I Don't Take Pictures Anymore

  I don't take pictures anymore.

  It makes me sad.

  I don't take pictures anymore.

  I want them back.

  I don't take pictures anymore.

  Google photos reminds me of that fact.

  Taking me to see times that have passed.

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  I don't take pictures anymore.

  I don't have horses.

  My life doesn't feel alive.

  I don't take pictures anymore.

  Not because I can't.

  There's just nothing to show.

  I don't take pictures anymore.

  I think it is because I'm not fighting anymore.

  There are no impressive fights or wins.

  I just don't take pictures anymore.

  I don't take pictures anymore.

  But I want to.

  I don't take pictures anymore.

  But maybe that will pass.

  I don't take pictures anymore.

  But maybe I will start.

  I used to take pictures.

  When I was proud or amazed.

  I guess now I'm numb in a daze.

  I will take more pictures.

  And notice how I feel

  Instead of seeing through a dark black veil.

  I realized why I don't take pictures.

  It's because there's no one to show.

  Mom isn't there anymore when I come home.

  I realized why I don't take pictures.

  It's cuz I feel alone.

  Nobody cares anymore. No one knows.

  I realized why I don't take pictures.

  No one listens to my stories.

  No wants to hear my dreads.

  I realized why I don't take pictures.

  I fear I maybe never will.

  If I can't find someone who cares.