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Chapter 103

  The unexpected wave of arousal that had washed over Myra reached a crest, the confusing sensations becoming too intense to ignore. With a sudden movement, she reached out, her hands finding purchase on Freya’s shoulders, and gently but firmly pushed the vampire backwards until Freya was lying on the soft mattress beside her.

  Now positioned above Freya, Myra's gaze was locked on the ancient vampire's face; the tables had turned in an instant. Her chest rose and fell rapidly, breath catching in her throat as she looked down at the woman who had moments ago been tending to her wounds with such care. The unexpected intensity of her own arousal had taken Myra by complete surprise, a sudden, potent wave crashing over her senses. The intimate healing made her body thrum with a desire she hadn't anticipated, hadn't even known she possessed with such ferocity. It was a reaction born of pure, raw sensation, a desperate need to understand and explore this unexpected turn within herself.

  A palpable tension filled the air between them, a silent acknowledgment of the unspoken desires that had been awakened. Myra’s eyes traced the delicate lines of Freya’s face, the pale beauty that had so captivated her from the beginning. But even in the soft glow of the mplight, she could still see a lingering sadness in Freya’s crimson eyes, a shadow of the guilt and fear that still clung to her.

  A soft sigh escaped Myra’s lips, the arousal she had felt momentarily receding, repced by a wave of empathy and a deep longing to truly comfort Freya. The physical healing was one thing, but the emotional wounds seemed far deeper.

  Reaching down, Myra gently touched Freya’s face, her thumbs softly stroking her cool cheeks. “Oh, Freya,” she murmured, her voice filled with tenderness, “you still look so sad.” The weight of the previous nights, the fear of her own nature, seemed to be a heavy burden that Freya couldn’t easily shed.

  “Hold me,” Myra whispered, her gaze locking with Freya’s. “Just… hold me close.” She lowered herself, her body settling against Freya’s, the physical contact a silent offering of comfort and reassurance. “This will heal me too, Freya,” she added softly, her lips brushing against Freya’s ear. “Your closeness… your touch… that’s what I truly need.”

  The words seemed to resonate deeply within Freya. The tension in her body slowly began to ease as she reached up, her arms encircling Myra, pulling her close in a comforting embrace. The roles had shifted once more, from healer and patient to two souls seeking soce and connection in the aftermath of a shared trauma. In that tender embrace, amidst the lingering scent of blood and ancient magic, a deeper kind of healing began.

  Freya’s arms tightened around Myra, a sigh of genuine relief escaping her lips as she held the mortal woman close. The simple act of embracing, of feeling Myra’s warmth against her cool skin, was surprisingly grounding, a tangible connection to the present moment that eased the swirling turmoil within her.

  “Thank you, Myra,” Freya murmured, her voice soft against Myra’s hair. “It… it does feel better. Hugging you.” The admission was simple, yet it carried a weight of vulnerability, a rare glimpse into the emotional ndscape of the ancient vampire.

  She held Myra a moment longer, then shifted slightly, her crimson eyes meeting Myra’s with a newfound openness. “Since you have come into my life, Myra,” Freya began, her voice thoughtful, “I have begun to feel… a great many emotions. Feelings that have been dormant for centuries, perhaps even longer.”

  A shadow flickered across her face. “Some of these emotions… they are beautiful, like the joy I feel when you are here, the… affection I feel for you.” Her gaze softened, a genuine tenderness shining in her eyes. “But other emotions… they can be quite… scary. Overwhelming.”

  Freya hesitated, her grip on Myra’s hand tightening slightly. “The guilt I felt that night… the fear of losing control… those emotions were so intense, so consuming, that they felt almost physical. It is as if a dam has broken within me, and a torrent of feelings, both light and dark, is now threatening to flood my senses.”

  The admission was a testament to the profound impact Myra had had on her life, a stripping away of the emotional barriers Freya had so carefully constructed over centuries. To feel again, to truly feel, was both a gift and a terrifying prospect for the ancient vampire.

  Myra, feeling the tremor in Freya’s hand and seeing the raw vulnerability in her eyes, reached up to caress the vampire’s cheek. “It’s alright, Freya,” she said softly, her voice filled with understanding and reassurance. “It’s alright to feel. Even the scary things.”

  “Think of them like… like the weather,” Myra continued, her thumb gently stroking Freya’s cool skin. “There are sunny days filled with joy, and there are stormy nights filled with fear. But the storms don’t st forever, Freya. And even in the darkness, you learn things, you become stronger. I’ll be here with you, through the sunshine and the storms. We’ll face them together.” Her words were a gentle anchor, a promise of unwavering support as Freya navigated the unfamiliar and sometimes turbulent waters of her reawakening heart.

  A small, sad smile touched Freya’s lips. “I tried to push you away before...,” she confessed, her crimson eyes filled with a mixture of regret and a lingering fear. “When I first realized the depth of my feelings for you, when I saw the danger that my existence could bring to your mortal life… my instinct was to protect you by creating distance.”

  She sighed softly, her gaze drifting away for a moment before returning to meet Myra’s with a newfound honesty. “But now… now I am so incredibly grateful that you did not heed my attempts. That you persisted. That you are here, with me, despite everything that has happened.” The relief in her voice was palpable, a testament to the comfort and connection Myra’s presence brought to her long and often lonely existence.

  A shadow of her ancient fears flickered in her eyes. “My greatest worry, Myra… after what happened… is that you will be scared of me now. That you will see the monster that lurks within and never want to return. That the love that has begun to blossom between us will wither in the face of that terrifying truth.” The vulnerability in her confession id bare her deepest anxieties, the fear of losing Myra eclipsing even her own fear of her own nature.

  Myra’s heart ached at the vulnerability in Freya’s voice, the raw fear of rejection that flickered in her ancient eyes. Reaching up, she cupped Freya’s face in her hands, her touch gentle but firm, her gaze unwavering in its sincerity.

  “Oh, Freya,” Myra murmured, her thumbs softly stroking the cool skin of the vampire’s cheeks. “After everything we’ve been through, after you confessed your love for me… do you really think a little scare is going to send me running?” A small, wry smile touched her lips. “That night was terrifying, yes. But it also showed me how much you struggled, how much you feared hurting me. A true monster wouldn’t have cared.”

  Her eyes met Freya’s, filled with a love that had only deepened in the face of danger. “I see the darkness in you, Freya, but I also see the light. I see the woman who reads ancient stories, who cares for forgotten things, who looks at me with such tenderness. I choose to see all of you. And I choose to stay.”

  Myra leaned closer, her forehead resting against Freya’s. “Fear is a powerful thing, for both of us. But love… love can be stronger. We’ll face the darkness together, Freya. You won’t be alone with it anymore. And I won’t be scared away.” Her words were a promise, a heartfelt commitment to stand by Freya, to embrace all that she was, the beautiful and the terrifying.

  A comfortable silence settled between Myra and Freya, their embrace a silent testament to the unspoken promises and the burgeoning love that bound them together. The initial tension of their confessions and the lingering shadows of the previous night began to ease, repced by a sense of quiet soce in each other’s arms. Myra nestled closer, finding a sense of peace in the steady rhythm of Freya’s breathing, while Freya held her tightly, a feeling of warmth and hope blossoming within her ancient heart, chasing away some of the perpetual chill of her long existence. In that shared embrace, they found a haven, a moment of respite from the complexities of their lives and the uncertainties of their future, content simply to be present with each other, two souls finding comfort and connection in the most unexpected of circumstances.

  After a peaceful silence settled between them, Freya gently tilted Myra's chin up, her crimson eyes searching Myra's face with a soft intensity. "You are truly extraordinary, Myra," she murmured, her voice filled with a quiet wonder. "Your courage… your capacity for understanding and forgiveness… it is unlike anything I have ever encountered." A small, tender smile touched her lips. "I confess, I do not believe I deserve such unwavering faith."

  Myra reached up, her fingers tracing the delicate curve of Freya's cheekbone. "Everyone deserves to be loved, Freya," she replied softly, her gaze filled with sincerity. "And everyone makes mistakes. What matters is what you do after, the willingness to face your fears and to try to be better. You showed me that time. You fought against what you are to protect me. That's not the act of a monster." She leaned closer, her lips brushing against Freya's ear. "That's the act of someone I love."

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