." I followed over and asked: "How are you going to treat him?"

  Liu Yanfu made a "shh" gesture to me, then squatted down behind Ye Zhan's head and whispered in his ear, "Do you feel tired now?" Ye Zhan nodded: "A bit." Liu Yanfu said: "Then sleep, no one will disturb you here."

  "Good." Ye Zhan obediently closed his eyes. Dr. Liu walked slowly to the desk, took out a small clock and came over. "Remember this sound." Dr. Liu pressed it, and the clock made a "gugugu" sound, like a rooster crowing, "After falling asleep, when you hear this sound, wake up immediately, got it?"

  Ye Zhan smiled wryly and said, "I don't dare to guarantee it. Sometimes when I'm sleeping at home, the alarm clock rings for half a day and I still can't wake up." I also nodded in agreement, believing that most students have had similar experiences with Ye Zhan. Liu Yanfu put the clock next to Ye Zhan's ear, letting the "tick-tock" sound pierce his eardrum, and said sternly, "Give your brain an order: no matter how deeply you sleep, as soon as you hear this sound, wake up immediately. Otherwise, you'll never wake up again. Got it?!"

  Ye Zhan nodded slightly: "Got it." Then he listened carefully to this life-saving voice.

  Liu Yanfu suddenly turned off the sound, pointed at the numbers on the clock and meant to tell me that I would be charged from now on. I got a bit anxious: "Doctor Liu, even sleeping is timed? You're being too black-hearted." Liu Yanfu made another "quiet" gesture towards me: "Shh, this is part of the therapy, just keep watching." He put the clock back on his desk.

  Liu Yanfu came to Ye Zhan's bedside again, speaking softly: "Follow my guidance and walk, don't have any resistant feelings in your brain. Got it?" His voice carried a trustworthy feeling. Ye Zhan nodded lightly again. Liu Yanfu continued: "Now imagine yourself in such a place: in front of you is the calm and vast blue sea, under your feet is soft and white sand, warm sunlight shines on your body, there's no wind, the temperature is just right, it's quiet and empty with no one around, this world only has...

  Ye Zhan's breathing gradually relaxed, and a hint of calmness appeared on his face, as if he was indeed in that quiet beach.

  Liu Yanfu continued, "In this world, no one can disturb you, nor can anyone harm you. You can completely relax and do whatever you want." Ye Zhan nodded slightly, his expression even more relaxed, as if he had already fallen into a light sleep. I looked at Liu Yanfu in surprise, sensing that he might be using some method to hypnotize Ye Zhan.

  "What would you most like to do on this quiet beach?" Liu Yanfu asked again.

  "Go lie down and take a nap." Ye Zhan said: "I feel so tired, it's been a long time since I've had a good sleep..."

  "Alright, just follow your own thoughts and lie down to sleep. There is no one here who can disturb you, nor anyone who can harm you." Liu Yanfu's voice seemed to carry a hint of magic that could calm people down and make them quiet.

  Ye Zhan's breathing became very slow, a state that only occurs when entering deep sleep. Liu Yanfu walked to the office desk, picked up the cup and took a sip of water, I rushed to his front and asked: "How is it?" Liu Yanfu said: "Very perfect, the patient is very cooperative, there may be a chance of success at once, prepare to pay the money." I excitedly said: "As long as he can recall, no matter how much money I am willing to pay."

  Liu Yanfu walked to the bedside again and said in a voice with magic power: "Ye Zhan, can you hear my voice?"

  "Can..." Ye Zhan said softly.

  "Do you know who I am?"

  "I don't know..." Ye Zhan furrowed his brow, seemingly with a hint of perplexity.

  "That's me."

  "Is it me?" Ye Zhan became even more perplexed.

  "Yes, I live in his heart." Liu Yanfu said: "We can share any secret and are willing to tell me anything. I am the most trusted person in this world."

  Ye Zhan fell silent for a moment before saying, "Hao Zi is actually the person I trust most in this world."

  I immediately raised my eyebrows and danced, gently patting my chest with my hand, and mouthed to Liu Yanfu: "Me, me!" Liu Yanfu glanced at me and continued: "Right, except for Haozi, the person I trust most is myself. Don't you trust yourself?"

  "I myself..." Ye Zhan said: "Of course I trust him."

  "Alright." Liu Yanfu said: "Now we need to recall a past event together. This past event may make us feel painful, but it's okay, we are on this very quiet beach, in front of us is the endless sea, the whole world only has us here, absolutely no one can come to harm us. So let's relax and recall, okay?"

  "Alright." Ye Zhan relaxed.

  "Let's lie down..." Liu Yanfu said: "Underneath is the soft sand, above is the warm sunshine, beside our ears are the pleasant sound of waves... Ye Zhan, let's go back to a year ago, do you still remember where we were at that time?"

  "Of course I remember." Ye Zhan's mouth opened and closed: "I was in junior high school, had a lot of friends, up and down, no one didn't know me. Every day passed very happily, carefree and worry-free, I really miss that period of my life."

  "Great." Liu Yanfu said: "Do you still remember who our best friends were back then? Ah, Zhou Qiangqiang, Cao Hongbin, Zhao Wenpu... there were over a dozen of them. No matter who encountered something, as long as they shouted in the corridor, everyone would come out to help. That was truly our world back then." How wonderful it was, right?

  Wearing a white shirt, riding a bicycle, wandering around the streets. Whistling at passing beauties, secretly smoking in the toilet, and when the teacher comes, they all run away in a swarm...

  "Heh heh, memories are really wonderful." Liu Yanfu said: "We were so glorious in junior high school, there should be a bunch of girls surrounding us, right?" Ye Zhan nodded: "Yes, many many, but only a few left a deep impression on me, such as Lanlan from the neighboring class. She would greet me every morning and evening, and when she saw me, she would show a shy smile..."

  I found that Ye Zhan, even in deep sleep, was deliberately avoiding Qi Siyu in his subconscious. This doesn't seem like a good sign, I looked at Liu Yanfu with concern. Liu Yanfu signaled me not to worry and asked again: "Do you still remember who our girlfriend was back then?" Ye Zhan's body suddenly shook and said: "I remember, her name is Qi Siyu."

  My heart was suddenly lifted up, and Liu Yanfu's voice also slowed down: "Let's talk about this girl named Qi Siyu."

  "Zi Si Yu ah……” Ye Zhan's mouth corners actually revealed some smile: "Is a very lovely girl, at that time we sat together in the same class. Don't know from what time started, we will secretly hold hands during class, naturally and smoothly talked about love. We are a very famous couple on campus, every student will envy us. We will recklessly kiss on the street, until pedestrians shake their heads saying 'nowadays kids' before laughing and running away."

  "So, do we like her or not?" Liu Yanfu asked softly.

  "I love it," said Ye Zhan. "The happiest thing every day is to be with Qi Siyu, and every night I will ride my bike to take her home. When passing by a small forest, we will sneak in and entwine each other before coming out."

  I really want to ask Ye Zhan about the details of his entanglement with Qi Siyu in the small woods, I think that with his current attitude of speaking without reserve, as long as Liu Yanfu asks, he will definitely answer. However, Liu Yanfu's purpose seems not to be here, but rather continues to ask: "Do you still remember how far our relationship with Qi Siyu has progressed?"

  I almost burst out laughing, Jiang was indeed old and spicy, Liu Yanfu wasn't interested in Xiaoshulin at all, but instead cut straight to more explosive and stimulating topics. Although asking Ye Zhan this question made me feel a bit guilty, I still perked up my ears to listen carefully, gossip is human nature after all, besides it's not like I asked the question, I'm just responsible for listening.

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