Chapter 72: Li Zhi Xian's Heart Voice

  In a photo studio on Chungmu-ro in Seoul, Lee Ji-hyun had just finished shooting a magazine advertisement. Since this studio was also somewhat famous in the industry, many small-scale advertisements were shot here and she had come many times before. Suddenly, she felt a bit of stomach pain, so she said to her manager, "Oni, you go out first and wait for me, I'll go to the bathroom!"

  The broker nodded, "Hurry up, there's another commercial shooting here later, don't affect others!"

  "Got it, Onii!"

  Lee Ji-hyun, who had quickly tidied herself up, rushed to the entrance of the photo studio. Her agent was already waiting for her with a car ready to go. No choice, she's just a small-time model, when would she ever have a chauffeur-driven car?

  Not just to reclaim Xiao Huhu and her dad, or for her own stage dreams, she also needs to work hard to practice singing and dancing to enter CCM. Even if it's just for a minivan, she has to work hard. After all, in these years as a flat model, she knows that this path is already like this, and can't reach a new level...

  Sitting in the departing taxi, looking back at the brand new Hyundai minivan that just stopped, I wonder when I can use it myself! Sometimes Li Zhi Xian also asks herself if she has fulfilled her responsibility as a mother for the sake of her ideals.

  Look at the uncle now, no, this scammer is not an uncle at all, but a brother three years younger than himself. He's busy with his career and taking care of the kids, why can't I just be a housewife too?

  At least she won't have to watch her child on TV, seeing her growing son and hearing him call out "BABA" or "BOBO", not knowing how many nights Li Zhi Xian has cried because she's never heard her son call her "MAMA".

  Li Zhi Xian seemed to see a figure carrying a child getting off the nanny car, but it was a bit far and couldn't be seen clearly. Li Zhi Xian shook his head dejectedly, thinking that he must have gone crazy from missing the kid so much, even hallucinations were appearing...

  The agent looked at Li Zhi Xian and saw that his spirit seemed a bit off, "What's wrong, Zhi Xian?"

  "It doesn't matter!"

  Lee Ji-hyun sometimes wondered why she always escaped, yes, it was a bit irresponsible for her to leave the child with his father at first, but she had many times when she wanted to see the child, and walked vaguely to the floor of Lee Seung-lin's house, unfortunately, she didn't have the courage to go upstairs...

  She didn't know how to face Li Shenglin, nor did she know how he looked at her. All she knew about him was from that inexplicable night and what she saw on TV; while he didn't understand himself at all. How could the two of them start a conversation? What should they say?

  Although she didn't want to admit it, Lee Ji-hyun realized that she had fallen in love with the uncle from back then, now known as Lee Seung-lin. She thought she must be crazy, how could this be? But if she wasn't crazy, why would she have given birth to his children...

  It's good that the internet is well-developed now, she can easily find answers online, and it turns out she has Stockholm syndrome (go ahead and Baidu it yourself), maybe finding a psychologist can solve her problem. However, not saying that being in love with someone is a pretty happy thing, even traditional Eastern thinking makes her embarrassed to talk about this aspect with outsiders...

  And realistically speaking, even if I work hard for 24 hours a day, I wouldn't be able to afford an hour of therapy.

  Now Li Zhi Xian is a little regretful, why did he sign up for five years at the beginning? He said that before the child goes to elementary school, it would be better to sign up for two or three years. The child can go back when they enter kindergarten!

  And even if I have a child, as long as I hide it well and Li Shenglin supports me, it won't affect my acting career. I was so foolish back then, now I don't even have an excuse to go back...

  At first, she couldn't see the kids and her feelings were strong but under control; however, seeing her son and his father more and more on TV made her miss them even more, tormenting her and making it harder for her to bear.

  "Turn around!" Li Zhi Xian decided that she would go back and take a look, to see if she had been seeing things earlier. She wanted to see her son and her "husband".

  After thinking for a long time, Li Zhi Xian finally found a position for Li Sheng Lin. Whether or not it's because of Stockholm syndrome, the fact is that he has fallen in love with him, and he is the father of his child!

  The broker was slightly surprised, "Zhi Xian, what are you going to do?"

  "I just dropped something!"

  It's an unavoidable thing, and since Lee Ji-hyun has always been a model who doesn't require much worry, she agreed to it...

  After getting off the car, Li Zhi Xian hastily ran into the photography studio. The staff didn't bother her since they all knew her and probably thought she had left something behind.

  Li Zhi Xian wanted to go forward and acknowledge him, but this step was too difficult for her, she didn't dare... After all, Li Zhi Xian wasn't a decisive person, always hesitant and cautious, forget it, just watch from here...

  My own son has really grown up, and is completely different from when he was little. His eyes are like mine, his nose is like his father's, his mouth is like mine, and the shape of his face is also like mine. It seems that my son still looks more like me...

  The uncle has changed a lot, he's not as sloppy as before, looks much younger and his figure is better too. Although he looks younger, but instead, he has gained a kind of mature and steady temperament...

  Lee Ji-hyun is proud, proud that his son is more like himself; Lee Ji-hyun is proud, proud that his "husband" is getting better and better in both body and career, but he can only watch them from afar without daring to recognize them.

  Tears had unknowingly flowed down her cheeks, feeling that the filming was about to end, Li Zhi Xian told herself to take one last look, and with a gritted determination, she turned around and ran out...

  Li Shenglin, who had just finished filming, hugged Xiao Huhu and followed Luo Bo to thank the staff. No matter what you think in your heart, but on the surface, etiquette must be done properly...

  But he seemed to see a woman's figure running out, a very familiar feeling... who was it? Jiyeon and the others? Anyway, it must be someone I've seen before... why didn't they come to greet me?

  Lowering her head to ask her precious son, "Hey, did you see the person who just went out? Did you recognize which auntie or Nuna it was?"

  He didn't notice those at all, his attention was on the toys prepared by the staff. He pointed to a fluffy little lion with his small hand and said "Daddy, I want!"

  Xiao Huhu has grown up a lot and can pronounce many syllables very accurately, and express himself more accurately too.

  ......

  "Zhi Xian, why are you crying?" As soon as she got back in the car, Lee Zhi Xian's manager noticed her tear stains...

  "Just went in to look for something and was scolded by the staff!" In Korea, whether you're a model or any other artist, your status is not high, it's too normal for staff to scold people...

  The broker also knew that Li Zhi Xian, no matter what the reason was, wasn't being scolded for the first time now, and crying so miserably, must have been scolded severely. "Hmph, what's so great about this place? From now on, we'll never come here again!"