The two wome after that as I and my army of me's got to work memorizing the information in the pile on the floor. The stuff was surprisingly ih for a world that seemed so primitive in so many regards. In nearly all regards this world was dht feudal as far as tech went but at the same time was also so advanced stifically that you could make legitimate es, create poisons that attacked geics or even uand the ins and outs of the human body even with chakra taken into at.-

  At the same time however electricity and light bulbs weren't really a thing iy muy house. The tech of this world was wildly disproportionate and I had no bloody idea why that was. You might think it was because of chakra but you'd be wrong since biological sce which should have needed electrical sce to advance did so without it like someone simply skipped a few hueps to reach that highly advauff. Even this information I was memorizing was the sort of stuff you wouldn't think most doctors oh to know yet was the basics here.-

  To be fair though I uood why I o know this stuff as unlike doctors ba earth where treatment was basically boiled down tery and medication here we had chakra. It truly made all the difference as rather than needing to spend weeks, months or years to recover from a grave illness like cer a skilled mediin could have a patient with it up and about days ter with but a few minutes of treatment. Oh a single mediin of det skill would practically be worshipped as a literal miracle worker.-

  This was just for mediin ur skill but if you were to put someone like my sensei oh they would practically be sidered a god as life ah were pythings for them. The funny part was that nobody bats a this fact here as while she was extremely well respected my sensei was not the object of worship she would be oh, she was just a very good doctor to everyone here. Don't eve me started on the sort of effect a Jonin who specialized in ninjutsu would bring oh.-

  Anyways thanks to my couple dozen shadow es I memorized the whole pile of information by the end of the day in exge for the worst headache ever. My head ounding and I felt almost like I had a nasty hangover which my sensei viciously capitalized on by being loud and bothersome. It didn't help that she was drunk off her ass and being taken care of by Shizune. My fellow student apparently wao warn me about the backsh of having so many shadow es but I told her I already knew about it. Which was true since I pnned on learning the jutsu eventually anyways.-

  See shadow es are different than normal chakra based es in that each e has all your thoughts and memories at the moment of it's creation but still learhings separate from yourself. The problem however was that when they are dismissed or destroyed you get all those new memories in an instant. This meant that if you have too many es at once or even a single e active for long enough to gain a signifit amount of new memories when they are dismissed you get overloaded with all this new information.-

  "But if you khis would happen why did you do it?" Shizune asked fused.

  "Because she mocked me and said it would take me a week. She hates losing right? Well I win this time." I said holy while rubbing my temple.

  She just stared at me speechless at that before having to go back to treating Tsunade's drunkenness. The blonde was her own biggest obstacle as despite making money as a mediin traveling pce to pce she had a taste for alcohol and gambling that left her perpetually i. The funny part was that nobody ever bothered trying to get her to pay up in alternative ways because the people who did teo require her help surviving after she was doh them.-

  Yes the whole porn sario with men trying to get in her pants because of her debt did happen and unlike in porn the only people getting fucked in that situation was the men as she beat them within an inch of their lives before fixing them and doing it again. Tsunade Senju was many things but loose was not one of them. Don't get me wrong she defiilizes her looks to her adva she won't ever actually let aouch her like that.-

  As for killing her because of her debt? Only the REALLY stupid folk tried that as she had the bag of Konoha, the hokage, literally all the iial people she's healed over the years across the elemental nations AND she was as strong as an S rank ninja to boot. Trying to kill her was like deg open season on your ass to the whole world and just not a smart idea. That said I did discover ohing over the week wheaught me off and on after she sobered up and realized I had proven her wrong, she was broken.-

  I don't mean physically but rather mentally. There was a case when a man was attacked by a wolf pa the forest while fing and she REEKED of terror at the sight of him. Her st was filled with it and she shook and hypervehe moment she saw the man. That was a dead give away of trauma acc to the very same books she had me memorize. Shizune helped the man while I distracted my sensei from her past.

  "You must thihetic after this huh?" she asked self depreciatingly as we sat outside the building on the ground.

  "Not particurly no." I said holy surprising her.

  "Why not?" she asked fused.

  "I might be young and inexperienced pared to you but I have felt loss before. I am not referring to my biological pareher but the death of the entire Uchiha . I old anyone else but I felt that night as if I was right in the middle of it, each life getting suddenly ended one by one, all of it. you imagine how messed up that feels? The guttural rea that it brings to feel that void show up? I was shattered by it." I said holy and quietly.

  "But the seals?" she asked astonished.

  "My sensor abilities work differently than the normal sort and as a result aren't blocked by those seals even a little. That night ged me, perhaps not drastically but I developed a fear of weakness after that. The inability to do anything at all to stop something like that from happening again is what terrifies me. You being afraid of something you experienced in the past is no different so long as you don't allow that fear to trol you like I don't allow my owo. It's a part of me that I will never be rid of but there is no reason why I should fixate on it rather tha as fuel for improvement." I said firmly.