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Chapter 148

  The rhythmic drumming of the rain against the dipidated shelter echoed the memories swirling in Myra's mind. With each falling drop, she recalled the day Freya had tirelessly aided her quest for the specific herbs needed to heal her ailing grandmother. Freya had navigated the dense forest with an uncanny knowledge of the natural world, a knowledge that belied her immortal nature. And then, Myra remembered the unforgettable moment on this very mountaintop, the hesitant offering of her own blood, a gift given freely and willingly, even before Myra fully understood the depth of her own burgeoning feelings for the ancient vampire. At that time, Myra had felt a powerful connection, an undeniable pull towards Freya, an intrigue that had quickly blossomed into something far deeper. Each of those memories was a precious jewel, now threatened by the encroaching darkness and the chilling stillness of the woman in her arms.

  Now, kneeling beside the still form of the woman she held so protectively, the weight of that emotion crashed down upon Myra with undeniable crity, a force more powerful than any storm. This aching fear that gripped her heart, this desperate yearning to see those crimson eyes open, this overwhelming need to know Freya was alright – this was love, raw and untamed. A love born of shared vulnerability, unexpected tenderness amidst their contrasting worlds, and a connection that transcended the boundaries of their different existences. It was a love she would fight for, even against the impossible.

  Love, Myra now understood with a painful crity that resonated through every fiber of her being, was not merely a flutter of the heart or a fleeting moment of passion. It was a fierce, unwavering devotion, a willingness to face any obstacle, any fear, even the fear of eternity, for the sake of another. It was the raw terror she felt now, holding Freya’s cold, still form, the desperate ache in her chest at the thought of losing her, of the light within her own world being extinguished forever.

  Love was the selfless impulse to offer a part of herself, as she had with her blood, a symbol of trust and vulnerability, and the profound gratitude she felt for the same selfless act offered in return, a silent acknowledgment of a connection that ran deeper than words. It was the deep understanding that had blossomed between them in stolen moments, the quiet conversations under the moonlight, the shared silences that spoke volumes, the unspoken connection that had drawn her to Freya’s enigmatic soul. Embracing vulnerability, she had lowered her defenses, trusting Freya, not just as a woman but as a creature of the night, with a part of herself she had never before dared to show anyone, a profound leap into the unknown.

  Myra now realized that this love, which she stood to lose, was the most precious and terrifyingly powerful force she had ever known, a bond created through shared vulnerability and a profound understanding that stretched beyond the typical boundaries of life and death, feeling like an inevitable connection despite their disparate natures. Like a fragile flower unexpectedly blooming in shadow, this love now threatened to be crushed by the chilling fear of its disappearance.

  Gazing down at Freya’s unnervingly still form, a cold dread gripped Myra’s heart. The ck of breath, the profound chill radiating from her skin, felt agonizingly close to death itself. The thought of losing Freya, after having finally found such an unexpected and profound connection, was unbearable. Desperation cwed at Myra, a primal instinct to save the woman she loved overriding all other considerations.

  Her eyes fell to her own arm, pale against the dark fabric of her cloak, and a desperate idea sparked in her mind, a risky gamble born of pure love and terror. Blood. The life-sustaining power of blood for a vampire, the very essence of their existence. It was a risk, a leap of faith into the unknown, a potentially foolish act against an immortal being, but Myra couldn’t bear to do nothing, to simply stand by and watch Freya slip away. She had to try. She had to give Freya her blood, to offer a piece of her own life force in exchange for the one she cherished. The thought was both terrifying and strangely comforting, a tangible act of devotion.

  With a determined set to her jaw, a fierce resolve hardening her features despite the tears that still clung to her shes, Myra bit down hard on her right forearm. A sharp, searing pain shot through her, a raw agony that made her vision swim momentarily, and a gasp escaped her lips, quickly muffled against her other hand pressed tightly against her mouth to stifle any further sound. The metallic tang of blood filled her mouth, a coppery taste both familiar and suddenly significant, as the wound opened, the life force spilling forth, a dark crimson welling against her pale skin. She bit down again, harder this time, her teeth clenching against the throbbing pain, widening the gash to ensure a steady flow, a more substantial offering. The rain outside seemed to mirror the steady stream of her own blood.

  Tears streamed down Myra’s face, hot against the cold rain that still clung to her hair and clothes, each tear a testament to her fear and her love. The pain in her arm was intense, a throbbing agony that radiated through her body, making her tremble uncontrolbly, but it was nothing compared to the gnawing fear of losing Freya, a loss that would leave an irreparable void in her soul. She muffled another involuntary cry, a sound of distress torn from her throat, her teeth clenched against the escating pain that pulsed with the rhythm of her frantic heartbeat. She focused on Freya’s still face, her love a burning ember amidst the pain.

  The blood now flowed freely, a dark, steady stream trickling down her arm, warm against the coldness of her skin. With trembling hands, her fingers slick with rain and blood, Myra gently tilted Freya’s head, supporting it with her other hand, and carefully parted her still lips, prying them open with a delicate touch. They were cold and unresponsive, like marble, adding to Myra’s growing fear that she was already too te, that Freya was beyond her reach. A knot of panic tightened in her chest, but she pushed it down, focusing on the task at hand.

  Slowly, deliberately, with a reverence usually reserved for the most sacred rituals, Myra positioned her bleeding arm above Freya’s mouth, allowing the life-giving fluid to drip onto her tongue and into her unmoving throat. Drop by precious drop, her own blood flowed into the vampire, a desperate offering of life in the face of what felt like impending death, a tangible symbol of her unwavering devotion. Each drop felt like a piece of herself, willingly given.

  She watched with bated breath, her eyes fixed on Freya’s face, her heart pounding in her chest with a frantic rhythm of hope and terror, praying for any sign, any flicker of an eyelid, any subtle movement that would indicate a response. The pain in her arm was a constant reminder of her sacrifice, a tangible representation of her love and her willingness to do anything, to endure any suffering, to save Freya from the encroaching darkness. The silence within the shelter was broken only by the rhythmic dripping of her blood and the frantic beating of her own heart.

  The blood now flowed freely, a dark, steady stream trickling down her arm. With trembling hands, Myra gently tilted Freya’s head and carefully parted her still lips. They were cold and unresponsive, adding to Myra’s growing fear.

  The rain continued to fall outside the crumbling shelter, a relentless drumming against the stone walls, but inside, a different kind of storm raged – a storm of hope and fear that swirled within Myra, a storm of pain and unwavering love that propelled her desperate act, as Myra offered a part of herself, the very essence of her life, in a desperate plea for Freya’s return from the brink of oblivion. She would not give up. She would fight for Freya with every fiber of her being, even if it meant emptying herself.

  As her blood dripped steadily into Freya’s unmoving mouth, Myra’s mind was a whirlwind of desperate prayers and fierce resolve. Please, Freya, please come back to me. Remember the moonlight on the mountain, the warmth of your kiss, the promise of something real between us. My pain is nothing if it means you will live. Let my life flow into you, let my heart reignite yours. Don’t leave me here in this darkness. I love you, Freya, please… please live.

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