Wei Xis mood at this moment is like the weather in Hangzhou today, gloomy, grey and heavy, as if its going to pour down a torrential rain at any time.

  But he had already made up his mind to accept whatever decision was made, so he murmured a low "uh-huh".

  He would eventually ignore him and turn around to quickly walk towards the operating room.

  He watched her leave, seeing her disappear in the direction of the corner, his heart was suppressed to an unbearable degree, he could hardly breathe, and couldnt sit still, so he strode to the window and took a deep breath.

  He was like an ant on a hot pot, feeling bewildered, anxious and helpless, wanting to smoke, but he didnt bring any cigarettes with him, and besides, smoking was not allowed in the hospital.

  He raised his hand and rubbed his cheek hard, gazing into the distance, trying with all his might to calm himself down, but how could he remain calm after something like this had happened.

  Wei Xi couldnt help but think that if he were a bit older, thirty-one years old, no, not necessarily thirty-one years old, even if he was twenty-two years old now, and the age difference with Chi Yao wouldnt be so big, would the outcome be different?

  But the cruelest thing in this world is that there are no ifs.

  Sometimes youth is capital because with youth comes a future full of endless possibilities.

  But more often than not, being young also means being immature, confused and powerless, unable to provide a stable life.

  After being called to the number, hurry to the operating room. However, in a top-notch hospital in the province, patients usually wait for doctors rather than doctors waiting for patients. Although she was called to the number, she still had to line up and there were two people ahead of her.

  The waiting time is unbearably long, and for a girl who is about to have surgery, its undoubtedly agonizing.

  Its just that... nothing really matters anyway.

  No, it should be said that she was still thinking hard about it, desperately trying to come up with reasons for an abortion.

  For example, unwed pregnancy has to face a lot of gossip and rumors.

  For example, after she and Wei Xiong had emotional estrangement, it was not suitable for them to have children immediately.

  For example, at 20 years old, she cannot have children in order to maintain her current beauty.

  For example, she and Wei Xiao are too young to raise a child.

  For example, she didnt want to graduate with a big belly.

  For example, ……

  There are too many reasons not to want this child, so she thought about these reasons every day and felt that the kid really couldnt be kept.

  Wei Xiang let her carefully decide whether to keep or abort the child, but in fact, she had never thought about what would happen if she gave birth to the child.

  She dare not think.

  Reason told her that an abortion was the right decision.

  So when the medical staff called her in and she stepped into the operating room, her face was still icy calm.

  Although small hospitals painless abortion ads are everywhere, the fact is that having an abortion is a terrifying thing. Now at seven weeks of pregnancy, large hospitals often use vacuum aspiration for artificial abortion, inserting a tube into the uterus and using negative pressure to suck out the embryonic tissue to terminate the pregnancy.

  She had communicated with the doctor about this surgery before making an appointment, and she had also read relevant literature. She was very clear about the procedure and risks of the operation, and she thought she was calm enough. However, when she entered the operating room, she suddenly felt afraid.

  The mere thought of her undergoing such a surgery made her legs go weak.

  Miscarriage is an injury for every woman.

  After all, she was just a twenty-year-old student, no matter how rational and mature she was, she had only just passed her twentieth birthday.

  At this moment, she couldnt help but start thinking about what would happen if she gave birth to the child.

  She didnt dare think about this before, because she was afraid, afraid that she would be too weak and make the wrong decision.

  Yes, for both her and Wei Xue, leaving the child behind was an unwise decision.

  It may not be wise, but it doesnt seem to have gone terribly wrong either. At least she wasnt dumped by her boyfriend just because of pregnancy like many women are. Wei Xi is not a good person, but in this matter, he didnt do anything wrong. Not only did he ask her to give birth to the child, but he also planned to get married. Even if there was a miscarriage, he chose to be tolerant.

  She and Wei Xuan are now poor, but their conditions are absolutely good. Her house is a fully paid school district house, and now in society, having a house without a mortgage makes life absolutely easy.

  Furthermore, Wei Xuans annual income has already reached tens of millions, and she is about to graduate and start working. The two of them can absolutely afford the cost of raising and educating a child.

  Thinking of the worst-case scenario, if Wei Xiu dumped her or she became so destitute that she couldnt even afford to raise a child, she could still turn to her own parents for help. Her dad and mom were... quite well-off, although she had a bad relationship with them and they both had their own families now, as the only daughter of those two people, they wouldnt abandon her completely.

  Some things really cant be thought about.

  Just thinking about it makes my blood boil with excitement and I couldnt help but rush into action.

  "Go over to the operating table." The nurse in scrubs reminded simply.

  She glanced at the operating table with some embarrassment and said, "Never mind, Ill just give birth to it anyway, its not like I really cant give birth."

  The nurse looked at her in surprise, apparently finding it strange that she had begun to regret after entering the operating room, but didnt ask much.

  It was only a matter of time before he turned and left the operating room, but tears suddenly flowed down his face.

  When youve broken up once and then choose to have a child with your boyfriend who is not even related to you, and both of you are public figures, the pressure is really not ordinary.

  Youll be unmarried and pregnant until next April, youll have to accept a lot of rumors, youre pregnant and still have to do your graduation project, your graduation defense and graduation party youll all have to go with a belly thats several months old...

  Besides, its always been a habit of mine to prepare for the worst.

  She couldnt help but think, what if she cant marry Wei Xiong after all?

  And pregnancy is not that simple, you will gain weight, get pregnant spots, have stretch marks, have a cesarean section and be left with scars, vaginal delivery is very painful, even if it goes smoothly, the birth canal will relax and may become dry, after breastfeeding, the breasts will also sag...

  Shes only twenty years old, and its not easy to be born so beautiful, why become ugly because of a child.

  The unspoken grievances and resentment that had been building up finally came pouring out in tears, but she didnt even know what she was crying about, because this was her own decision, and no one had forced her into it.

  Alright, she is angry with herself.

  Shes already in the operating room and yet she chickened out of having an abortion.

  She had obviously thought it through.

  Obviously she has such high awareness.

  One foot stepped out, while the other drew back, sobbing and crying in various ways. Autumn water almond eyes were bright red, with tears welling up, looking disheveled yet still a bit comical.

  Fortunately in the hospital, in front of the abortion surgery room again, wearing a mask and crying desperately wasnt unusual at all, nor did anyone pay excessive attention to her.

  Wei Xi stood by the window for over ten minutes, and then saw Chi Zao crying as he came out. His heart was instantly shattered. He quickly ran over and wrapped Chi Zao in his coat.

  Wei Xixins heart was filled with various suppressions and heaviness, but these suppressions and heaviness were nothing compared to the harm she would inevitably suffer at this moment.

  He held her extremely tightly, as if he wanted to turn her back into the rib that had been missing since his birth. He wanted to hide her in his body, sparing her from shock, suffering, wandering and having no place to rely on.

  "Dont be afraid, its early." He comforted in a rough voice.

  Shes the kind of person who cries even harder when comforted, and now that she thinks about it, this guy in front of her got her pregnant and made her give birth to a baby, she feels indescribably wronged and humiliated. She cries even more miserably, while cursing: "Bastard, if you hadnt insisted on having sex without protection, this wouldnt have happened."

  Its inevitable that youll end up crying so pitifully.

  Wei Xis heart was crushed, his voice muffled as he apologized: "Its all my fault, Im the one who messed up! I didnt treat you right!"

  Its only a matter of time before she cries and her nose runs, but now shes in Wei Xuns arms, so she pulls off her mask and wipes her nose on his clothes, sobbing as she speaks in a tearful tone: "It was your fault from the start, all of it was your fault. You were the one who ignored me first, if you hadnt ignored me I wouldnt have thought about breaking up with you."

  Wei Xi was silent this time, yes, as long as he paid a little attention to his work and feelings, they would not have ended up breaking up. She left so decisively, and he didnt even tell her about the condom breaking... it was all a series of unfortunate events... pregnancy, miscarriage...

  Wei Xixins heart was filled with self-loathing and disgust, and because he had cried so hard that his heart ached severely, coupled with the fact that his mood was already bad today, his eyes also began to redden.

  He didnt dare make a sound anymore, afraid that his voice would reveal his current pain, confusion and weakness.

  It wasnt long before no one was left to comfort her, and she quietly began to cry by herself. She was the type of person who could cry for a very long time when alone.

  Wei Xi was wearing a sweater today, and the front of his chest was already wet. He felt that she had cried so much that his chest was drenched, as if there was a torrential downpour in his chest.

  Its really uncomfortable.

  Its been twenty-one years since Ive felt this suffocated and miserable.

  But he can only blame himself.

  Eventually cried until the end and started hiccuping, cried for half a day, my emotions calmed down, while hiccuping, still sniffled.

  However, she soon realized that something was off.

  Because of her sobbing and sniffles, another sound was mixed into her voice.

  Wei Xi also started sniffing his nose.

  She realized he was crying and immediately asked fiercely: "Huh, what are you crying about?"

  She thought she sounded super fierce, but she herself was crying on the side, her usual clear and crisp voice like a silver bell was a bit hoarse, with a sobbing tone, and still sniffling, not only not fierce enough, but also somewhat comical.

  "I didnt cry."

  "You cried."

  "Its said without tears."

  "You really cried."

  “……”

  "Its me who should be crying, in the end it still went as you wished."

  Wei Xiu lightly sniffled his nose, he was a very tough guy, wiping away tears was something he would never do.

  He was deep in thought, and for a moment he couldnt keep up with his own train of thought.

  He sobbed again and said: "What are you crying about? I didnt have an abortion."

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