Pulling the ponytail and school grass cohabiting for 87 days

  "Brother, I want to go find Xi Bei, I want to go find him." I said to my older brother after I had cried myself out.

  Now my mind is filled with Yui. I really can't accept that my feelings for him have ended.

  "You still don't get it, you're done for." My older brother yelled at me angrily.

  "No, it's not. Yubee said I'm disobedient, he said he doesn't like me and Han Yuhee living together, that's why he left me,"

  "Believe me, as long as I listen to him and don't live with you, he'll come back to my side and love me like before." I said to my brother, then turned to Han Youhui and said: "Han Youhui, please, move out. Please."

  I looked at Han Yu Xi's injured eyes, but for my own happiness, I still hurt him.

  "Yao Yao, wake up......" My elder brother shouted at me again.

  "Brother, tell Han Youxi to move out, tell him to get out. It's all because of him that Yubai and I have become like this." I also shouted loudly at my older brother.

  Actually, I know it's not like this, but now my emotions are out of control and I don't know what to say.

  After I finished speaking, I turned my head to Han Youxi and said: "You don't have to live in my house anymore, I hate you, I detest you." As soon as I finished speaking and turned around, a loud slap landed on my face, followed by a sharp stinging pain, but it was nothing compared to the ache in my heart.

  "Brother..." I stared at my older brother in disbelief. From young to old, he had always been very loving towards me and never laid a hand on me.

  This slap from my brother also made me understand a lot of things clearly.

  "I just want to wake you up, look at yourself now."

  "Junwei, why did you hit her? Look at how sad she is now." At this time, Han Youxi came over and hugged me, saying with a pained expression.

  "I don't want your kindness." She said and ran into her room.

  With so many people around, he slapped me in the face, and my self-esteem was completely gone...

  Powerless and slumped on the ground, crying sorrowfully, tears streaming down in heart-wrenching pain.

  It ended like this with Yubei, he betrayed me again and again, I forgave him every time, but he still treated me like this. Brother said

  It's right, he doesn't deserve me. I shouldn't become so worthless for him.

  Love is hurtful from the start.

  It was a slap from my brother that woke me up, I should perk up, perk up.

  Just bury it deep in your heart and study hard, don't let anyone look down on you.

  Jia Yao isn't one to fall so easily, it's just a broken heart after all.

  He doesn't want me, it's his loss.

  I should think so. But Yui still remains as that one piece of sorrow in my heart.

  Love should not be trusted. I originally thought that Yubei and I would be together forever, but he ruthlessly left me. Is there still love in this world that can be trusted?

  After crying, I am a lively Jia Yao again. Let me cry out all my tears today and from now on, I will smile every day.