Chapter Eighteen She Was Not Herself

  Chu Yiran and the woman walked together, with more smiles on their faces.

  Later she had naively thought that Chu Yiran's feelings for that woman were just a temporary infatuation.

  The woman died later on.

  He was decadent for a whole year, spending his days with cigarettes and alcohol.

  Until five years ago, he suddenly said to her: "Qin Yue, let's try being together."

  At that time she was overjoyed. She thought heaven had begun to bless her.

  She thought if Yan Jin died, she could make him fall in love with her.

  But she found that there was almost no smile on his face.

  She just realized she was wrong again.

  Maybe if she hadn't gone abroad to study back then, they would have really been together.

  But she really missed out on three whole years.

  Although they are already engaged, outsiders all say she is the future young mistress of the Chu family.

  But she knew he didn't love her and never would.

  He loved Jin'er, that heart-wrenching woman.

  He once said to her: "Qin Yue, if you find the one you truly love, go after him. I will still bless you."

  At that time, she felt as if a bucket of cold water was poured directly over her head.

  "Chu Yiran, anyone can say this, but you are the least qualified."

  Although he knew she loved him, he wanted her to go find someone else.

  Chu Yiran once said that in this life, he only loved one woman, and that was Jin'er.

  She knew she had really missed the best time, and it was her own hands that pushed love away.

  She began to envy that woman.

  She suddenly wished that if the woman was still alive, how good it would be.

  Unfortunately, the woman was no longer there.

  After returning from the company, Chu Yiran returned home and felt something was off as soon as he walked in the door.

  The kitchen is shining...

  That feeling is too familiar, just like she's still here...

  He walked in quickly and saw a familiar figure, a familiar back...

  "Jin'er?" He softly called out, his voice so low that only he could hear it.

  He seemed to be afraid that as soon as he made a sound, the person in front of him would disappear.

  She seemed to sense him, turned around, saw him and smiled at him, then walked over, stood in front of him with a gentle face, and softly said: "You're back."

  Lin Wan smiled all over her face: "I've made dinner for you, go wash your hands, and we can eat soon."

  Chu Yiran stared at her face, which was almost identical to the person he had been thinking about day and night, and for a moment, he was completely stunned.

  It took her a long time to realize that she wasn't her, but just looked like her.

  Her face was instantly covered with frost: "How did you end up here?"

  Lin Wen's head drooped slightly in some trepidation.

  Then she spoke softly: "I asked Li Ma, and she said you would come here tonight. So..."

  Chu Yiran looked at her, and the cold ice between his eyebrows did not decrease.

  He furrowed his brow, his black pupils shrinking, his face suddenly sinking, and his thin lips spat out words without temperature: "Go back."

  "Actually, I didn't drive here, can I..."

  "I'll call the driver to take you."

  He coldly interrupted her words, no longer looking at her, and walked towards the stairs with a chilly demeanor.

  Lin Wan started to get anxious.

  She can't give up like this.

  Just now when she saw his gentle and affectionate gaze at her, she made up her mind that she couldn't give up tonight.

  But when he saw the frost on his face, she couldn't help but retreat in her heart.

  Why did she work so hard for him but he treated her as a bed companion and substitute?

  She couldn't bear it every time he and she were intimate, his mouth was full of that woman.

  But she had no choice but to endure it.

  Hurriedly catching up to him, grabbing his arm: "Yiran, I don't want to go back, you haven't come to see me for a long time!"

  After finishing speaking, she hugged him from behind.

  "Let go." His voice was laced with anger, his face even more frighteningly pale.

  Ke Linwen couldn't see, and even pitifully said: "I don't want to."

  Chu Yiran's face flashed with anger for an instant, and he said in a cold voice: "Don't push me."