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Chapter 90

  A soft flutter of eyeshes, delicate as a butterfly’s wings, broke the stillness. Myra’s eyes, though clouded with pain and exhaustion, slowly opened. Her gaze, unfocused at first, gradually sharpened, settling on the figure looming above her. The raw terror that had gripped Freya began to recede slightly as she saw the flicker of recognition in Myra’s gaze.

  “Freya…” Myra whispered, her voice weak and raspy, barely audible above the heavy silence of the room. Her lips, pale and slightly parted, formed the familiar name with a tenderness that belied the agony she had just endured. Even in her weakened state, even with her body screaming in protest, there was no accusation in her eyes, only a soft understanding.

  The sound of her name, spoken with such gentle affection, pierced through Freya’s terror and self-loathing like a shard of light in the overwhelming darkness. Tears welled in Freya’s crimson eyes, blurring her already distorted vision. The monster within had been unleashed, and its horrifying actions were id bare before her, reflected in Myra’s pain-filled gaze.

  “Shhh… it’s alright,” Myra murmured, her voice barely a breath, her hand lifting weakly, her fingertips brushing against Freya’s cold skin. It was a gesture of comfort, an attempt to soothe the very being who had just inflicted such pain upon her. “You’re back… the gentle Freya… you’re here.”

  The sheer forgiveness in Myra’s touch, the unwavering kindness in her eyes, broke something within Freya. A sob escaped her lips, a raw, heartbroken sound that echoed the devastation in her soul. “Myra… oh, Myra… what have I done? What have I done to you?” Her voice was thick with tears and a profound anguish, the realization of her monstrous actions crashing down upon her with brutal force.

  “I… I lost control,” Freya choked out, her body trembling uncontrolbly, the residual energy of her bloodlust now repced by a crippling wave of guilt. “The hunger… Amelia… it… it overwhelmed me. I am… I am so sorry, Myra. So terribly sorry.” Her tears spilled onto Myra’s bloodied skin, hot against the cold reality of her actions.

  “I never… I never wanted to hurt you,” Freya continued, her voice breaking. “You… you have brought light into my darkness. And I… I repaid your kindness with such… savagery. I am a monster, Myra. A truly terrible creature.” The self-loathing in her words was palpable, a visceral rejection of the being she had allowed herself to become.

  “Please… please forgive me,” Freya pleaded, her face contorted with grief and remorse, her tears flowing freely now, washing over the blood that stained Myra’s skin. “I would never intentionally cause you such pain. You… you mean more to me than I ever allowed myself to admit.” Her confession, wrung from the depths of her despair, hung heavy in the air, a raw and desperate plea for absolution.

  A faint, weary smile touched Myra’s pale lips, a gesture that spoke volumes of her capacity for empathy and understanding. Despite the lingering pain that throbbed through her ravaged body, her gaze remained soft and unwavering as she looked up at Freya, whose face was now etched with anguish and bathed in the light of unshed tears.

  “I know, Freya,” Myra whispered, her voice still weak but imbued with a quiet certainty. “I know it wasn’t you. It was… the hunger. You fought it, I saw you. You tried to protect me.” Her words, though faint, carried the weight of truth, a testament to the glimpses of Freya’s internal struggle she had witnessed in those terrifying moments.

  Her hand, still resting lightly on Freya’s arm, tightened slightly, a gentle reassurance in the face of the vampire’s overwhelming guilt. “It’s alright,” she murmured, though every fiber of her being protested the lie. “It hurts… but I’ll be alright. You’re back now. That’s what matters.”

  Myra’s gaze softened further, a hint of the love that had taken root in her heart shining through the pain in her eyes. “We’ll figure this out, Freya. Together. We always do.” Her words were a quiet promise, a beacon of hope in the dimly lit room, a testament to the unexpected and powerful connection that had formed between the mortal woman and the ancient vampire.

  A fresh wave of terror gripped Freya as she truly registered the extent of Myra’s injuries, the sheer volume of blood staining her skin and the bedding. Her earlier self-loathing was now compounded by a desperate urgency. Scrambling off Myra with a frantic energy, she frantically searched her surroundings, her gaze darting wildly across the cluttered room as if the solution would magically appear.

  Her hands, still trembling, reached out, grasping at the nearest objects – a dusty shawl, a frayed piece of velvet – anything that might staunch the flow of blood. Her movements were clumsy and panicked, a stark contrast to her usual composed demeanor. The sight of Myra’s pallor, the shallow rise and fall of her chest, fueled her desperate efforts.

  Myra, meanwhile, felt a growing wave of dizziness wash over her. The pain was still there, a dull throbbing ache that radiated from the wounds on her neck and shoulder, but it was becoming overshadowed by a heavy, leaden sensation. Her limbs felt impossibly heavy, her eyelids fluttering as exhaustion threatened to pull her under.

  The edges of her vision began to blur, the familiar shapes of the antique shop softening and fading. A distant hum filled her ears, muffling the frantic sounds of Freya’s movements. The st thing she registered was Freya’s face, contorted with fear and desperate concern, her hands pressing firmly against the bleeding wounds on Myra’s neck, a desperate attempt to hold onto the life that was slowly ebbing away.

  Then, darkness cimed her, a heavy, silent void that offered a temporary reprieve from the pain and the terror. Consciousness slipped away, leaving Myra’s body limp and still beneath Freya’s frantic ministrations, the weight of her sacrifice finally taking its toll. The st image etched in her fading awareness was Freya’s tear-streaked face, a silent promise of care and a desperate plea for her to hold on.

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