(48) Why am I so unworthy in everyone's eyes?

  "What are you spacing out for?" Wen Yan stretched out his hand and waved it in front of Song Min's eyes.

  "Alas, I'm about to become a senior soon." Song Min sighed, "This student ID has entered its countdown to expiration."

  Wen Yan rubbed Song Min's head, a smile playing on the corners of his lips. He wasn't very tall, but he always liked to sigh and pretend to be profound.

  "Not taking the postgraduate exam?" Wen Yan had heard it many times before, Song's mom complaining to his mom that Song Min would rather die than take the postgraduate exam. If he doesn't want to take it, then don't take it, Song's dad and mom seemed to be intentionally sending Song Min abroad.

  Song Min shook his head and spat it out, "Chinese department graduate students are of little use, and I don't want to take any other exams."

  I don't know what kind of madness she had when she signed up for college, but she was determined to study Chinese.

  "And I really hate studying." Song Min complained, she had always been particularly bad at math and physics before, so she took liberal arts, but didn't expect math to be not easy either...

  "Whatever." Song Hao didn't want to listen to Song Min. He hated studying and becoming a bookworm? Hated studying that would make him stay up all night memorizing books before the college entrance exam?

  "You're not convinced?" Song Min glanced at Song Hao.

  "Okay, okay, okay." Song Hao begged for mercy, not daring to go head-to-head with his sister. After all, Lisa was here and he wanted to set a good example for her. Moreover, Wen Yan Ge spoiled his sister so much that if they started arguing, Wen Yan Ge would definitely take his sister's side.

  Song Hao has already seen through Wen Yan's true nature.

  "Song Hao, I'm telling you, if a person can do well in something they don't like, then they can definitely do well in something they like." Song Min glanced at Song Hao, "So study hard and you'll be able to catch up with her."

  "Hey, hey, how did it become a 'urging Song Hao to study hard' meeting again?' Song Hao hastily interrupted Song Min's words, "Can I just have a good meal?"

  "Suit yourself." Song Min stopped talking, if others' opinions were not listened to then she had no choice.

  After everyone finished eating, they chatted idly while having dessert.

  "What's the plan after graduation?" Wen Yan handed a slice of pizza to Song Min.

  Song Min naturally took a bite and spoke while chewing, "Find a job based on your own ability."

  "Hmm." Wen Yan took a bite of the seafood fried rice and found it tasted pretty good, so he asked Song Min, "Want to try some?"

  "No." Song Min coldly refused.

  It seemed like she had already been rejected and lost her immunity, but Wen Yan continued eating her seafood rice without any awkwardness.

  After dinner, Wen Yan sent Lisa to her dad and mom's house. She is leaving tomorrow, and her luggage is still at Wen Yan's parents' house.

  Before leaving, he reminded Song Min to come back at night.

  "Sister, are you together with Wen Yan now?" Song Hao asked slyly on the way home.

  Song Hao felt that his sister and Wen Yan Ge were inseparable, at mealtimes, no matter what time, Wen Yan Ge's eyes only had his sister, couldn't see him and Lisa.

  "What's it to you?" Song Minbai shot back at Song Hao, "Mind your own business."

  "You two are together and didn't even tell everyone?" Song Hao continued to nag fearlessly.

  Song Min glared at Song Hao and threatened him, "If you dare to say a word more to Mom and Dad, you're dead for sure."

  Song Hao: “......”

  Song Min had been typing at home for an entire afternoon, and just as she was about to go out for a walk after dinner, Wen Yan called her.

  "I'm downstairs, want to come out and take a walk?"

  "Alright." Song Min thought that since she was going for a walk alone anyway, she might as well go with Wen Yan. After all, she had grown more and more reluctant to part with Wen Yan...

  Wen Yan is waiting downstairs.

  As soon as Song Min came out, he walked up and held Song Min's hand. Song Min exerted her strength to try to break free, after all, there were still many familiar faces downstairs, if it spread to her parents' ears, it wouldn't be too good... She hadn't prepared yet to tell her parents that she was dating...

  "What's wrong?" Wen Yan noticed Song Min's awkwardness, as if every cell in her body was resisting his pull.

  "Me... I'm shy..." Song Min's face started burning, turning red from his face all the way to his neck.

  Wen Yan sneered loudly in a very impolite manner, "You're also capable of feeling embarrassed?"

  Song Min angrily said, "I will always be shy, okay?!"

  It seemed like Wen Yan had seen through Song Min's thoughts, so he took her to the park outside the residential area for a walk.

  "It's so itchy." Song Min stopped scratching and touched another big bump on his leg, "Wen Yan, I've been bitten by a mosquito again."

  "No wonder I wasn't bitten by mosquitoes." Wen Yanlang smiled and pinched Song Min's cheek, "Human mosquito repellent, huh?"

  Song Min looked wronged and hit Wen Yan, "Why don't mosquitoes bite you?"

  "Is it probably because I look annoying?" Wen Yan asked tentatively.

  Song Min let out a "heh" and laughed, "You know, that's all."

  After strolling around the park for a while, it started getting dark.

  Two people strolled back into the residential area.

  "Do you have plans to go abroad?" Wen Yan suddenly asked Song Min.

  "No."

  "What if your uncle and aunt want you to go abroad?"

  "Could it be that you also want to?" Song Min glanced at Wen Yan with his peripheral vision, his expression subtle.

  "Of course not."

  "Grandpa won't let me go abroad." Song Min was not worried at all, when she thought she didn't do well in the college entrance exam, her parents had mentioned letting her go abroad, but Grandpa strongly opposed it and couldn't bear to let Song Min suffer outside.

  But Song Min's elder brothers all went abroad for further study and basically didn't rely on their family.

  Song Min thought of this and couldn't help but smile, she was very curious about what her elder brothers were thinking when their grandfather said "we can't let our Min'er go abroad to suffer that kind of hardship".

  "Besides, it's not like I'm of any use abroad anyway. The company has Second Brother in charge, and my education is enough for me to find a stable job on my own. As long as I have a salary every month, that's all that matters."

  "Uh-huh." Wen Yan also agreed with Song Min's words. He didn't want to start a long-distance relationship as soon as the current one ended, only to begin another one in a foreign country.

  When they were still a long way from the building, Song Min suddenly saw her father and mother carrying a big watermelon walking downstairs.

  Song Min grabbed Wen Yan and hid to one side, her heart racing wildly in her chest. She didn't let out a breath until she saw her parents walk into the building, feeling extremely fortunate that her eyes were finally useful for once.

  "Scared to death..." Song Min patted his chest.

  Warm words choked with sobs, "Am I really so unworthy of being seen by others?"

  "It's not that I don't want to see you..." Song Min rubbed his head, furrowed his brow, and didn't know how to explain it. "Let's just wait a bit longer."

  How long have you been waiting?

  She let out a soft sigh, wrapped her arms around Song Min's waist and pulled her into his embrace.

  The heartbeats of two people "thumped thumped", rising and falling in turn.

  Warm words hugged tightly, both arms tied up, Song Min couldn't move at all.

  Song Min felt his breathing slow down, and his face gradually flushed with heat.

  "Don't make me wait too long, I'm feeling really insecure." Wen Yan rubbed against Song Min's neck, her voice was very pitiful and seemed to be acting cute.

  Song Min listened to Wen Yan's pitiful and pleading voice, his heart immediately turned into a puddle of water, and he couldn't help but want to drag Wen Yan to confront his parents right now.

  No... need to calm down... need to be cool...

  Song Min silently recited in her heart for a long time before suppressing her impulse, she seemed to be increasingly unable to refuse Wen Yan, and Wen Yan also seemed to understand more and more how to grasp her weak points...

  This crafty and sinister man...

  Song Min is on a completely different level than him...

  Early in the morning, Wen Yan and I went to see Lisa off.

  Song Hao didn't get up either, and it's unclear whether he colluded with Wen Yan not to go or simply didn't want to go.

  When Song Min opened the door, Wen Yan was just about to knock, his hand still suspended in mid-air without time to put it down.

  "Good morning." Song Min greeted with a slightly darkened eye.

  She gently touched Song Min's dark circles with her fingertips, "Didn't sleep well?"

  "Hmm." Song Min rubbed her eyes, revealing a wronged expression. She didn't know what was wrong with her tonight either, she slept extremely restlessly, waking up at the slightest movement.

  "Or don't go see Lisa off and just go back to sleep."

  Song Min shook his head, "I've already promised Lisa, I won't stand her up."

  Wen Yan gently rubbed Song Min's head and said softly, "Take a nap in the car for now."

  "Mm." Song Min closed the door and took the initiative to grab Wen Yan's wrist, her head was dizzy and she didn't want to walk at all.

  Wen Yan glanced at Song Min and grabbed his hand, directly putting his arm around Song Min's shoulder, pressing the elevator button.

  As soon as they got in the car, Song Min leaned back against the seat, his eyelids heavy and unable to open. Wen Yan let out a soft sigh and leaned over to fasten Song Min's seatbelt for him.

  Song Min slowly opened his eyes, blinking a few times, with sparkling water in his pupils.

  Wen Yan couldn't help but lower his head, and his lips lightly fell on Song Min's eyelids.

  Song Min's eyes trembled slightly, his ears slowly flushed with rouge, and he stared at Wen Yan with shining eyes.

  His heart was so soft that he gently brushed away the scattered hair in front of Song Min's forehead, looked at Song Min's eyes for a while, and said softly: "Sleep well."

  Song Min gave Lisa a Burberry scarf that her aunt had brought back for her from abroad as a gift.

  Lisa quite likes it.

  Sent Lisa off and took Song Min home with a warm word.

  In the parking lot, Wen Yan grabbed Song Min.

  "What's going on?" Song Min looked at Wen Yan and asked directly.

  "Stay with me for a little while longer?"

  "Oh."

  "After a while I will be back at No. 1 Hospital."

  "Huh?"

  "L district went to the hospital is Shi Yi Yuan's aided object, sent doctors over when ophthalmology no one was willing to give up their position, so they sent me this newcomer over. Alas, fortunately I was sent over, otherwise we wouldn't have met."

  "Oh."

  "Can't you have some normal reaction?" Wen Yan was extremely annoyed.

  Song Min sighed, "Your hospital is really dark."

  "Is this the key?" Wen said quietly.

  "What's the point?" Song Min asked back blankly, having not slept well and being slow to react, taking a long time for the words he heard to register in his brain.

  Wen Yan pulled Song Min into his arms, holding her head, "The key is to let me hold you for a while."

  Song Min: "......"

  Song Min's arm hung weakly by his side, silently staring ahead, his body stiff like a small corpse.

  Wen Yan endured for a long time before suppressing the urge to mock, hugging Song Min like holding a wooden stick, and fearing hurting Song Min's self-esteem didn't dare say it, feeling very stifled.

  But... when will this little girl finally drop her guard and fully commit to him?