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Chapter 16: Experiments

  The tower was silent, long past the hour when even the most diligent apprentices had given in to exhaustion. The corridors stretched before her, bathed in the pale glow of floating lanterns, their dim light flickering against the ancient stone walls, casting long, shifting shadows that seemed to breathe with the movement of the air. Each step she took was careful, deliberate, her pulse hammering so loudly in her ears that she half-expected it to give her away.

  She knew she was alone, yet the weight of her secrecy made her hyperaware of every creak in the floor, every rustle of fabric as she moved. It wasn’t just the risk of being caught that sent shivers racing down her spine, it was the knowledge of what she was about to attempt. The thought of failure pressed heavily against her ribs, an oppressive reminder of all the times she had fallen short. But alongside that fear, something else coiled within her, something restless and undeniable, exhilaration.

  This was different. Tonight, she wasn’t here to prove herself to anyone else. She wasn’t here to struggle under the gaze of instructors who had long since given up on her. This was her own path, her own discovery, and for the first time in as long as she could remember, that thought alone was enough to keep her moving forward.

  She pushed open the heavy doors, the creak of the hinges echoing through the stillness like a whispered warning. The vast chamber stretched before her, cavernous and quiet, its high arched ceilings shrouded in darkness. The floating lanterns bobbed gently, their glow casting elongated shadows across the polished floor, flickering like silent specters that had borne witness to every failure, every misstep she had made here.

  Tonight, though, the space felt different. It held its breath, waiting. There were no mocking eyes to pierce her confidence, no disappointed stares to weigh her down, no instructors poised to remind her of her shortcomings. The only presence in the hall was her own, and the quiet, thrilling possibility of something different.

  Taking her place in the center of the hall, she exhaled slowly, willing herself to steady despite the tremors that ran through her hands. The vast emptiness of the space surrounded her, pressing against her skin like the weight of unspoken expectations, but tonight, she would not let it crush her. Tonight would be different.

  She was not here to repeat old failures, not here to force magic into rigid shapes that refused to bend to her will. She was here to unmake those limits, to tear apart the structure of everything she had been taught and piece it together in a way that made sense to her. This was no longer about proving herself to anyone else. It was about discovery, about stepping beyond the confines of what had been dictated as possible.

  Tonight, she would try something new, and for the first time, she felt as though the magic itself was waiting to see what she would do next.

  Elya lifted her hands, shaping the first test in her mind. A simple light spell—something she had cast before, though never well. The familiar incantation hovered on her lips, but she hesitated for a heartbeat, steadying herself. This time, she would not approach it as she had before, not with the brute force of sheer will, nor with the desperate hope that if she just tried harder, the magic would hold. No, this was something else entirely.

  She envisioned the spell's framework, the intricate lattice of energy she had memorized from years of study. But instead of pouring more power into it, instead of straining to extend its lifespan, she would fold it inward, condensing its structure, compacting it like a knot tightening upon itself. It was not about expansion, it was about refinement, about layering the spell atop itself like pressing one diagram onto its reflection, forcing the magic to occupy a smaller, denser space without breaking.

  Her pulse thrummed in her ears as she adjusted the incantation in her mind, shaping the words like a sculptor refining a delicate carving. If she was right, if magic was as flexible as she believed, then this was not just an experiment, it was the first step toward unraveling something far greater than herself.

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  She spoke the incantation, her voice barely above a whisper, and the air around her seemed to tighten, as if bracing for something unseen. The shift was immediate, more pronounced than she had ever felt before. The energy did not slip through her fingers as it had so many times before, vanishing into the ether before it could fully form. Instead, it coiled, gathering with a sense of purpose, responding not just to her will but to the precise structure she had given it.

  It surged differently this time, a current running beneath her skin, threading itself into the lattice of the spell with an almost sentient awareness. It did not resist her; it followed, shifting to fit the shape she demanded. For the first time, it did not feel like she was simply casting a spell, it felt like she was guiding something that had been waiting to be directed, a force that had always been there but had never been given the right form.

  For a single, brilliant second, the light roared to life, a radiant burst that outshone every hesitant flicker that had come before. It was not the fragile, sputtering glow of past attempts, but something fuller, something undeniable. It burned twice as bright as it ever had, its edges crisp, its glow unwavering, as if the magic itself had finally found its true shape.

  For that breathless moment, it did not struggle, did not falter, it simply existed, vibrant and whole, balanced in a way she had never felt before. It pulsed against her skin, the energy folding into itself with a precision she had never achieved, as if she had finally uncovered the rhythm it had always been meant to follow.

  And then, without warning, it collapsed. The brilliance winked out like a star consumed by the void, and the energy wrenched itself away, draining so fast it felt as though something inside her had been torn apart. The void it left behind was staggering, the sudden absence almost more painful than failure itself.

  The energy tore itself free from her grasp, yanking away with such sudden force that she barely had time to inhale before her knees gave out beneath her. It was as if something inside her had snapped, a tether too weak to hold back the flood. The sensation was not just loss, it was rupture, as if the magic had briefly belonged to her and then violently abandoned her, unwilling to be contained.

  Her vision blurred as she fell, the world tilting sideways, weightless and crushing all at once. A distant part of her mind registered the impact as she hit the cold stone floor, but the exhaustion that crashed over her was so overwhelming that it drowned out everything else. It wasn’t just fatigue, it was emptiness, a void where something powerful had been only moments before, leaving her breathless, her chest rising and falling in desperate, shallow gulps. The room spun, the ceiling above her a haze of flickering lantern light and formless shadows. She had never felt so drained, so hollowed out, as though the magic had taken a piece of her with it when it fled.

  She lay there, chest rising and falling in ragged breaths, the chill of the floor seeping through her robes like ice creeping into her bones. Every muscle trembled, not just from exhaustion but from something deeper, something raw and unfamiliar. It was not the ache of simple overexertion but the lingering imprint of magic that had, for one fleeting moment, responded to her in a way it never had before.

  For the first time, her magic had done something different. Not because she had forced more power into it, not because she had tried harder, but because she had restructured what was already there, reshaped it, bent it, twisted it into something new. And for that single moment, it had obeyed. It had acknowledged her.

  She squeezed her eyes shut, replaying the moment in her mind, feeling the lingering echo of the energy as it had moved through her, as if it had imprinted itself onto her very being. The memory of it still crackled beneath her skin, not quite pain, not quite power, but something in between, a force she had barely touched, yet one that had answered her. It hadn’t been perfect. It had nearly broken her. But for one impossibly brief moment, she had held something real, something undeniable, something that had responded not to tradition, not to expectation, but to her.

  Proof.

  A fragile, breathtaking proof that magic was not what she had been told. That it was something more, something waiting to be unraveled, understood, reshaped. And if she had found this by defying the rules, what else lay hidden in the spaces between?

  She didn’t know if she could refine it, if she could make it stable, if her body could withstand the strain. Every nerve in her body still throbbed from the aftermath, the phantom imprint of power lingering beneath her skin, reminding her that she had touched something raw, something dangerous.

  But she had to try again. She had to chase that fleeting moment, to grasp the edges of what she had glimpsed and pull it fully into existence. It was no longer just about proving herself, it was about uncovering something deeper, something buried beneath centuries of rigid structure. Failure had always felt like a wall closing in around her, but now it felt like a door she was one step away from breaking open. And she would break it open, no matter what it took.

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