Where is this place?

  It was neither dark nor light.

  There was nothing.

  There was me and my consciousness.

  I had no body.

  Is this the land of death?

  Will i go to heaven or hell?

  Well i doubt i will go to heaven, i did curse at God in my last moment.

  I think i will probably be punish after that.

  An unknown amount of time has past.

  This patches of nothingness was neither cold nor warm, it was strange although i was alone, i did not feel lonely.

  And in this depths of nothingness a faint light started to appear in front of me.

  And in that light was a blurry outline of a familiar book

  I had no hands but i tried to reach out, i want that book.

  It approach me as i was thinking that i envelop the book with my consciousness i press it against my non existent chest

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  A huge wave of sadness and loneliness envelop me

  With a thought i turn the first page of the book,

  On the first page the name of the owner of the book was written 'Alfie Blanks'

  It was my name.

  I hold the book tightly with this i can finally disappear in to the void.

  I held on to book tightly in the depths of my consciousness as if it was fusing with my consciousness.

  Then i slowly faded. Return to nothingness. Eternal sleep.

  The end.

  Or so i thought but after an unknown amount of time

  A huge pain assaulted me.

  'Wait pain? Nevermind pain receptors, i don't even have a body how is this even possible, wait... A body? '

  I could feel it, it was faint but i could feel it hands, legs and a body... Skin and air

  I tried speaking out but the only words that went out of my mouth were-

  "Wahhhhhhhhhhhhhh"

  I open my eyes, i haven't saw light at all for the longest time.

  The first thing i saw was a beautiful women so beautiful that it puts the idols in TV to absolute shame not only that she was huge,

  I could feel her hands warped around me as if she was holding a baby.

  'Wait a baby?... Could it be? I've been reincarnated? '

  I quickly look around to confirm my doubts and sure enough i was reincarnated.

  Tiny hands with tiny legs.

  The beautiful lady shove something inside my mouth, it was her breast.

  My teenager mind was totally embarrass but i did not resist, it was like my instinct as a baby told me not to resist.

  And as shy as i was i keep sucking on it.

  In a long time of what feels like a century i spend in the void....

  I felt it for the second time in my existence.

  The warm hands of a mother.

  The warm and kind motherly love.

  I feel at ease.

  Like nothing in this world no longer bothers me.

  Even if the entire world went against me, i would be fine, as long as I'm here.

  I was wrong.

  This was not a punishment.

  This was forgiveness.