Pulling the ponytail and school grass cohabiting 76

  "What did I do wrong? Why are you punishing me like this... why... why..." I shouted loudly at Yui, but she just stood there silently staring at me.

  So I spread my legs and ran away. But this time, Yui didn't catch up with me, which was quite chilling...

  Don't know how long I've been running, slowly feeling weak in all four limbs, so tired...

  Don't know how long I've been running, how long I've been heartbroken, how long I've been crying...

  The sky slowly darkened, and I was alone in this strange yet familiar city...

  Suddenly I feel very cold, I try to shrink my body, but the chill keeps crawling on me, making it hard for me to shake off. Maybe it's just a chill in my heart.

  Suddenly on the street was playing Hwang Chi-yeol's "Don't Make Me Cry"

  I thought you had truly loved so I took it seriously and unknowingly fell into a whirlpool of love

  I couldn't grasp the lifeline of salvation I paid too much for you and never asked for the outcome of love

  But you keep betraying me, hurting me again and again. Don't use my love to hurt me.

  You know how vulnerable I am, what did I do wrong? You want to punish me. If so, why say you love me?

  Don't use my love to hurt me, your ruthlessness can't be dodged

  If you want to break the torn promise, then return the love I had for you before.

  Tears fell again when I heard this song.

  The current mood is perfectly described by this song.

  Evening, what did I do wrong, why are you treating me like this?

  If you say you love me like this, then such love is too heavy for me to bear...

  At this moment, I just want to find something to numb myself and make myself think of nothing.

  Love is really so tiring...

  I just walked past a bar entrance, so I wiped away my tears and strode in with big steps.

  The red and green lights in the bar give people a sense of disorientation. It seems that my current mood is suitable for coming here.

  I found a corner and sat down, I didn't want to be too showy.

  I called for a lot of wine and poured it into my mouth cup by cup, I didn't know what the taste was, but only knew it was very bitter, bitter all the way to my heart.

  The heart is more bitter than the mouth.

  It wasn't until I drank to the point where my consciousness started to blur that I realized this was only the beginning of true suffering.

  Tears are overflowing like a flood, no matter how hard I try to wipe them away, they can't be wiped clean.