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Chapter 15: He’s Not Okay

  The sky has turned bck. Thick clouds obscure the moonlight as raindrops gently fall, rolling down the windowpane

  Cassius sits silently on a chair, his vat eyes following the droplets as they gather on the gss before sliding down, leaving behind faint, blurred trails. The room is shrouded in darkness, with only the dim, cold light from outside filtering in

  As soon as the carriage returned, King Aurelius immediately summoned Celeste. It is said that something important o be discussed. And so, Cassius is left alone in the vast room

  He doesn’t care

  This room is too spacious, too quiet. A heavy emptiness fills the air, with only the soft patter of rain reminding him of reality

  Lana is gone

  Cassius closes his eyes, and the memories e rushing back

  —

  A bck-haired girl leans down, her smile gentle

  “Cassa, what are you doing?”

  Cassius looks up, excitement shining in his eyes. He raises a deep brown flower, his voice filled with enthusiasm

  “Nana, look! This flower is the same color as your eyes!”

  Lana ughs, taking the flower from his hands aly ruffling his hair

  “You found it?”

  “Yes! In that garden! Isn’t it beautiful?”

  “Mhm, it’s very beautiful” Lana responds softly, a smile lingering on her lips

  —

  Cassius opens his eyes

  Lana is not here. He will never see her eyes again

  Only he remains, alone in this cold, empty room

  He ches his fists, trying to wipe away the tears streaming down his cheeks. But no matter how much he wipes, they keep falling

  His gaze suddenly stops

  Beyond the window, far in the distan the horizon, a faint streak of blue emerges

  The sea

  A thought fshes through his mind. He wants to go there

  Without another moment of hesitation, Cassius jumps to his feet. He throws on a coat, pulls a rge hat over his head, hastily grabs an umbrel from the castle, and slips away

  This castle was once bustling, filled with people. But over time, Celeste gradually relocated most of the staff elsewhere. Now, only about twenty people remain, mainly maids responsible for ing

  No oices as Cassius quietly walks down the cold, empty corridors

  No oops him as he leaves the Eclipse estate

  —

  The rain falls harder now

  The shadows of the trees stretch out before him

  Cassius steps into the forest, his feet pressing down on the damp, deg leaves, produg a soft ch beh the wet mud

  He doesn’t know what he is looking for

  He just walks, his steps steady in the rain. The cold seeps into his skin, but he feels nothing

  Once again, the memories return

  —

  “What do you think the o is like?”

  Lana and Cassius are sitting in the library. Lana holds an old book in her hands, flipping to a page with an illustration of a ship drifting on a vast blue sea

  Cassius rests his on his palm, thinking

  “I guess it must be really big.”

  “What else?”

  “Uh… maybe there are big fish, and the water must be cold”

  Lana ughs

  “I think it smells like salt.”

  Cassius frowns “Like salt?”

  “Mhm, just like the food you love” She ruffles his hair

  “Someday, when you’re older, you, me, and the duchess go to the o together”

  “Promise?” Cassius eagerly holds up his pinky

  Lana smiles, linking her pinky with his

  “I promise”

  —

  That promise will never e true

  Cassius keeps walking

  The rain pours down, washing everything away

  At st, the shoreline es into view

  Cassius stands still, his breath caught in his chest

  Before him, the o stretches endlessly. The waves surge and crash against the bck cliffs, white foam spraying into the air before being swallowed bato the sea. The gray sky reflects oer’s surface, making it dark and unfathomably deep

  The salty wind rushes past him, tugging at his cloak, making it billow wildly

  He steps forward

  Oep at a time

  Until there is nothing but the abyss before him

  He looks down. Below, the relentless waves smash against the shore

  But he doesn’t feel fear

  He feels nothing

  Only an absolute emptiness

  The rain falls harder

  A strong gust of wind blows past, snatg the hat from his head and carrying it over the edge

  Cassius watches as it disappears into the raging sea

  He lifts his foot

  Meow

  A small sound rises above the pattering rain

  Cassius flinches, his body stiffening. Slowly, he turns his head

  Through the curtain of rain, a small dark figure appears. A cat

  It stands right in front of him, its sleek bck fur soaked and ging to its thin body, matted with mud and streaked with blood. The wounds scattered across its frail frame look severe

  Cassius slowly moves closer, croug down. He reaches out aly lifts the cat into his arms

  It doesn’t resist. It les quietly against him, its golden eyes gleaming as it stares up at him

  Cassius gazes down at the tiny creature in his hands. A weak, injured being, lost in the rain

  A faint glow shimmers over his palm. Slowly, the cat’s wounds begin to heal, the dried blood fading as if it had never been there

  “…What are you doing here?” Cassius murmurs

  The cat doesn’t look away. It lets out a soft sound

  Meow

  Like an answer

  Cassius tightens his arms around it, pulling it close to his chest, shielding it from the downpour

  “You shouldn’t be here in the rain” he says, his voice barely above a whisper “You’ll catch a cold”

  A quiet ugh echoes through the air

  Not from him

  And not from anywhere far away

  Right in front of him

  “Then why are you here, little boy?”

  Cassius’s eyes widen

  His gaze quickly drops to the cat in his arms

  It is still looking at him. But this time, there is something… different in its eyes

  He is sure he didn’t imagi

  Just now, whe opes mouth, the sound that came out

  Was not a meow

  It was a voice

  The air grows still, despite the crashing waves and the falling rain

  Cassius parts his lips slightly, but before he say anything, the cat chuckles softly

  “What’s with that look?” It tilts its head “Never seen a beastkin before?”

  Cassius doesn’t answer

  He has never met a talking cat before

  But before he react further, another voice suddenly cuts through the rain

  This time, it does not e from the cat

  “Cassius, why are you standing there?”

  A familiar voice

  Cassius freezes

  Slowly, he turns his head

  Through the raie stands there

  She says nothing else, only watg him in silence

  Raindrops trail down her fad hair, soaking the expensive bck gown ging to her frame

  A/N: Hello everyo's the author here!

  I have an important annou: Neter updates will be on hold until July this year. I know this might disappoint some of you, but I o focus on the most important exam of my life at the end of June. I hope for your uanding and support!

  Regarding the dire of this novel, it is a harem story with obsessive love as the main theme. Cassius will be quite weak if he relies only on himself (his only OP ability is healing). Most of the female leads will be yandere, and I assure you there will be no NTR whatsoever. Aside from their family members, no male characters will be too close to the female leads.

  I’m writing this story simply because I want to create something that aligns with my preferences, avoiding heavy drama to provide a more rexing reading experience

  If you have any ideas for female leads you’d like to see - like a dragon girl, for example - feel free to leave a ent!

  See you all in July! Thank you for your support!

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