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Chapter 104: Thinking Ahead and Behind

  Zhou Xiaoyun has always had a habit since childhood, whenever she encounters frustrating or unsolvable problems, she likes to stay alone in a quiet corner. At this time, she doesn't want to say a word. She is even more unwilling to confide in others, which may also be related to her introverted personality.

  She never likes to bother others by saying something out, a typical introvert.

  So after marrying Li Tianyu, there were unhappy things that happened, and Zhou Xiaoyun's reaction was to silently put them in her heart without saying a word.

  It turns out that this way of dealing with troubles is extremely failed and wrong, tolerance and silence only put the problem on hold instead of solving it, and it will accumulate more and more until it can't be tolerated and there will be an explosion one day.

  But who should she tell her troubles to?

  In her previous life, she didn't have any particularly close friends, and her relationship with her family was distant and indifferent. Li Tianyu was also a careless and reckless person. Often when she was upset, he wouldn't even notice until the anger had slowly dissipated.

  It can't be said now, is it necessary to go and find father

  Mom said she was reborn from 28 years old to 6 years old? Probably parents would only think that they are crazy and talking nonsense.

  Little buddies can still chat, but can't say a word from the heart.

  Brothers and sisters are also not the objects of confession.

  Teacher Fang is indeed very good and caring towards her, but how can she go and tell him that she has met her husband from a past life?

  It seems she can only bury everything deep in her heart.

  From her past life to this one, she has always been so lonely.

  Zhou Xiaoyun, who rarely thought about these things, couldn't help but burst into tears.

  Have you ever tasted the feeling of burying everything in your heart and not being able to tell anyone?

  Is it a feeling of being the only person in the world who knows this thing?

  None

  More lonely than loneliness, more desolate than desolation, more painful than pain!

  Zhou Xiaoyun climbed onto her own "bed", hiding in her small world, curled up and silently shed tears. She didn't even dare to make a sound while crying, fearing that it would attract the attention of her parents.

  A melancholy feeling swept over me.

  Why? Just when she was starting to taste the happiness, why did Li Tianyu appear again at the most inappropriate time?

  She tried hard to forget the 'daughter' Niu Niu, who she could never hold in her arms, and suffered through night after night of painful memories. She also tried hard to forget the husband she had deeply loved, determined to start a brand new life.

  She keeps herself busy to enrich her life, forcing herself not to think about the past, and forcing herself to adapt to her childhood life again. She treats learning and life with a serious and diligent attitude, and learns accordion, calligraphy and other skills with a positive attitude to add weight to her future. At home, she takes care of everything she can do for her parents to reduce their burden, taking care of her older brother Da Bao, younger brother Xiao Bao, and loving her little sister Er Ya.

  Isn't she working hard enough?

  Li Tianyu's sudden appearance made Zhou Xiaoyun collapse, as if all her efforts over the years had been in vain and everything was back to square one.

  How can she be so calm and composed living in the same classroom as Li Tianyu! How can she pretend that nothing has happened with a peaceful face towards Li Tianyu! How can she pretend that he is just an insignificant stranger!

  Li Tianyu's appearance brought a huge shock to Zhou Xiaoyun, making her unable to adapt, and she really didn't know how to solve this matter.

  Changing classes? It's clearly unrealistic. Fang Wenchao is so fond of taking care of herself, what reason can she use to ask Teacher Fang to change her class?

  Taking a leave of absence? That's not a solution either. She managed to avoid it this afternoon, but she can't keep taking leaves every day and not go to school!

  Drop out of school? Don't even think about it. She has always been a top student with excellent grades and conduct, relying on her hard work and diligence, and she would rather die than give up studying.

  Transfer schools? This road doesn't seem to work either. Not to mention being far from home, how can she even ask her parents for such a request?

  It seems like there's only one way to go about it, which is to obediently put on my backpack and head to school early tomorrow morning.

  Why did he have to bring that damned Li Tianyu in front of her? Why did he still let Li Tianyu come and disrupt her peaceful and happy life? Why couldn't she avoid Li Tianyu no matter how hard she tried?

  In her previous life, she fell in love with Li Tianyu at the age of 19. In this life, she plans to forget his existence and start a new life.

  But fate played such a cruel joke on her, bringing forward her encounter with Li Tianyu by a whole decade. Ten years...

  What is she going to do?

  At dinner time, Dabao shouted outside the door for Zhou Xiaoyun to come and eat, but Zhou Xiaoyun's low voice replied: "I'm not feeling well, I won't eat."

  Dabao immediately reported to Zhao 'Yu' Zhen, Zhao 'Yu' Zhen was shocked and quickly put down what she was doing and rushed to Zhou Xiaoyun's room. The dark room didn't even have the lights on, Zhao 'Yu' Zhen almost tripped over the stool on the floor, she muttered while turning on the light and complained: "This child, staying in the house for an entire afternoon without coming out. It's getting dark, how come you haven't even turned on the lights?"

  The suddenly bright light was dazzling, and Zhou Xiaoyun reacted a bit slowly, opening her eyes only after half a beat.

  Zhao 'Yu' Zhen was shocked at first sight: "Da Wa, what's wrong with you? Your eyes are all red, where are you uncomfortable, tell Mom quickly."

  "Shouting loudly, he called Zhou Guoqiang to come in: 'Dad, come and take a look at Da Ya!'"

  Before the words were finished, Zhou Guoqiang rushed in and saw Zhou Xiaoyun's bright red eyes, which made him feel distressed: "Dad, what's wrong with you? You were fine when I left at noon today?"

  Zhao 'Yu' Zhen sighed and said: "I don't know either, she came back after 2 pm. She said that a boy bumped into her and scratched the palm of her hand, so the teacher let her go home to rest. She stayed at home for the whole afternoon without leaving the house, just now I asked Dabao

  "She was called to eat, but she said she didn't feel well and didn't want to eat. I came over to take a look, who knew I'd see her like this."

  Zhou Guoqiang's eyes widened in anger, his face ferocious: "Who bumped into you, Ah Ya? Tell Daddy, I'll go find him right now."

  Zhao 'Yu' Zhen said with a scowl: "Look at you, this impatient guy, if you want to find her, you should go to school tomorrow. Now it's so late, where can you go to find her? First, let's see how Dabai is doing. Dabai, show us your palm."

  Zhou Xiaoyun was afraid that Zhou Guoqiang would really go to school tomorrow to find Li Tianyu, and it would be unreasonable to look for someone without any reason. To say that Li Tianyu was not intentional today, besides, the palm of his hand had stopped bleeding and there was nothing wrong with him.

  Dad, my hand doesn't hurt anymore. It's just that we were assigned to different classes this year and several good friends aren't in the same class, I secretly cried for a while, it's nothing, now I'm fine. Zhou Xiaoyun stretched out her palm to show her parents, the bleeding had stopped long ago, only a small piece of skin was worn off.

  Zhou Guoqiang took Zhou Xiaoyun's hand and looked at it again and again, making sure that nothing was wrong before finally putting his mind at ease: "This is all because you live in"

  "A village where you can see each other at any time. If not in the same class, then not in the same class, this can also make people cry with red eyes, it's really funny. Okay, nothing else, let's get up and have dinner!"

  Zhou Xiaoyun had no appetite and her stomach was not good, but she was afraid that if she didn't eat, Zhou Guoqiang would suffer in some way, so she got out of bed and forced herself to eat a bowl of rice, and even put on a happy face.

  What else could make her like this? But what did she say?

  The pain is unknown to others, and tears can only be swallowed into the belly. This feeling is really unbearable!

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