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Chapter Thirty-Three: I Miss You So Much

  Especially now that she has a few points of intoxication, just now when Tang Man and Gu Jiaming were talking, she was drinking small mouthfuls beside them, but also poured down a lot of wine.

  The evening breeze blew over, cooling her down and clearing her head a lot.

  "Ruan Jiang Lin." She called out softly.

  Every word of his name was exceptionally clear in her mouth.

  Tang Man didnt know when he had completely drunk, lying on the table, his fingers still shaking.

  Still muttering "Gu Jiaming is an idiot" in his mouth.

  There was no response on the other end of the phone, so Jiang Yan continued to shout his name two more times.

  "Uh-huh." He responded.

  Jiang Yan didnt say anything else, she didnt know what to say.

  I just think its good this way.

  He didnt hang up the phone either, letting her take the lead, tonight he had a rare patience.

  With the cool air of autumn, the evening wind in Beicheng always blows with a biting chill.

  She wore a thin blouse today, and when the wind blew, it blew in from various parts of her sleeves, making her feel especially cool. She couldnt help but cough twice.

  "What are you doing?"

  Her cough brought him back to his senses, and he asked casually.

  "Ill have a drink." she replied.

  "Yourself?" His tone was slightly frivolous and playful.

  "With Tang Man."

  She didnt hide it.

  It was another moment of silence, Jiang Yan brought her mobile phone closer, turning the volume to its maximum, hoping that at this distance she could hear his breathing.

  The phone was too quiet until he spoke again: "Anything else?"

  Her fingers kept rubbing against the edge of the beer bottle cap, sliding round and round.

  The night breeze is autumns moving scenery, carrying with it the flavor of her unattainable longing, entwining around my heart circle after circle.

  "Ruan Jianglin, I miss you." Her voice was always accompanied by a chill, like autumn leaves, fluttering down one by one.

  Rarely has a little girls coquettishness been so naturally expressed, without the slightest hint of pretentiousness.

  He chuckled and then said, "Think of me? Think I can still run that fast."

  Ruan Jiang is good at grasping the subtlety of ambiguity, and in his hands, this emotional matter can be handled with ease, freely controlling the situation.

  He is a playboy, never claiming to be a decent person. He likes to have fun and his personality is too carefree, making it impossible for others to grasp him, like a handful of sand that will slip away whether you hold on tight or let go.

  Jiang Yans open romance is bittersweet and slightly sweet.

  "It was you who put me aside in the first place." She spoke with a tinge of grievance, as if she were saying that Ruan Jianglin owed her an apology.

  What she said is only half true.

  From an objective point of view, he didnt leave her aside, but instead took her with him every day.

  From Gingers inner heart, she seemed to be just a piece of accompaniment, a piece of accompaniment that anyone could replace.

  She wants more than this.

  "Are you thinking of many things?" he asked softly, Jiang Yan could even imagine that when he asked this question, he must have been very careless.

  At this thought, she suddenly changed her tone: "No, I dont want to think about it at all."

  She rarely showed her playful side in front of him, and Ruan Jianglin went along with it, lazily asking: "You just said you wanted to stay, how come you dont want to now? Little cheat."

  "That was just coaxing you, neither of us misses each other."

  If Gu Jia Ming and Tang Man were awake, they probably wouldnt believe that these words came out of Jiang Yans mouth. These words would likely drop their jaws in shock.

  He chuckled and said, "Jiang Yan, youre quite good."

  Jiang Yan didnt know whether his words were praise or something else, his tone was always ambiguous, making it hard to tell if he was being good or bad.

  Ruan Jianglin is this kind of person, after being around him for a long time, you cant help but learn his tricks for guessing peoples thoughts.

  That night, she didnt know how long she had been on the phone with Ruan Jianglin, but it seemed like a pretty long time.

  The two of them didnt have much to say, but they could drag out a single sentence for a long time, and after talking for a while, they would be quiet for a long time again.

  Jiang Yan didnt hang up until the boss of the barbecue shop said he was closing down.

  She stood still for a while, blowing the cold wind on her face, and waited until the temperature on her face gradually dissipated before standing up again.

  I dont know if it was because I was drunk or had been squatting for too long, but when I stood up, my footsteps were unsteady and I almost didnt stand firm.

  She also had to imagine how to deal with those two people who were already "paralyzed".

  Tang Man can be said to have drunk himself into a coma, Gu Jiaming could still try to revive him, Jiang Yan patted his back.

  He said he could go back by himself after being told to call his roommate for a pickup.

  As for Tang Man, Jiang Yan alone could handle it, but she was more worried about Gu Jiaming, fearing that he would not see clearly at night and get drunk, and directly crash into the utility pole.

  Fortunately, he later met his friend and brought Gu Jiaming back.

  Before leaving, she also said that she wanted to add a WeChat account for Jiang Yan so that after sending Gu Jiaming back, she could tell her something.

  Jiang Yan said it was unnecessary, and she helped Tang Man who found it inconvenient to look for her mobile phone in the bag.

  He saw her refusal and didnt force it, so he helped Gu Jiaming up from the armpit and walked towards the school.

  Jiang Yan made sure they had entered the school before taking Tang Man away.

  Tang Man is too tall, over 1.7 meters, a typical long-legged beauty, Jiang Yans height of 1.68 meters is not short, but when holding her, she still has to tiptoe to move.

  Tang Man bore the weight of the entire person on her own, and she was also very uncomfortable, muttering to herself about not feeling well.

  It wasnt easy to finally get a ride back, and when she put Tang Man on the bed, Jiang Yan was almost exhausted.

  She stood by the bed, panting nonstop, and her intoxication was completely gone.

  She should be grateful, at least Tang Mans wine quality is good, no trouble was made and she didnt vomit.

  "Will you drink less next time?"

  "The wine is good, I wont drink it next time." Tang Man seemed to have heard something and replied coldly.

  Jiang Yan was about to suspect that she wasnt drunk at all.

  Tang Man was clamoring for water all night, Jiang Yan didnt give her water, warmed up milk for her, and she fell asleep.

  After being messed around by her for a while, I returned to the room to find my phone and discovered there were messages.

  It was posted by Ruan Jiang 3 minutes ago.

  A few words, consistent with his usual style.

  "There is one thing."

  Theres one thing, but its okay, I miss her.

  She smiled and saved the message.

  The moonlight outside is quiet, but its the first autumn that doesnt feel so cool since Jiang Yan has memories.

  In other peoples impressions, she is always associated with autumn, too cold, too quiet, and always carrying a melancholy that doesnt belong to her age.

  Actually, Jiangyan didnt really like autumn, it was too cool.

  But whether its Kyoto or Bei Cheng, they are all northern cities, and autumn and winter are especially long.

  Her fingers tapped on the keyboard of the screen, and the words she had written before were deleted.

  "I dont just miss him a little, I miss him a lot."

  She has probably tasted a bit of the sweetness of romance, and now she is infatuated and greedy, hoping that those sprouts will bloom freely on the branch as soon as possible.

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