Across thousands of years I love you 105

  Remember in one second

  "Duan Zhishan, don't be like this to me, okay?" said Bai Min with some difficulty.

  "I know, I promise, it was an accident, and there will absolutely not be a second time. I absolutely won't allow anyone to hurt you again." Duanshan Zheng said solemnly.

  "No," Bai Min was somewhat embarrassed, unsure of how to put it into words. It's better to be direct and end the pain quickly, she bit her lip, steeled herself, and said, "What I mean is, please don't come love me again."

  Duan Zhishan was taken aback, "Why?"

  Bai Min lowered her head and said quietly: "I already have someone else in my heart."

  "Who?" Duan Zhishan's voice sounded somewhat stifled.

  "It was the person I saw in my illusion, you've heard of his name, Sima Rui." Bai Min knew that this reason sounded absurd, but it was a fact that she had given up on Duan Zhishan for Sima Rui.

  Duan Zhishan heard this and his confused expression suddenly became adorable, "Silly Xiao Min, so my competitor is actually Sima Rui? You're being too cruel, comparing me to someone who's just a figment of your imagination. Don't do this, okay? The only thing you can grasp is the present, I promise I'll treasure you well and absolutely won't let another 'red beauty' appear again, okay?" He probably thought that Bai Min was angry with him because of Yuè Lù's matter.

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  "No, I'm telling the truth, I -" Bai Min became somewhat anxious, she had to make it clear, couldn't let Duan Zhishan continue like this, she absolutely could not fall in love with him, even if she couldn't return to the Great Xing Dynasty, she wouldn't be able to accept Duan Zhishan, how could she betray Sima Rui? Even if Sima Rui had another woman!

  But if Sima Rui really took in Meng Wanlu? Not now, but after a long time, such a devoted woman, such a beautiful woman, could Sima Rui really not care about her forever?

  Duan Zhi Shan held Bai Min's hand with both of his hands, warming her slightly chilly hand. He slowly said: "Xiao Min, I don't deny that I was once reckless, but after seeing you, my heart no longer wants to leave. I don't know why, I just know that I want to love you well until forever. I don't want to talk about past lives or future lives, what I want to grasp firmly is only the present, this life."

  Bai was speechless, standing there with a mind full of confusion.

  "Ahem—" Dong Weiwei coughed softly at the door, covering her face with a flower and said teasingly, "Before I put down this flower, would you two please return to your normal postures? I'm a person with a weak nervous system, can't take these mushy scenes. If you two have anything mushy to say, I can avoid it for a few minutes, wait until you're done, and then come back."

  Duan Zhi Shan let go of Bai Min's hand and sat back in his wheelchair, smiling as he said, "Alright, I've met your requirements. Can we come in now?"

  Dong Weiwei walked in with a smile, put down the flowers, and looked at the room full of fresh flowers. She exaggeratedly said: "I'm telling you, Duan Zhishan, are you planning to buy all the fresh flowers in the city? Luckily, Bai Min doesn't have hay fever, otherwise, alas, poor me! Friends have flower guardians, but I'm alone, Duan Zhishan, you're not considerate enough. Don't you look at your friends and recommend a suitable one for me, so I won't worry about appearing when the light bulb is not needed?"

  Bai Min smiled and put aside her concerns for the time being.

  What can I do? Bai Min was at a loss.

  Simarui is in a distant thousand years, intangible, like air, and I am here, unable to do anything but think of him. In front of me, there is also Duan Zhishan, who sincerely wants to marry me. By Simarui's side, there is also Meng Wanlu, who has made up her mind to love Simarui for life. What should I do? I don't know!

  "Even if you are really Murong Feng, even if you have really fallen in love with Sima Rui, how can you go back?" Dong Weiwei looked at Bai Min with a heavy heart. This Bai Min seemed to be stunned all day, either staring blankly or crying, as if she had gone crazy.

  "You're going to end up like this, it's completely useless, except for making yourself sad and worrying about Duan Zishan, there's no point at all, unless you can turn back, otherwise don't think about it anymore."

  "I understand the reasoning." Bai Min said faintly, "I also know that this is futile and will only increase my troubles. However, I couldn't help but follow my heart, it's what my heart wants to think about, and as a physical body, what can I do? Moreover, when I crossed over into the Daxing Dynasty, it was only my soul that came, attached to Murong Feng's physical body. So now, I'm only thinking with my soul, my physical body doesn't matter. I didn't expect myself to miss him so much either. During the time I lost my memories, I could still vaguely recall the impression of him, and in my illusions, I could reach that space-time, see his appearance, hear his voice. What do you want me to do? What can I do?"

  Dong Weiwei let out a soft sigh and said dejectedly, "I thought it was just a young girl's fantasy, a game of words, but now, looking at you, I don't know what to say. Time-travel? And not only that, but time-traveling to a dynasty that has no record in history books, a strange space-time, becoming a stranger...I'm really impressed by you. But, Bai Min, you're living in the real world now, and the Great Xing Dynasty isn't something you can just go back to by saying so, even if you miss it terribly, what's the use? Besides feeling sad and distressed, what else can you do?"

  She was silent for a long time, without any reaction. When she finally lifted her head again, tears were streaming down her face, uncontrollable, yet accompanied by a smile. She murmured: "Yes, I know too, thinking is useless, it's just thinking after all. But memories are bitter, and not having them is equally bitter. So why not think about him? At least thinking about him gives me the chance to remember him."

  Dong Weiwei let out another sigh, "Suit yourself then. As long as you're happy."

  Looking at Sima Rui sleeping quietly on the bed, Bai Min was truly tearful. Those tears disappeared into the air, leaving no trace. She reached out to stroke Sima Rui's face, wanting to smooth out the deep worry between his eyebrows. He must not have slept happily, and there were even tears in the corners of his eyes, but no matter how hard she tried, she couldn't wipe them away. This was sorrow - she couldn't touch him, couldn't comfort him at all, and could only let him think of her until his heart broke. She sobbed silently, crying without any restraint, anyway, he wouldn't be able to hear her.

  What can be done? Even with a thousand thoughts and ten thousand longings, what can be done?

  Bai Min could only cry, hurt to the point of tears. She ached for Sima Rui, ached for the feelings between them, what was originally supposed to be a beautiful relationship had become like this, just like two people separated by yin and yang, 'In heaven, I'd like to be a pair of birds flying together, on earth, I'd like to be a pair of trees with branches that are connected', but now, they were in different worlds, he in the Great Xing Dynasty, she in the real world.

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