Chapter 91: The Pain in Chu Shao's Heart

  Chu Yiran returned directly to the villa from the private club, walked straight to the counter, took out a bottle of whiskey from the wine cabinet and went upstairs to the master bedroom, then closed the door.

  Chu Yiran looked at the master bedroom which was still decorated exactly the same as six years ago, not a single change, and then saw the photos of him and Yan Jin together in the room.

  His heart couldn't help but ache with pain.

  Just thinking about the accident six years ago that made him lose his beloved woman forever, her heart ached.

  It hurts, it hurts so much, it's killing me.

  Chu Yiran opened the bottle cap and poured a mouthful of strong liquor into his mouth fiercely.

  He wished he could hold her tightly in his arms like six years ago.

  But this became a dream he could never fulfill.

  After that accident, when the police said her Jin'er had died in that accident. This fact made him decadent for a whole year.

  Apart from getting drunk with liquor and abusing himself every day, he couldn't think of a way to stop thinking about the news that his most beloved woman had passed away.

  The year Yan Jin died, he lived a life like a walking corpse, spending the whole year in a daze. He had no idea what he was doing, as if he had lost his soul.

  Even his parents and good brothers told him something, he felt like he didn't hear it.

  There was only one fragment in his mind: Jin'er was dead. All of this was caused by him alone.

  If it weren't for his father's critical illness at the time, he probably wouldn't have known how long he would be in a slump.

  It may be for a lifetime.

  Later, he once thought that his Jin'er was just playing a joke on him and would return home when she got tired. He also once thought that as long as he went home and opened the door, he could see his Jin'er sitting on the sofa waiting for him to come back, just like usual.

  But all of that was just an illusion. Faced with reality, he felt like he was going to die.

  That kind of love that has penetrated into his bones, yet he can never see her again, really makes him feel like he is going to die.

  It hurts, it hurts so much, that suffocating feeling is like taking away all his breath.

  His heart was in extreme pain, as if he had a heart attack.

  He has always regretted telling her that if Yang Qiner was pregnant with his child, she wouldn't have stupidly committed suicide.

  He had forgotten that Jin Er was a person who was devoted to love and would not tolerate any impurities.

  Actually, he and Yang Qiner were an accident. On her birthday, the two of them had a fight, he went to a bar to get drunk, didn't know who called Yang Qiner saying he was at the bar, he initially thought Yang Qiner was Yan Jin, that's why that accident happened.

  But on that day, he spoke too much because he didn't trust her.

  It was him, he killed Jin Er.

  Just thinking about it; six years ago, Jin'er's disappointed and painful eyes, just thinking about her waking up with a fever that year, his heart hurts.

  She should have hated him to death!

  "Damn it!" His fist slammed heavily onto the desktop, the physical pain was nothing compared to the ache in his heart.

  All these years, he has been shuttling among the flowers, and all the women he has found have one characteristic, that is, they have a place similar to Jin'er.

  Lin Wan, it was because she and Jin Er had three or four similarities that he brought her back.

  He took another few sips of strong liquor, and his thoughts slowly drifted away. The only clear image in his mind was the beautiful figure of Jin'er.

  "Jin'er ~ Jin'er ~ I miss you so much, Jin'er ~ I really miss you!"

  Chu Yiran slowly closed his eyes and murmured.

  Only when he thinks of Yan Jin does he put down all his aloofness and seek a sense of security like a lonely child.