"The false-gods do not fear the strong; they fear the ones who were weak once, who learned, who endured. The isekai’d are the most terrifying of all, for they have died before—and will not fear death again." — High Oracle Maelis
The night was settling in a way I hadn't anticipated. Eating alone had become a quiet ritual, the warmth of the pigeon meat a small comfort in the vast, cold cave. Tonight, however, the usual solitude was interrupted. So I did mental revision just to be sure I didn't miss anything.
Monire appeared first, a shadow detaching itself from the flickering firelight. He settled beside me, uninvited, his face a mask of careful neutrality – the same expression he wore when he wanted something but didn't want to ask. I kept my gaze on my bowl, the steam rising in the cool air. Monire. The leech. Always sniffing out where the advantage lies. My thoughts were cold, clinical. He saw me handle that boy earlier. He saw Bronlo's look. Now he's testing the waters.
A few moments later, Kael arrived. The soft, rhythmic drag of his clubfoot against the stone floor announced his presence before I saw him. He sat across from us, his unfinished bark basket, a testament to his quiet diligence, left forgotten near the main hearth. He folded his legs slowly, his lean frame hunched slightly, his face unreadable in the shifting light. Kael. The observer. Green eyes that see too much for this place. He's not like the others. He's afraid, yes, but he's also... smart & curious.
Three figures huddled by the fire's edge. Three bowls held in calloused hands. Three distinct silences stretched between us. I felt their eyes on me, quick, darting glances from the corners of their vision. They were weighing each other’s presence and my presence, testing the invisible boundaries of this unexpected gathering. They feel the shift. The unease after Bronlo's display. They're looking for an anchor. Something solid in the rising tide.
I decided to break the quiet, a calculated move to gauge their intentions. "Didn't think you two were the eat-together type," I said, my voice level, giving nothing away.
Monire's lips curved into that familiar crooked grin, a flash of white in the dimness. "The fire's warm here," he said, his eyes flicking towards the central blaze, then back to me. "And the view's nice."
"Mm," I replied, spearing a piece of meat with my sharpened stick. "You mean the fire. The fire's nice." The subtle emphasis on "fire" was deliberate. He seeks warmth, yes. But more, he seeks proximity to power. He thinks I might be the rising flame. Monire's grin widened slightly, acknowledging the unspoken.
Kael chuckled, a dry, rough sound that ended in a soft cough. His green eyes, sharp even in the dim light, met mine for a brief moment before dropping to his bowl. "Just tired of sitting with people who only talk about piss contests and the size of their rabbit hauls," he said, his voice low.
"Rabbits are a serious matter," I said dryly, taking a slow bite of the meat. "They'll be the foundation of our glorious empire someday." A jab at their limited perspective. A hint of something more, something they can't yet grasp.
Monire snorted, a puff of air in the firelight. "Long as I'm not paying taxes in fur pellets."
A brief, shared laugh flickered between us, a small spark of connection in the tense air. It wasn't about the joke; it was about the shared moment, the unspoken acknowledgment of something different happening here. They respond to a different kind of interaction. Not just grunts and boasts. This is... interesting.
Then Kael's voice, low and serious, cut through the fragile camaraderie. His gaze lifted from the flames, fixed on me. "Do you think Bronlo meant to kill that boy today? Or was it all show?" The question hung in the air, sharp and heavy, like the flint blade itself. It was a direct question, devoid of Monire's usual angling. He sees the layers. He understands the brutality wasn't just random.
I let the fire crackle, the silence stretching, allowing the weight of the question to press down on them. I watched their faces, the subtle tension around Monire's eyes, the quiet intensity in Kael's gaze.
"He meant it," I said finally, my voice flat, devoid of emotion. "But that doesn't mean it wasn't a show." Bronlo wanted to instill fear. He succeeded. But he also revealed his hand. A mistake.
Monire leaned forward, his eyes narrowed, the opportunist scenting danger and opportunity. "You think he's planning something?"
I met his gaze, my own eyes cold and unwavering. "Everyone's always planning something," I said. And I am planning the most of all. "The difference is who gets caught thinking out loud." Bronlo thought he was speaking in a language of power they'd understand. He didn't realize I speak a deadlier one.
Kael's gaze dropped back to the flickering from the flames dancing in his bowl. "What about the family they caught? The banished ones?" His voice was barely above a whisper, but the question held a quiet weight. He feels something for them. Pity? Or just the cold logic of their fate?
"Convenient timing," I murmured, chewing slowly, the taste of the meat a distant sensation. "They show up just as Bronlo needs to remind everyone who's in charge. Unfortunate for them." A grim, almost imperceptible twist of my lips. "Almost poetic." Sacrifices on the altar of tribal power.
"You think he'll keep them?" Kael asked. "Or send them back into the dark?"
I shook my head, the movement slow and deliberate. "They'll be tools, one way or another. That's how power works here." Resources to be exploited. Lives measured only by their utility.
Monire frowned, the careful neutrality on his face slipping for a moment, revealing a flicker of unease. "You talk like someone who's not part of the tribe."
I looked at him, my gaze unwavering. The coldness I felt inside, the detachment from their primitive concerns, must have shown in my eyes. "I'm part of the fire," I said, my voice low, a statement of deliberate otherness. "Not the herd." I am not bound by their rules, their fears, their limited perspectives. I am something else.
The words landed in the silence, heavy and final. Monire fell silent, chewing thoughtfully, the opportunist in him assessing this new facet of my personality, calculating the risk and reward of aligning with someone who stood apart. Kael, quiet as always, nursed his thin bowl of broth, his hand trembling slightly, his eyes flicking nervously towards the cluster of elders gathered around the main fire. He feels the fear radiating from them. He sees the fragility of their traditions.
Their voices were low, cautious, a hushed murmur that was distinctly different from their usual boisterous myth-spinning. They sounded like men afraid to wake something. These weren't just stories tonight; they were strategic conversations, the only safe topic after the brutal display Bronlo had orchestrated. Nobody wanted to dwell on castration rituals and dominance when paranoia was a physical presence in the cave, clinging to every shadow, making every sentence a potential weapon.
Old Yorat, his breath misting in the cool cave air, leaned closer to the central fire. His one good eye, ancient and sharp, gleamed with the reflected light. "This year is not like others," he rasped, his voice hoarse with age and too many cold nights. "The spirits of the woods are restless."
"More than restless," Jarn whispered, his voice barely audible. "There's word from the friendly tribes – those who still speak to us. People are vanishing. Entire hunting parties. No tracks. No screams. Just... gone."
An elder scoffed, puffing out his cheeks, a sound of forced bravado. "Bah. They wandered into a bear's den or cracked their skulls on a frozen ravine. Fear makes fools of old men."
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"No," Yorat said sharply, his single eye fixing the scoffer with a gaze that held the weight of countless winters. "Then explain the footprints that stop mid-stride. The blood trails that lead to empty spaces. The smell – like rot... but not of the dead. Like something wearing a corpse's skin."
A heavy silence fell over the gathered elders, spreading outwards like a ripple. Even the main fire seemed to dim, its dance becoming less lively, as if listening.
I took another bite of pigeon meat, chewing slowly, letting the familiar taste and warmth dull the sharp edge of unease that was beginning to coil in my gut. I had noticed it, too. The unnatural stillness in the forest when there should have been wind. The rustle of leaves that sounded too deliberate. The faint, unsettling scent near the river's edge – not the smell of decay, but something wrong. The way shadows seemed to detach themselves from the cave walls and move when they shouldn't. Rule Eight: The Dead Do Not Rest Easily. If a body is left unburied, there is a reason. The words from the Reincarnation Scroll echoed in my mind, chillingly relevant.
But I had told no one. Let the mad speak in riddles, I had thought, watching them with a detached, calculating eye. I'll prepare in silence. My wards were my answer to the spirits of the woods, my hexed iron a deterrent to the Fae. Their fear was a tool; my preparation was the weapon.
At the cave's entrance, the younger warriors began the nightly ritual, but this night they were placing the heavy stones to seal us in, not wood. It was a simple precaution, a habit ingrained over generations. But tonight, it felt different. It felt less like keeping the cold out, and more like trying to keep something else at bay. The grating sound of the stones sliding into place was a physical manifestation of the fear that now permeated the cave.
The elders continued their hushed conversation, their voices dropping further, becoming almost reverent as they spoke of the encroaching darkness.
"The tribe must move," someone said, a desperate suggestion, a voice strained with fear.
Bronlo's voice, a harsh, cutting sound, sliced through the quiet. "And go where? We leave now, in this cold, and we'll lose half the tribe before sunrise."
"Better half die in the frost," came the reply, a voice I didn't recognize, grim and resolute, "than all vanish into the dark."
That chilled me more than the cave's icy breath. They understand the stakes. Total annihilation. And they are right to be afraid.
I stared into the fire, watching the flames warp and sway. Shapes seemed to form within them, if you looked too long – faces, limbs, twisting shadows. Or perhaps it was just my own fractured mind finally succumbing to the madness of this world. Or perhaps... the fire knows things they don't.
Then I felt the nudge against my arm.
Monire, a forced smile on his face, the tension around his eyes betraying his attempt at casualness. "Come," he whispered, jerking his chin towards the darker recesses of the cave. "Let the old men tell ghost stories. I'd rather sit where it's quiet." He seeks escape. And he sees me as a potential route.
Kael followed, his limp a soft drag in the dirt, still chewing thoughtfully, his gaze distant. He didn't speak, but his presence was a quiet statement. He is drawn to the conversation, to the fear, but also... to me. We moved away from the central fire, into a darker corner where the light barely reached and the rough stone walls seemed to press in closer.
We settled onto worn furs and scattered bones, finding a patch of relative quiet, only half-lost to the muffled murmurs of the elders and the grating sound of the stone seal being closed.
"Well," Kael muttered, exhaling sharply, the sound a release of held tension. "That was a steaming pile of dung." His green eyes, sharp and intelligent, met mine. He sees the performance. The fear masked by bluster.
Monire shot him a quick, sideways glance, a flicker of annoyance crossing his face. "You don't believe any of it?"
Kael snorted, a short, humorless sound. "I believe something's out there," he said, his gaze flicking towards the sealed entrance, a rare display of outward fear. "But I'm more worried about the danger in here." His eyes swept across the darker parts of the cave, lingering for a moment on the area where Bronlo slept. He understands the immediate threat. The human one.
We all paused then, a shared moment of stillness. Our eyes flicked towards one another in the dim light. No one spoke the words aloud, but the fear of misplaced trust hung heavy in the air. We were all measuring, hinting, calculating who might turn on whom when the lights went out completely. They are afraid of each other. Good. Fear is a powerful motivator. And a useful tool.
"Danger's everywhere," I said quietly, stating the obvious truth of this world. "But hauling the entire tribe through snow and ice, with the wind howling like a beast's breath on our necks? That's not survival. That's suicide." I tore another piece of meat from the bone, the physical act grounding me as my thoughts raced. Days of work, etching hidden wards into the cave stones, carefully placing traps beyond the treeline, pushing my aura to the brink until my heart nearly gave out last week – all of it anchored to this place. We leave, and that's all wasted. My investment. My power base. I will not abandon it for their fear.
"Then what?" Monire pressed, leaning in slightly, his voice urgent, sensing a decision point. "Just sit here and hope whatever's out there asks nicely before it tears the cave apart?" He wants a solution. He wants me to provide it.
I didn't have a good answer for them. Not one that would comfort them, anyway. My answer was already forming, cold and ruthless, in the plotting corners of my mind.
Kael stirred the dirt with a stick, his gaze distant, lost in thought. "I heard strange noises again in the forest," he said, his voice low, hesitant.
That caught my attention. My internal alarm system, always humming, sharpened. He heard it too. "What kind of noises?"
He hesitated, searching for the words, his brow furrowed in concentration. "Low... and wet," he said finally. "Not animal. Not wind. It felt... wrong. Moved too fast. Couldn't tell where it was coming from." His description was precise, unsettling. Not Fae. Not beast. Something else.
Monire shivered, pulling his furs tighter around his shoulders, a genuine display of fear. "Maybe the trees are learning to talk." He attempted a weak joke, but his eyes were wide. He seeks to lighten the mood, but his fear is palpable.
I didn't laugh. Neither did Kael. The humor was thin, stretched too tight.
"Whatever it is," I said quietly, my gaze fixed on the sealed entrance, the stone now a solid barrier, "it's coming closer. We've all felt it. The air's too still. The dark too quiet." The world is holding its breath.
Kael nodded slowly, his green eyes meeting mine, a shared understanding passing between us that excluded Monire. "Do you think we'll survive the winter?" he asked, the weariness and fear in his voice raw.
"No," I replied, my voice flat, devoid of emotion. "Not all of us." The thought settled in my mind, cold and sharp: Yeah. I will make sure every Bronlo family member is dead by the end of winter. Survival was not guaranteed for the tribe. But for me? My survival was paramount. And their deaths were a necessary step.
The fire behind us popped, a sudden, sharp sound, sending a small ember dancing across the dirt floor like a fleeting, burning thought.
Monire shifted uncomfortably, the sound of the ember and my words unsettling him. "Well," he muttered, forcing a lightness he didn't feel, "that's comforting."
"Truth usually isn't," I said, the words a simple statement of fact in this brutal world.
The silence that followed wasn't peaceful. It was the kind that clung to your skin, heavy and oppressive, settling deep into your bones. The crackle and pop of the main fire seemed distant now, its warmth reaching only so far into our shadowed corner. We sat there for a while longer, eating in silence, our senses heightened, listening to the darkness press in at the edges of the firelight, a palpable presence just beyond the stone and wood.
Eventually, Monire sighed, a sound of weary resignation, and stretched, cracking his neck, a physical release of tension. "Either way," he said, his voice low, "we'll need strength. If we move, it'll be a test of endurance. If we stay..." His gaze shifted towards the sealed stone at the entrance, his voice dropping to a near whisper. "It'll be a test of everything else." He understands the core problem. The need for strength. He just doesn't understand the kind of strength I possess, or the lengths I will go to acquire more.
When we finally stood, there were no goodbyes, no parting words. Just a quiet understanding that something had shifted between us. We each went to our sleeping spots. Kael limped towards his familiar corner, his green eyes thoughtful. Monire vanished into the deeper shadows of the cave, a ghost in the dim light, already calculating the night's events. And I? I lay down on my furs, the cold stone beneath me a reminder of the harsh reality.
But sleep didn't come. My mind buzzed, that little paranoid part of me wide awake and screaming. What if they were right? What if something was out there, watching? Waiting? My wards and hexed iron were surely annoying the Fae, a thought that brought a flicker of grim satisfaction, but I knew, with a chilling certainty, that there was more danger out there than just Fae and animals. And there was a closer danger, lurking within the cave itself. Bronlo sleeps. Unaware that his death warrant has been signed.
I turned onto my side, the shadows on the cave walls flickering like hungry flames. My thoughts were cold, precise, and utterly ruthless. I wasn't just planning for survival anymore. I was plotting murder. A king must eliminate threats to his throne. Even in a cave. Especially in a cave.
For the first time in a long while, I felt small. The vastness of the unknown threat outside, the brutal reality of the power struggle within. And the weight of the path I was choosing. And again, I didn't like it. But I will not falter. I will not be weak.
I waited, listening to the sounds of the sleeping tribe, the wind outside, the unsettling silence beyond. Every creak of the stone, every gust of wind, every rustle of fur was a piece of information.
Because my paranoia doesn't sleep. It is my shield. My weapon.
And tonight, neither would I. Not easily.