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For Lin Changming, this night was a sleepless one. He tossed and turned in bed, his mind racing with thoughts. One moment he thought of the warm memories of when he and Feng Wan had just fallen in love, the next moment he thought of his wife's ruthlessness back then.
There are many crossroads in a person's life, and how to walk through them depends on one's own decisions. Lin Changming is now at the center of such a crossroads, although he has been slowing down his pace, greatly delaying his arrival at this crossroads, but Feng Wenyi's arrival has instantly transported him here.
Tonight, Lin Hong and Feng Wan also couldn't sleep.
Lin Hong couldn't sleep, this was his chronic problem. Ever since he fell down as a child, he had never truly slept in the real sense of the word. For him, sleeping soundly was an unattainable state.
He felt that his brain was always in a state of "turmoil".
It's an indescribable feeling, as if one's brain is like the heart, racing rapidly every moment, and with age, the frequency of the heartbeat also increases.
After these years of exploration, Lin Hong also gradually summarized some experience.
He found that his brain was like a very mischievous child, who had to be "managed" at all times. If he let it go unchecked, the child would immediately become uncontrollable and chaotic. The most direct manifestation of this result was his dizziness, and if it got worse, he would fall into a state of loss of control over his body.
So, his most common way of resting now "Closing eyes to nourish the spirit" is mainly for letting his eyeballs rest. At this time, his brain will not enter a state of rest, either thinking about recent concerns or dispersing his thoughts, going wild and crazy, in short, he can't stop, once stopped, problems will arise.
Lin Hong was deeply grateful to his master for teaching him the three-body style. In these years, if he hadn't persisted in practicing the three-body stance every day, he wouldn't have been able to persist at all. Only when he practiced the three-body stance every day did his brain enter a relatively empty and calm state, which was almost the only way his brain could relax.
Feng Wan couldn't sleep at all tonight either.
The instrument on the workbench, the wireless radio on the shelf, the world map on the wall with flags inserted all over it, and those several boxes filled with manuscripts that she couldn't understand...
All of this made her realize that her son was very different from his peers.
Then she started from scratch and carefully asked her son about every detail of his life since childhood.
Lin Hong's calm response caused her tears to flow continuously.
She only then realized that when she left, her son had accidentally fallen and hurt himself, and the injured area was his head. After hearing this, tears welled up in her eyes.
She cried and hugged her son, saying that if she had known about it at the time, she would have stayed behind then.
An accidental fall led to Lin Hong's unfortunate childhood, and Feng Wan blamed herself for it. If she hadn't insisted on leaving back then, maybe her son wouldn't have fallen, and he would have had a happy childhood.
Every time she thought of Lin Hong's childhood, due to injury leading to slow brain development and even walking became a problem, Feng Wen's tears flowed uncontrollably.
Under the lamplight, Feng Wan carefully examined Lin Hong's head and couldn't see any unusual signs at all, not even a scar.
On the other hand, she was also extremely shocked by her son's maturity and rationality.
All kinds of signs show that the son's current IQ is obviously much higher than his peers. When she learned that her son was first in class every time he took an exam and also won the gold medal in the Lingnan Province Math Olympiad, she became even more convinced of this idea.
When she heard Lin Hong mention Old Xu and Old Sun, she couldn't help but sigh at Lin Hong's good luck, having gained the favor of these two old men, one teaching him wireless knowledge and the other accepting him as a disciple to teach him martial arts.
Looking at Lin Hong sitting in front of the workbench, concentrating on calculating the results of the wireless competition, Feng Wan's eyes showed an unusually firm expression.
"Xiao Hong, Mom will never let you suffer again!" Feng Wen said to herself, "I don't care what others think, whether they accept it or not, he is still my son!"
Lin Hong's experience was far beyond her expectation. Originally, in her opinion, relying on Lin Changming's ability, even if the days in the countryside were a bit tight, Lin Hong would still have a good childhood. But who could have predicted that on the day she left, her son suddenly ended up in the hospital?
She found Lin Changming a bit strange, strange that he had never told her about such important things, and strange that he had a stubborn temper, unwilling to accept her material help.
However, she blamed herself more.
All these years of hard work, she gradually realized that it was not what she wanted. Her son is the one she cares about most, without her son by her side, she has no joy to speak of, nor any goal to continue striving for.
She was wrong back then, and she won't continue making mistakes. Lin Hong is the most important thing in her heart.
It was already late at night, and Feng Wan had been busy and tired all day. With the huge emotional ups and downs today, she was exhausted. So, she called Lin Hong to sleep.
Lin Hong hesitated for a moment, and finally went to bed obediently. Today, he said most of the things, but still reserved the fact that he couldn't sleep, just like before, only saying that he occasionally had insomnia.
In his heart, he vaguely felt that this problem should be difficult to cure, and he didn't want to see his parents worry about him and run around. So he pretended to fall asleep in his mother's arms.
Feng Wan soon fell into a deep sleep, while Lin Hong opened his eyes as her breathing gradually calmed down.
Looking at this face he had been thinking about day and night, Lin Hong's face gradually revealed a smile of understanding.
It feels great to have mom by my side!
The next day, Lin Hong finished his morning exercise and still didn't go to school, only asking Sun Wu to ask for leave on his behalf.
At breakfast in the morning, Feng Wan said to Lin Changming: "I want Xiao Hong to go back to Beijing with me."
Lin Changming was shocked by the words, and in a flash, he finished drinking the porridge in the bowl. Then he said: "Come to my room after you finish eating."
After finishing speaking, he went back to his own room.
Feng Wan didn't have the heart to eat anymore and immediately followed them.
Lin Hong stared at their receding backs in shock, unable to react for a long time.
Mom is going to take me to Beijing?!
The capital was indeed where he had always wanted to go, but in his plan, that was something for later after he got into college.
Are you going now?
What's Dad going to do? Is he going or not?
From young to old, the farthest place he has been is Dongling City.
"Xiao Hong, are you happy? Mom is going to take you back to Beijing!" Lu Fangfang chimed in at this time, "Beijing is much better than here, the streets have small cars and there are skyscrapers with dozens of floors."
Lin Hong turned his head and glanced at her, ignoring her, continuing to eat with his head down, he was still hungry.
“……”
Lu Fangfang was suddenly speechless, this was already her third time being stood up by Lin Hong.
"Little brat, I don't believe you can't handle it!" Lu Fangfang thought to herself.
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