Pulling the ponytail and school grass cohabiting 104

  A Xi's eyes were a bit red with some bloodshot, looking very haggard.

  "You must be very tired." I said sympathetically, stroking Ah Xi's cheek.

  Ah Xi just shook her head at me, in the darkness, Ah Xi's dark eyes still shone brightly, and there seemed to be crystal clear tears in her eyes.

  "Ah Xi, what's wrong? You must be very tired, go back and rest, I'm fine now." I continued to say with concern.

  Ah Xi remained silent, looking at me.

  "Don't want to go back and rest, then just sleep here, it's very late anyway. Seeing you so exhausted, my heart aches." I said while pulling Ah Xi along.

  Ah Xi slowly got onto the bed and lay down beside me.

  "Ah Xi, my tummy still hurts a bit." I said with a pout while lying in Ah Xi's arms.

  "Ya Tou, does your tummy hurt a lot? Do you want me to call the doctor?" Ah Xi's voice was shaking with sobs.

  "It doesn't hurt much, just a little. Ah Xi, what's wrong with you? I'm fine, really fine now. You know? Just now we dreamed of our baby." I said with a smile on my lips.

  "Really? The baby must be very cute."

  "Ah, what a cute baby! He's smiling at me, giggling and laughing, just like you. So sunny and handsome, definitely more handsome than you." I continued to say happily.

  "Girl, if you like babies, why don't we have another one?" Ah Xi said to me with a choked voice.

  I was stunned when I heard Ah Xi's words, what is reborn again?

  "Ah Xi, are you saying... our baby..." My tears also burst out in an instant.

  "Girl, don't get too excited, okay? The doctor said we still have many chances to have a baby. If you like babies, we can have another one after we leave the hospital, how about that?" Ah Xi coaxed me and said.

  No wonder my stomach hurts, it turns out the baby... No wonder I dreamed of the baby... "A Xi, I'm sorry. I didn't protect our baby well." I said to A Xi while crying.

  "It's not your fault, be good and take care of yourself... " Ah Xi hugged me tightly, who had already cried like a tearful person, and comforted me.

  "Ah Xi... our baby is gone, do you blame me? Was it because I was too selfish that God took our baby away from us?" I said, sobbing.

  Ah Xi just held me tightly and comforted me...

  In the darkness, I've been staring at the ceiling, and the image of baby smiling at me keeps appearing in front of my eyes.

  Everything around me has become dull and dark.

  The night is so dark and desolate, the moonlight is no longer so gentle, the stars are no longer so lovely...

  Suddenly remembered that many things happened last night.

  "Ah Xi, how is Asa?" I recalled that when something happened, it was Asa who pushed me away, but he himself fell into a pool of blood.

  "He's still unconscious." Ah Xi said with a heavy tone.

  "Is there a risk of life?" I continued to ask anxiously, Asu is my fault.

  It seems like everything around me is related to me. Ah Xi being beaten was because of me, and Ah Si's accident was also because of me. And then there's Zi Man too.

  "What about Zi Man?" I asked hastily before Ah Xi could respond.

  "Also still in a coma."

  "Ah Xi, it's all because of me, I'm the real culprit. If only I had listened to Ah Quan earlier and not been with you, none of this would have happened." I said guiltily.

  "This has nothing to do with you, really, don't think too much about it." Ah Xi continued to coax me.

  "No, it's all my fault. We shouldn't be together." I said, crying.

  "Yātóu, what do you mean by this, you..." Ah Xi asked anxiously.

  "Ah Xi, if Ziman and As have something going on, I won't be able to be with you in peace. They've become like this because of me, but I'm with you...I just can't do it, really can't." I shook my head and said. "Girl, okay, don't think about anything, sleep for a bit, when you wake up everything will be fine, okay?" Ah Xi continued to coax me.

  But I couldn't sleep, my mind kept replaying the tragic scene from last night, As falling into a pool of blood, Ziman blocking that one knife for Ahxi, blood flowing everywhere, bright red blood, feeling like my own hands were stained with bright red blood.

  "What about Ah Quan?" I asked faintly, and as soon as I mentioned Ah Quan, my heart ached slightly.

  The name A Kuan now makes me afraid and panicked...

  "Don't worry, Ah Quan has been caught by the police and won't bother us again." Ah Xi said to me while gently patting my back.

  A'quan was caught by the police, but this doesn't mean I can live a happy life now.

  A Si and Zi Man are still unconscious, how can I build my own happiness on someone else's suffering, I just can't do it.

  I don't know when I fell asleep, but the next day when I woke up, Ah Xi was still lying beside me, and she just looked at me gently.

  Seeing I woke up, gently stroking my cheek, softly said: "Wake up, are you hungry?"

  I just shook my head and said: "I want to go see Asa and Momo."

  "You're still very weak now, don't go, okay?" Ah Xi said to me.

  I shook my head and said, "I'm fine, take me to see them, okay?" I asked pleadingly.

  "You eat something first, and then I'll take you there," Ah Xi said.

  "But I really don't have an appetite." I continued shaking my head and saying.

  "You have to eat a bit, otherwise you'll just obediently lie here and not be allowed to go anywhere." Ah Xi's voice was warm with a hint of overbearing as she spoke to me.