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  He was like an ant on a hot pot, feeling bewildered, anxious and helpless. He wanted to smoke, but he didn't have any cigarettes with him, and besides, smoking was not allowed in the hospital. He raised his hand and rubbed his face hard, gazing into the distance, trying his best to calm himself down, but how could he remain calm after something like this had happened?

  Wei Xi couldn't help but think that if he were a bit older, thirty-one years old, no, not necessarily thirty-one years old, even if he was twenty-two years old now, and of an age that could get married soon, would the outcome be different?

  But the cruelest thing in this world is that there are no ifs.

  Sometimes youth is capital because with it, his future is full of infinite possibilities.

  But more often than not, being young also means being immature, lost and powerless, he can't provide a stable life.

  After being called to the number soon, rush to the operating room. However, in a top-notch hospital, patients usually wait for doctors rather than doctors waiting for patients. Although she was called to the number, she still had to line up and there were two people ahead of her.

  The waiting time is unbearably long, and for a girl who is about to have surgery, it's undoubtedly agonizing.

  It's just that... nothing really matters anyway.

  No, it should be said that she was still thinking hard about it, desperately trying to come up with a reason for an abortion.

  For example, unwed pregnancy has to face a lot of gossip and rumors.

  For example, after she and Wei Xiong had emotional estrangement, it was not suitable for them to have children immediately.

  For example, at the age of 20, she cannot have children in order to maintain her current beauty.

  For example, she and Wei Xiao are too young to raise a child.

  For example, she didn't want to graduate with a big belly.

  For example, ……

  There are too many reasons not to want this child, so she thinks about these reasons every day and feels that the kid really can't be kept. ... Cop Wei Xi lets her carefully decide whether to keep or abort the child, but in fact, she has never thought about what would happen if the child were born.

  She dare not think.

  Reason told her that an abortion was the right decision.

  So when the medical staff called her in and she stepped into the operating room, her face was still icy calm.

  Although small hospitals' painless abortion ads are everywhere, the fact is that having an abortion is a terrifying thing. Now at seven weeks of pregnancy, large hospitals often use vacuum aspiration for artificial abortion, inserting a tube into the uterus and using negative pressure to suck out the embryonic tissue to terminate the pregnancy.

  She had communicated with the doctor about this surgery before making an appointment, and she had also read relevant literature. She was very clear about the procedure and risks of the operation, and she thought she was calm enough. However, when she entered the operating room, she suddenly felt afraid.

  The mere thought of her undergoing that surgery made her legs go weak.

  Miscarriage is an injury for every woman.

  After all, she was just a twenty-year-old student, no matter how rational and mature she was, she had only just passed her twentieth birthday.

  At this moment, she couldn't help but start thinking about what would happen if she gave birth to the child.

  She didn't dare think about it before, because she was afraid, afraid that she would be too weak and make the wrong decision.

  Yes, for both her and Wei Xue, leaving the child behind was an unwise decision.

  It may not be wise, but it doesn't seem to have gone terribly wrong either. At least she wasn't dumped by her boyfriend just because of pregnancy like many women are. Wei Xi is not a good person, but in this matter, he didn't do anything wrong. Not only did he ask her to give birth to the child, but he also planned to get married. Even if there was a miscarriage, he chose to be tolerant.

  She and Wei Xuan are now poor, but their conditions are absolutely good. Her house is a school district house that was bought with a loan, and now in society, having a house without a mortgage means an absolutely easy life.

  Furthermore, Wei Xuan's annual income has already reached tens of millions, and she is about to graduate and start working. The two of them can absolutely afford the cost of raising and educating a child.

  Thinking of the worst-case scenario, if Wei Xiu dumped her or she became so destitute that she couldn't even afford to raise a child, she could still go ask her parents for help. Her dad and mom were... quite well-off, although she had a bad relationship with them and they both had their own families now, as the only daughter of those two people, they wouldn't abandon her completely.

  Some things really can't be thought about.

  Just thinking about it makes my blood boil with excitement and I couldn't help but rush into action.

  "Go over to the operating table." The nurse in surgical attire reminded simply.

  She glanced at the operating table with some embarrassment and said, "Never mind, I'll just give birth to it anyway, it's not like I really can't give birth."

  The nurse looked at her in surprise, apparently finding it strange that she had begun to regret after entering the operating room, but didn't ask much.

  It was only a matter of time before I turned and left the operating room, but tears suddenly flowed down.

  When you've broken up once and then choose to have a child with your boyfriend who is not even related to you, and both of you are public figures, the pressure is really not ordinary.

  You'll be unmarried and pregnant until next April, you'll have to endure a lot of gossip, you'll still have to do your graduation project while pregnant, and you'll have to attend your graduation defense and graduation party with a belly that's several months along...

  Besides, it's always been a habit of mine to prepare for the worst.

  She couldn't help but think, what if she can't marry Wei Xiong after all?

  And pregnancy is not that simple, you will gain weight, get pregnant spots, have stretch marks, have a cesarean section and be left with scars, vaginal delivery is very painful, even if it goes smoothly, the birth canal will relax and may become dry, after breastfeeding, the breasts will also sag...

  She's only twenty years old, and it's not easy to be born so beautiful, why become ugly because of a child.

  The unspoken grievances and resentment that had been building up finally came pouring out in tears, but she didn't even know what she was crying about, because this was her own decision, and no one had forced her into it.

  Alright, she is angry with herself.

  She has already entered the operating room and unexpectedly didn't dare to have an abortion.

  She had obviously thought it through.

  Obviously she has such high awareness.

  She walked out with her face covered, sobbing and sniffling, her autumn water apricot eyes were bright red, and her tears were welling up, looking disheveled but still a bit comical.

  Fortunately in the hospital, in front of the abortion surgery room again, wearing a mask and crying desperately wasn't unusual at all, nor did anyone pay excessive attention to her.

  Wei Xi stood by the window for over ten minutes, and then saw Chi Zao crying as he came out. His heart was instantly shattered. He quickly ran over and wrapped Chi Zao in his coat.

  Wei Xixin's heart was filled with various suppressions and heaviness, but these suppressions and heaviness were nothing compared to the harm she would inevitably suffer at this moment.

  He held her extremely tightly, as if he wanted to turn her back into that rib he lost at birth, he wanted to hide her in his body, to spare her from shock, suffering, wandering and having no place to rely on.

  "Don't be afraid, it's early." He comforted in a rough voice.

  She's the type who cries even harder when comforted, and now that she thinks about it, this guy in front of her got her pregnant and still wants her to give birth, she feels indescribably wronged and humiliated. She cries even more miserably, cursing as she weeps: "Bastard, if you hadn't insisted on having sex without a condom, this wouldn't have happened."

  It's inevitable that you'll end up crying so pitifully.

  His heart was crushed, and he muttered in a muffled tone: "It's all my fault, I'm the one to blame! I've wronged you!"

  It's only a matter of time before she cries and her nose runs, but now she's in Wei Xun's arms, so she pulls off her mask and wipes her nose on his clothes, sobbing while accusing him in a tearful tone: "It was your fault from the start, it was all your fault. You were the one who ignored me first, if you hadn't ignored me, I wouldn't have thought of breaking up with you."

  Wei Xi was silent this time, yes, as long as he paid a little attention to his work and feelings, they would not have ended up breaking up. She left so decisively, and he didn't even tell her about the condom breaking... it was all a series of unfortunate events... getting pregnant, having an abortion...

  Wei Xixin's heart was filled with self-loathing and disgust, and because he had cried so hard that his heart ached severely, coupled with the fact that his mood was already bad today, his eyes also began to redden.

  He didn't dare make a sound anymore, afraid that his voice would reveal his current pain, confusion and weakness.

  It was inevitable that no one would comfort her afterwards, so she quietly cried by herself. She was the kind of person who could cry for a long time when alone.

  Wei Xi was wearing a sweater today, and the front of his chest was already wet. He felt that she had cried so much that his chest was drenched, as if there was a torrential downpour in his chest.

  It's really uncomfortable.

  It's been twenty-one years since I've felt this suffocated and miserable.

  But he can only blame himself.

  Eventually cried until the end and started hiccuping, cried for half a day, my emotions calmed down, while hiccuping, still sniffled.

  However, she soon realized that something was off.

  Because of her sobbing and sniffles, another sound was mixed into her voice.

  Wei Xi also started sniffing his nose.

  She realized he was crying and immediately asked fiercely: "Huh, what are you crying about?"

  She thought she sounded super fierce, but she herself was crying on the side, her usual clear and crisp voice like a silver bell was a bit hoarse, with a sobbing tone, and still sniffling, not only not fierce enough, but also somewhat comical.

  "I didn't cry."

  "You cried."

  "It's been said without tears."

  "You really cried."

  “……”

  "It's me who should be crying, in the end it still went as you wished."

  Wei Xiu lightly sniffled his nose, he was a very tough guy, wiping away tears was something he would never do.