Chapter Seven Emotions
"My little ancestor, Mom can agree to anything for you, but this thing is not okay." Looking at her son rolling on the ground, Zhang Yun had a helpless face and could only softly coax him, "As long as you behave yourself and stay in the old house for half a month, Mom will buy you the game console you like."
"No! Just no!" Fang Zipeng refused to compromise, even if he didn't go to the old house, as long as he made a fuss, Zhang Yun would buy it for him without hesitation.
"What do you want then? Mom has already agreed with you." Zhang Yun had no way to deal with this spoiled son, so she could only entice him with benefits.
"I won't go to the Zhang's house if I go to the old mansion!" Fang Zipeng cleverly proposed an exchange condition, and compared to Grandpa, it was obviously more frightening to whip him with his maternal grandfather.
"That won't do, isn't it always like this during winter and summer vacations every year? You have to stay for half a month on both sides. Your grandfather and uncle haven't seen you for so long, they must be missing you terribly. As long as you behave yourself, they will give you whatever you want." Zhang Yun said softly.
Zhang Yun never had any expectations for the children, this was her only persistence, every holiday she would have a battle of wits with these two kids. Fortunately, this year her daughter finally understood and didn't come to make trouble. She glanced at Fang Zixuan, who was seriously holding her rice bowl, concentrating on chewing, as if everything around her had nothing to do with her.
Eating a meal can be so serious, Zhang Yun was attracted by Fang Zixuan's serious eating appearance and couldn't help but take a few more glances at her, and suddenly forgot that his son was still rolling on the ground.
After she recovered from the car accident, it's unclear whether she suddenly matured or entered a rebellious adolescence overnight. She became unpredictable and her mother couldn't understand her thoughts at all. Of course, she had never tried to figure out her daughter's mind either, as long as the child didn't cause any major trouble, she generally adopted a permissive attitude.
No matter what, after the car accident, it can be said that she was fortunate in misfortune, at least she became more easy-going. However, her car accident caused such a big commotion, although the matter was suppressed by her own brother, but the two old men have always been dissatisfied. This time when she goes back, I don't know if they will give her a hard time or not.
Fang Zixuan was indeed eating seriously, when her brother smashed the bowl, she didn't even move an eyebrow. Her mother stared at her in a daze, and she didn't have any feelings either. What they did had nothing to do with her, so naturally, she wouldn't go stir up trouble.
Scientific research has shown that chewing each mouthful of food about 30 times is ideal, as it not only benefits the body's absorption of nutrients but also has a miraculous effect on preventing obesity and weight loss. In addition, in the large amount of saliva secreted during thorough chewing, there are 15 enzymes that can effectively break down carcinogenic substances in food. Chewing each mouthful of food more than 30 times, with each meal lasting over 45 minutes, is the foundation for maintaining health.
For her, who has always been doing everything with an extremely serious attitude, eating is also a matter worth taking seriously. At least compared to watching Zhang Yun and Fang Zikai's farce, eating seems more important.
Fang Zipeng struggled on the ground for a while. His sister ignored him, and his mother was in a daze. Who was this performance for?
He was sitting on the ground in a daze, Fang Zixuan had already finished eating and politely greeted Zhang Yun before preparing to return to her room. As she passed by him, she suddenly stopped in her tracks, looking thoughtful at the floor, then at Fang Zipeng's dusty face, "The floor is cleaner."
This was a flat statement, she said and left, from head to toe did not look at Fang Zikai more than once, but the English sister who had been silently serving on the side was teased into laughing out loud.
Fang Zikong only reacted now, getting so angry that he almost spat out blood. Although he and his sister weren't close, they had a high degree of consistency and tacit understanding when it came to not wanting to go to their grandfather's and maternal grandfather's homes. Every time, they would force their mother to agree to their unreasonable demands before going, but this year she not only betrayed them, but also kicked them while they were down!
Good! Fang Zixuan, this matter is settled between us!
Fang Zixuan didn't have much objection to going to the Fang family's old house and Zhang's house. From a young age, she had been taught not to disobey her elders. Even if she was unwilling, Zhang Yun was still her mother, and she must respect and obey her reasonable demands. Moreover, the request to stay at her grandfather's house for half a month was reasonable, and it didn't make much difference to her where she lived.
If she had been as naughty and spoiled as Fang Zikai when she was a child, her grandfather would have punished her by making her kneel in front of their ancestors' shrine for a whole day and night without food.
She followed her mother into the Fang family, but at that moment when she entered the door, a strange emotion rose from the bottom of her heart, as if an invisible giant hand was tightly grasping her heart, whether it was hope, despair or even hatred...
She was somewhat dazed, this kind of emotion shouldn't belong to her. Although this body is Fang Zixuan's, but the soul is hers, Chen Zheng's. She had no feelings for Fang's family, neither love nor hate. Then whose were these fragmented emotions?
Fragments of memories whirled rapidly in her mind again, those complex emotions carrying unspeakable sadness seeped into her objective and clear emotions bit by bit.
Are those memories and emotions what's left of that shattered soul?
Her breathing became slightly heavy, from the moment she took over this body, she had a faint feeling that the original Fang Zixuan's soul had shattered and disappeared, rather than living in her own time and space as Chen Zheng.
In her original timeline, she hadn't particularly paid attention to the Fang family and naturally didn't know how her former half-sister was doing. However, when she took over this body, she felt a strong sense of despair. That person had no attachment or emotions towards their life anymore, understanding it in a desperate and reckless way.
Although she didn't know the principle of soul transfer, she had always thought that apart from objective memories, Fang Zixuan's emotions had disappeared along with her soul. This unfamiliar emotion made her, who was usually calm and composed, start to panic a little.
Originally, Fang Zixuan and Chen Zheng had vastly different personalities, even to the point of being two extremes. Fang Zixuan was emotional, biased, and intense, while Chen Zheng had a strong sense of self-control and was extremely calm about everything, rarely showing any emotional excitement.
Fang Zixuan, who grew up smoothly and easily, couldn't bear setbacks and inexplicably wanted to end her own life. Chen Zheng, who had experienced the coldness and warmth of the world, always remembered "the heavens are resilient, a gentleman perseveres with unyielding dedication", and lived on steadfastly.
She couldn't understand Fang Zixuan, the original owner, and naturally wouldn't agree with everything she did. She found this feeling extremely repulsive and tried her best to suppress the complex emotions that were rising up. As long as she wasn't controlled by these emotions, she would still be herself.