Dear, you've encountered the anti-theft chapter. The anti-theft setting is 50% for 72 hours! Wei Xi almost couldn't help but think that if he were a bit older, thirty-one years old, no, not necessarily thirty-one years old, even at twenty-two years old, it would be possible to get married and have children, and the outcome might be different... But the cruelest thing in this world is that there are no ifs.

  Sometimes, youth is capital, because of his youth, his future is full of infinite possibilities.

  But more often than not, being young also means being immature, lost and powerless, he can't provide a stable life.

  After being called to the number soon after, hurry to the operating room. However, in a top-notch hospital in the province, patients generally wait for doctors rather than doctors waiting for patients. Although she was called to the number, she still had to line up and there were two people ahead of her.

  The waiting time is unbearably long, and for a girl who is about to have surgery, it's undoubtedly agonizing.

  It's just that... nothing really matters anyway.

  No, she should say, still thinking hard about it, she racked her brains for reasons for an abortion.

  For example, unwed pregnancy has to face a lot of gossip and rumors.

  For example, after she and Wei Xiong had emotional estrangement, it was not suitable for them to have children immediately.

  For example, at 20 years old, she cannot have children in order to maintain her current beauty.

  For example, she and Wei Xiao are too young to raise a child.

  For example, she didn't want to graduate with a big belly.

  For example, ……

  There are too many reasons not to want this child, so she thought about these reasons every day and felt that the kid really couldn't be kept.

  Wei Xiang let her carefully decide whether to keep or abort the child, but in fact, she had never thought about what would happen if she gave birth to the child.

  She dare not think.

  Reason told her that an abortion was the right decision.

  So when the medical staff called her in and she stepped into the operating room, her face was still icy calm.

  Although small hospitals' painless abortion ads are everywhere, the fact is that having an abortion is a terrifying thing. Now at seven weeks of pregnancy, large hospitals often use vacuum aspiration for artificial abortion, inserting a tube into the uterus and using negative pressure to suck out the embryonic tissue to terminate the pregnancy.

  She had communicated with the doctor about this surgery before making an appointment, and she had also read relevant literature. She was very clear about the procedure and risks of the operation, and she thought she was calm enough. However, when she entered the operating room, she suddenly felt afraid.

  The mere thought of her undergoing such a surgery made her legs go weak.

  Miscarriage is an injury for every woman.

  After all, she was just a twenty-year-old student, no matter how rational and mature she was, she had only just passed her twentieth birthday.

  At this moment, she couldn't help but start thinking about what would happen if she gave birth to the child.

  She didn't dare think about this before, because she was afraid, afraid that she would be too weak and make the wrong decision.

  Yes, for both her and Wei Xue, leaving the child behind was an unwise decision.

  It may not be wise, but it doesn't seem to have gone terribly wrong either. At least she wasn't dumped by her boyfriend just because of pregnancy like many women are. Wei Xi is not a good person, but in this matter, he didn't do anything wrong. Not only did he ask her to give birth to the child, but he also planned to get married. Even if there was a miscarriage, he chose to be tolerant.

  She and Wei Xuan are now poor, but their conditions are absolutely good. The house she bought is a school district house, and now in society, having a house without a mortgage makes life absolutely easy.

  Furthermore, Wei Xuan's annual income has already reached tens of millions, and she is about to graduate and start working. The two of them can absolutely afford the cost of raising and educating a child.

  Thinking of the worst-case scenario, Wei Xiu dumped her, or she became so destitute that she couldn't even afford to raise a child. She could still go ask her parents for help; they were quite wealthy, although she had a bad relationship with them and they both had their own families now. As their only daughter, they wouldn't abandon her completely... Some things are really better not thought about.

  Just thinking about it makes my blood boil with excitement and I couldn't help but rush into action.

  "Go over to the operating table." The nurse in surgical attire simply reminded.

  She glanced at the operating table with some embarrassment and said, "Never mind, I'll just give birth to it anyway, it's not like I really can't give birth."

  The nurse looked at her in surprise, apparently finding it strange that she had begun to regret after entering the operating room, but didn't ask much.

  It was only a matter of time before I turned and left the operating room, but tears suddenly streamed down my face.

  When you've broken up once and then choose to have a child with your boyfriend who is not even related to you, and both of you are public figures, the pressure is really not ordinary.

  You'll be unmarried and pregnant until next April, you'll have to accept a lot of rumors, you're pregnant and still have to do your graduation project, your graduation defense and graduation party, you'll all have to go with a belly that's several months old...

  Besides, it's always been a habit of mine to prepare for the worst.

  She couldn't help but think, what if she can't marry Wei Xiong after all?

  And pregnancy is not that simple, you will gain weight, get pregnant spots, have stretch marks, have a cesarean section and be left with scars, vaginal delivery is very painful, even if it goes smoothly, the birth canal will relax and may become dry, after breastfeeding, the breasts will also sag...

  She's only twenty years old, and it's not easy to be born so beautiful, why become ugly because of a child.

  The pent-up frustration and grievance that she couldn't express, tears fell like beans, not knowing what she was angry about, because this was her own decision, no one forced her.

  Alright, she is angry with herself.

  She's already in the operating room and yet she chickened out of having an abortion.

  She had obviously thought it through.

  Obviously she has such high awareness.

  One foot stepped out, while the other drew back, sobbing and crying in various ways. The autumn water's apricot eyes were bright red and teary, yet amidst the dishevelment, there was a hint of comedy.

  Fortunately in the hospital, in front of the abortion surgery room again, wearing a mask and crying desperately wasn't unusual at all, nor did anyone pay excessive attention to her.

  Wei Xi stood by the window for over ten minutes, and then saw Chi Zao crying as he came out. His heart was instantly shattered. He quickly ran over and wrapped Chi Zao in his coat.

  Wei Xixin's heart was filled with various suppressions and heaviness, but these suppressions and heaviness were nothing compared to the harm he would inevitably suffer at this moment.

  He held her extremely tightly, as if he wanted to turn her back into the rib that had been missing since his birth. He wanted to hide her in his body, sparing her from shock, suffering, wandering and having no place to rely on.

  "Don't be afraid, it's early." He comforted in a rough voice.

  She's the type who cries even harder when comforted, and now that she thinks about it, this guy in front of her got her pregnant and still wants her to give birth, she feels indescribably wronged and humiliated. She cries even more miserably, cursing as she weeps: "Bastard, if you hadn't insisted on having sex without a condom, this wouldn't have happened."

  It's inevitable that you'll end up crying so pitifully.

  Wei Xi's heart was crushed, his voice muffled as he apologized: "It's all my fault, I'm the one who messed up! I didn't treat you right!"

  It's only a matter of time before she cries and her nose runs, but now she's in Wei Xun's arms, so she pulls off her mask and wipes her nose on his clothes, sobbing while accusing him in a tearful tone: "It was all your fault from the start, everything is your fault. You were the one who ignored me first, if you hadn't ignored me, I wouldn't have thought of breaking up with you."

  Wei Xi was silent this time, yes, as long as he paid a little attention to his work and feelings, they would not have ended up breaking up. She left so decisively, and he didn't even tell her about the miscarriage... it was all just a series of unfortunate events.

  Wei Xixin's heart was filled with self-loathing and disgust, and because he had cried so hard that his heart ached severely, coupled with the fact that his mood was already bad today, his eyes also began to redden.

  He didn't dare make a sound anymore, afraid that his voice would reveal his current pain, confusion and weakness.

  It wasn't long before no one was left to comfort her, and she quietly began to cry by herself. She was the type of person who could cry for a very long time when alone.

  Wei Xi was wearing a sweater today, and the front of his chest was already wet. He felt that she had cried so much that his chest was drenched, as if there was a torrential downpour in his chest.

  It's really uncomfortable.

  It's been twenty-one years since I've felt this suffocated and miserable.

  But he can only blame himself.

  Eventually cried until the end and started hiccuping, cried for half a day, my emotions calmed down, hiccuping on one side and still sniffling on the other.

  However, she soon realized something was off.

  Because of her sobbing and sniffles, another sound was mixed into her voice.

  Wei Xi also started sniffing his nose.

  She realized he was crying and immediately asked fiercely: "Huh, what are you crying about?"

  She thought she sounded super fierce, but she herself was crying on the side, her usual clear and crisp voice like a silver bell was a bit hoarse, with a sobbing tone, and still sniffling, not only not fierce enough, but also somewhat comical.

  "I didn't cry."

  "You cried."

  "It's said without tears."

  "You really cried."

  “……”

  "It's me who should be crying, in the end it still went as you wished."

  Wei Xiu lightly sniffled his nose, he was a very tough guy, wiping away tears was something he would never do.

  He was deep in thought, and for a moment he couldn't keep up with his own train of thought.

  He sobbed again and said, "What are you crying about? I didn't have an abortion."

  Chi Zao had just cried her heart out, and there were still tears in the corners of her eyes. Her eye sockets were bright red, and her cheeks and nose were puffy. Although she looked disheveled, she was still adorable. Wei Xun's heart ached at the sight, and he subconsciously thought back to the times when he had bullied her into crying in bed.

  But now she's pregnant and can't do anything. He even wears a mask in the hospital and they can't even kiss each other.

  Then, his anger rose and the hand pinching her cheek exerted a bit more force.