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Chapter 140

  A hopeful cry forming on her lips, Freya reached out, her hand outstretched towards the familiar figure. “Myra…!” she began to call out, her voice barely a whisper above the din of the vilge square, her heart pounding with anticipation at the prospect of seeing Myra’s surprised and joyful face.

  But as she drew closer, the scene before her solidified, and the joyous anticipation in Freya’s chest plummeted like a stone. Standing beside Myra, his arm casually brushing against hers, was Gareth. He handed Myra a small, neatly wrapped package, a wide, happy smile stretched across his face.

  A cold wave washed over Freya, extinguishing the st embers of her hope. The easy familiarity between Myra and Gareth, the comfortable proximity, was a stark contrast to the tentative steps they had taken in their own connection. A chilling thought snaked through her mind: Was I a fool to think our shared moments held any real weight? Was this what Myra returned to after our intimate night? The vibrant colors of the vilge square seemed to dull, the cheerful sounds grating on her raw nerves. A bitter taste rose in her throat, the first tendrils of a deep, agonizing hurt beginning to take root.

  Her gaze, sharp despite the swirling emotions, focused on the exchange between them. The small package, offered with such genuine warmth by Gareth and accepted with an equally pleasant smile by Myra, seemed to carry a significance that excluded Freya entirely. It was a silent testament to a life Freya knew nothing about, a web of connections and affections that predated her arrival and, it now seemed, held a stronger pull on Myra.

  The casual brush of Gareth’s arm against Myra’s, an unconscious gesture of familiarity, felt like a physical barrier, a line drawn in the sand that Freya could not cross. The easy ughter of nearby vilgers, the carefree interactions around her, suddenly felt like a mocking symphony celebrating a joy she could not share. The weight of her outsider status, something she had long accepted as an inherent part of her existence, now pressed down on her with a crushing force, amplified by the raw sting of what felt like a personal rejection.

  Freya froze, her outstretched hand falling limply to her side, the hopeful cry dying in her throat. The sight was a physical blow, a cold confirmation of her deepest fears. This was the man Myra had hurried away with, the childhood friend, the one who seemed to occupy a significant pce in her life.

  She couldn’t clearly see Myra’s expression, her back was partially turned, but Gareth’s beaming smile was a painful tableau. It spoke of a closeness, a shared understanding, a comfortable intimacy that mirrored the very things Freya had hoped to build with Myra, a future she now saw crumbling before her eyes.

  A sharp, unfamiliar pang pierced Freya’s heart, a sensation so akin to human heartbreak that it stole her breath. It wasn’t just disappointment; it was a raw, feeling of betrayal. Could it be that our shared intimacy meant so little? Freya’s mind raced, the question a bitter taste on her tongue. Was I nothing more than a fleeting diversion, a temporary escape from the life Myra truly belonged to? The thought was a cruel twist of the knife.

  The noise of the vilge seemed to fade, the lively atmosphere now a stark contrast to the turmoil within her. She stood rooted to the spot, a silent observer to a scene that felt like a cruel mockery of her hopes. The woman she had dared to open her ancient heart to was standing contentedly beside another, a small, wrapped gift passing between them like a tangible symbol of their connection.

  Without a word, without making her presence known, Freya slowly turned away, the weight of her dashed hopes crushing her with every step. The vibrant energy of the vilge now felt suffocating, the ughter of its inhabitants a painful reminder of the joy that seemed forever out of her reach. The bitterness of her earlier resignation returned, amplified by the fresh sting of what felt undeniably like a profound betrayal, a deep, agonizing wound to her immortal soul.

  As Freya turned, her cloak swirling around her like a shroud, Myra happened to gnce up. Her eyes widened in surprise as she caught a fleeting glimpse of a figure disappearing into the crowd, a figure that bore a striking resembnce to Freya. “Freya…?” Myra started to call out, her voice a hesitant whisper, her heart giving a hopeful leap.

  But then, a wave of doubt washed over her. No, it couldn’t be Freya, she reasoned, quickly dismissing the fleeting image. Freya had made it clear she disliked the vilge, the crowds, the noises. What would she possibly be doing here? It must have been someone else, a trick of the dim evening light and her own craving, a phantom born of her own wishes.

  She turned back to Gareth, a polite smile gracing her lips as she accepted the small package he held out. “Thank you so much, Gareth,” she said, her voice sincere. “Grandma’s been in such discomfort tely. This medicine will be a real blessing.” Her attention was now focused on the tangible reality before her, and the responsibility she felt towards her ailing grandmother, pushing the fleeting image of the cloaked figure to the back of her mind, unaware of the silent storm that had just passed within the vilge square. It was probably just the way the light fell on someone's cloak, Myra reassured herself, a tiny furrow in her brow smoothing out. Freya would never come here.

  Emotional turmoil rendered Freya clumsy as she blindly moved along the square's edge. A tug on her cloak drew her attention. The little girl who had bumped into her stood there, her expression now one of worry. "Excuse me," she whispered, "I'm sorry for bumping you." She held out a radiant red apple, its skin reflecting the torchlight. "Please, take this. It's a very sweet one." The child's simple act resonated with a painful irony within Freya. The apple's vibrant red, meant to be appealing, felt like a cruel jest against the grey ndscape of her despair. Sweet, she mused with a bitter twist in her stomach. Its color mirrored the fresh wound of betrayal, a seemingly innocent offering ced with the poison of her heartbreak. A choked nod was her only reply, the offered sweetness shimmering with a false promise, much like a tempting fruit concealing a bitter, even fatal, truth within her current reality.

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