I'm Ken Minamoto, an obese 31 years old middle aged man that's been working at a convenience store.

  I've gained significant weight since dropping out of highschool

  And now I've been working as a cashier for a year now in a convenience store just to sustain myself.

  (”Curious why I'm living like this despite my age?”)

  Well it's simple really i didn't finished highschool because I've been bullied

  And my siblings have enough of me and kicked me out 1 year ago.

  Why you asked?

  Well it's because I've been leeching off of our parents since I dropped out of highschool

  I've been living a comfortable life in my room since then.

  ("Ah fuck just thinking about it makes me remember that day.")

  I've been watching some Hentai and adult content while eating snacks that day.

  And then i suddenly i hear a bang in my door.

  THAD!!

  “Hey can you at least knock i would hav-”

  I paused

  And then before i knew it my whole family have gathered in my room.

  *Tch!*

  I clicked my mouth annoyed

  (“Ahh it's lucky i'm wearing my earphone and have a blanket on lol”)

  I said while grinning like an idiot to myself

  I quickly pulled my pants up and stand up.

  “Hey what's the occasion why are you all suddenly barging in my room like that is it my birthday you know i don't like surpr-”

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  I said with an arrogant tone

  “You disgusting pig have you forgotten that we've given you 1 week before packing your things up”

  Said my older sister with a disgusted look on her face cutting me out.

  “Hey i thought you all are joking with it”

  “You piece of shi-”

  My younger brother mutter while preparing to charge at me.

  But our older brother hold him back stopping him from charging.

  “Hey Ken we're only doing this for you and our parents they're getting old now they can't sustain you forever”

  “To hell they can't they have enough saving right mom,dad”

  I said while looking at my parents with anger in my eyes.

  “W-we have enough to support him really he can stay”

  “STOP THAT mom and dad you both know you have enough just for you both”

  “He's getting out of this house whether he like it or not he's not gonna leech off of you're savings anymore”

  Said my younger brother shouting at them.

  And then just like that my older and younger brother dragged me out of the house.

  (“FUCK them for kicking me out of nowhere because i won't go out and look for a job it's like im not a part of their family”)

  I've said in my mind while scanning some items for the customers.

  And slam the item at the counter

  "Oh..."

  "Im so sorry"

  I bowed my head and apologized to the student infront of me

  "It's ok"

  The students says and smile awkwardly and walk away

  “What the hell is that”

  “I know right ,haha”

  The students chat while leaving the convenience store

  (“I can hear you guys”)

  I smiled with veins popping out of my forehead

  *Sigh*

  Later after my shift is done

  Walking outside I ponder about my life.

  *Sigh*

  (“I heard the old man have a heart attack i hope he's ok”)

  (“My older brother is inviting me to visit but i don't think i really want to see their faces right now and i dont think they really want to see me either”)

  (“I wonder why my life is miserable like this.”)

  (“Ah It's because of those fuckers in my highschool days that I've dropped out.”)

  As my mind wonder in those days

  I've notice a girl in the pedestrian lane.

  It's the same girl from earlier without her friend.

  (“Of all places to use phone while walking across the pedestrian”)

  I notice a truck honking and wiggling on the road

  It's approaching rapidly at the girl.

  My body move on it's own before my mind can even think.

  As i my body run towards the girl and push her out of the way.

  ("Ah why am i always like this")

  My thoughts as the truck comes and sends my body flying.

  BOOGSH!!

  ("Ah.. of all times to try and be a hero..")

  I said in my mind as my vision started to become blurry.

  (“Ah.. I haven't even got a proper girlfriend yet and have sex..”)

  (“Am i.. real-..”)

  ("Goi-..")

  (“-to di-.. virg-..”)

  Time seems to flow slowly is it because im dying?

  There are sound of people

  Are they starting to gather around me?

  And the sound of an ambulance in a distance.

  "What a disaster.."

  "What a mess"

  "Poor soul"

  "Vita-"

  "(Hmm?..)"

  It is said that dying people have their lives flashing before their end and hear things.

  My highschool days starts flashing before my eyes.

  The day that they'll throw cartons of milk at me

  And when class is over they'll drag me into the back of the school strip my clothes

  Burn my body with cigarettes buds and beat me up.

  Leaving only after they get bored and mess me up good.

  And all of this because I tried to speak up to them for beating another guy at my class.

  The most idiotic or bravest thing that i did in my life.

  And nobody wouldn't even do the same for me.

  Even my friends ignored me afraid of getting caught in the mess

  I've endured it all until one day I shut myself in my parents house to run away from society.

  "(Ah.. what a.. life I've had..)"

  It's starting to rain

  Of all things to be flashing before my life ends why is it this one.

  Not even a happy memori-..

  "??~~??~~??"

  It's that woman's voice again it's voice feels so divine.

  What is it trying to say.

  "Sir please hang in there we'll save-"

  The medics shouts as they carry my body in a stretcher

  "(Ah this people are so loud im dying anyways.. so.. just..shut up..)"

  "(Im so..)'

  "(..sleepy)"

  As my vision slowly vanish and my ears are going deaf.

  My vision fades into darkness and the silence are deafening.

  “~Vitae Novam Exsurge~”