Chapter 3 Coordinates
Jiao Jiehua broke away from Long Bao's almost savage roughness, but she was certain that he wasn't a virgin as everyone said. Her skin felt the hardness and heat of Long Bao's arousal, and she gently stroked his back, both comforting and encouraging him with her soft words, exciting him until his blood vessels burst.
She whispered softly: "Dragon, open your dusty will... ...with your majestic rise, conquer me... ...the primitive intoxication will transcend the world... ...your conquest of the world in front of you will activate the totem in memory... ...don't you remember that this mysterious fusion can change all worlds, affect the growth of all things in the universe and the harvest of the earth?... ..."
The body in front of him was sleek and white, with red and black shadows writhing like a mirage of sand dunes. An intense hunger ravaged his entire being, and he suddenly recalled how he used to hunt. It seemed that the thing in front of him was just his prey. He savagely grasped at the body, yet trembled with fear at his own brutality.
Why? Why should I tremble? What am I afraid of? What else do I fear? Is this not just a wild animal that I have hunted and killed?
Jing'er? Why isn't it Jing'er? Why do I want her to be Jing'er? Am I crazy? Why do I want to bully her?
Jing Er? Yeah, that new deputy director in the finance department is a young and inexperienced pretty boy who's recklessly pursuing Jing Er! Who hired this guy? He must be out of his mind to go after Jing Er like that!
No, why did Jing'er want to take a walk with him on the road that day? Why? Why! Did Jing'er also want to be friends with him? Was what I saw from the car that day an illusion? No, it's impossible, how could I have seen it wrong?!
Has she gone for walks with him several times? Is it just the one time I saw? No! It's absolutely impossible to be so coincidental, how could it be just that one time I happened to run into? If they've had many times like that, then what's going on now?
She dares! He dares! I'll fire him immediately! Jing'er is mine, is mine!
That's right, I also heard that several people wanted to marry Jing'er when she was at her old home. Damn it! Jing'er is mine! She's mine! Absolutely won't let anyone pursue her!
My hands are soft, just like Autumn Leaf's and Xue Bingying's and Jiao Siwei's. Autumn Leaf? I remember saying before that I wanted to marry her, to have a child with her like Shi Wei Du Ci had little Shi Heng, and they were happy and blissful. Hai Tao is also going to marry Wu Qingfen soon, and they'll have a little Hai Tao too. Why can't I be as happy and blissful as them, and have a little Long Bao with Autumn Leaf?
No! Shi Wei loves Du Cizhen, Hai Tao loves Wu Qingfen, but do I love Qiu Ya? They are happy and blissful because they have love, but is there love between me and Qiu Ya?
Yes, Qiu Ya loved me foolishly, and would rather die than let go. She spent many difficult years with me, and even used suicide as a bargaining chip to stay by my side, but I...
Xue Bingying? Xue's daughter, Xue has already passed away, it was in June this year, exactly on the second day of my grandfather's death anniversary. I remember that day was windy and rainy, but what can anyone do? Life is just a process, just a road, and roads have ends. Xue still told himself with his eyes to go marry Xue Bingying. Xue Bingying, is repaying Xue the only way by doing this? Yes, no mistake, I was with her in bed before, but it was just hugging and holding each other, why does she say we had an affair? I have only been with Jing'er, yes, only Jing'er, not even with Autumn Ya who shared a bed with me many times, let alone Jiao Siwei.
What's wrong with Jiao Siwei? Jiao Siwei, she can very clearly feel her own heart, can clearly hear her hints, can see the tense eyes she looks at when watching erotic dance together, as if afraid that I will have sex with those women, and even flow out to me Can find another way to resolve that grudge.
Why should I think of them? What's good about thinking of them? Don't even think that I'll marry them, or have intimate relations with them! They're not worthy!
No, are they not worthy or am I not worthy? Wrong! Wrong! Wrong! All wrong! The whole world is wrong! This world is all wrong!
No! It's not this world that's wrong, it's my world that's wrong! Yes, my whole world is wrong! I have a curse! I have a curse that others don't have, so I'm a monster! I'm the devil! Chairman Mingyang was right, if I had that curse then I'd be the devil and a monster! That's why I've been cursed by heaven!
My life is extremely limited, there has never been any god in my world! Only the devil only Satan! Only the devil's crazy conquest of the world!
This world of mine and all the people I've met before have nothing to do with me! All I need is to conquer! Conquer the lives of those beasts! Conquer the lives that I see and will go on to conquer!
I want to hunt, I want to see all life at my feet and under my hunting gun crying and begging for mercy! I want to gain my invincible vitality from the prey! I want to throw away all constraints, abandon all obstacles, abandon all scruples, I want to reach the peak of conquest! The peak of hunting!
Since heaven has taken away my heart and soul, I will take theirs from other lives!
Long Bao's hands were all over Jiao Jiao's body, leaving bruises and scratches everywhere. Jiao Jiao looked at Long Bao with a mixture of fear and disgust in her eyes, trembling with terror. She had no idea what was going through Long Bao's mind, but to her, he seemed like a raging bull or a ferocious lion trying to destroy her. If she hadn't been certain that Long Bao was just an inexperienced virgin who didn't understand romance or sex, she would have thought him to be a terrifying sadist.
Yes! This is the prey! I will hunt it down! Yes! This is a barren land, and I am the heavenly dragon that brings clouds and rain! I will sprinkle sweet dew on this land! Let all things grow! Then I'll hunt them down again!
I don't want Jing Er, I don't want Jing Er! None of them! I only want prey!
February 14th, 2007, Valentine's Day, a day that belongs to love.
Qiu Ya locked the door and refused to let anyone in, while Jing Er sat on the sofa, secretly wiping away tears, looking haggard.
Shi Wei and Du Ci were standing outside the door, persuading Qiu Ya. Du Ci said worriedly: "Qiu Ya, you've been crying for ** hours since last night, what if you ruin your body?"
Shi Wei lightly knocked on the door and said, "Qiu Ya, open the door, will you?" He continued to knock a few more times. "Qiu Ya, look, I've been standing here with my stomach for several hours now. No matter how hard it is for you, you have to open the door and let us in to talk, right?"
Shi Wei pressed his ear against the door to listen to the movements inside, and inside was still a sobbing voice. He hinted to Du Ci that Qiu Ya was still crying, then knocked on the door again and said: "Qiu Ya, Qiu Ya, how can you not respond to us at all? Qiu Ya, Qiu Ya......"
After a while, Qiu Ya shouted from inside: "Get out! Get out! I don't want you to interfere! Don't manage me......"
As long as she can cry and talk, it's fine! Shi Wei let out a long sigh and tried his best to lower his voice, saying to Du Ci: "Don't worry, she won't be in trouble for the time being." He coughed loudly several times, trying to make his tone softer. "Autumn Leaf, look at you kicking Jing'er out of the room at 5 am. It's so cold outside and Jing'er is wearing such thin clothes, crying on the sofa. You two are good sisters, right? Even if she said something wrong to you, you should still consider her feelings, shouldn't you?"
"She's her! I'm me!" Qiu Ya heard Shi Wei say this and burst into tears in the room, "I don't know her! Don't know her! I was blind to be friends with her! She's a cheat! Cheat! Cheat! Waaa... wuuu...!"
My god, what's going on? When did Jing'er become a swindler in Autumn Leaf's mouth? Did Jing'er cheat Autumn Leaf out of her money? How is that possible! Haha, could it be that Jing'er cheated Autumn Leaf emotionally? What a joke! Jing'er is a girl, how can she cheat Autumn Leaf emotionally? If anyone was going to cheat, it would be that old six guy, not Jing'er. Is it because they're having a lesbian relationship and one of them got hurt? No way, are they really having a lesbian relationship? It's hard to say, two beautiful girls sleeping in the same bed for so long, who knows what might happen! Oh my god, is this really happening? What about old six? Mom, what am I thinking! This is all messed up! Ah, it's simple. It must be because of old six! Yes, there's no doubt that it's because of old six! Either old six got caught cheating and the two girls are fighting over it, or old six hooked up with Jing'er and Autumn Leaf found out, so she called Jing'er a swindler! Haha, mom, if old six gets exposed, it has nothing to do with me. I'm thinking of his happiness and keeping secrets for him. I even promised that to Brother Li Da Shan, and I didn't even tell Du Cui about it!
Shi Wei turned around and said to Jing Er with a very sincere tone: "Jing Er, if Autumn Leaf stays in there alone for much longer, something bad might happen. We have to think of a way to get her to open the door. To do that, we need to find out what's going on between you two and give her some targeted advice. What's the reason behind your conflict? I asked Autumn Leaf but she wouldn't say anything, and neither would you. If we don't know the reason, there's no way for us to help either of you..."
"What's wrong with him? What's wrong?" Shi Wei immediately perked up upon hearing that it was related to Long Bao, and hastily asked, "Quickly, what's wrong with him?"
Jing'er's red and swollen eye sockets slid down heartbroken tears, after a while she took out a newspaper from the pillow and her chest, placed it beside her, and a soft voice came out of her trembling lips: "You... look... look..."
Shi Wei snatched the newspaper in one swift motion. Ah, this newspaper was well-known for being Hong Kong's most famous gossip weekly, specializing in scandals and rumors about high-society celebrities. Lao Liu's name would occasionally appear on its pages, with headlines like "Hong Kong's Most Valuable Diamond King" or "Lao Liu is the perfect match for so-and-so lady", or "Lao Liu has a secret date with which female star". All of these were just sensationalized rumors created by paparazzi to attract readers' attention. Lao Liu was extremely intelligent and never appeared in public with women, nor did he ever interact with any woman more than twice. In fact, he would always inform the women beforehand, warning them that if they dared to leak anything to the media or outsiders, they would regret it. Li Da Shan had once said that their mission was to protect Lao Liu's safety while ensuring that paparazzi never obtained any evidence.
Wait, wait, this news is different from the usual ones! Shi Wei was shocked as soon as he saw the title, in big red letters - "Please stop saying Long Bao is a mysterious gay virgin! He's going to be a father! - The popular actress who got lucky and pregnant with Long's child tearfully recounts the conception process"
No way, no way, no way! Could it be that a one-night stand has led to pregnancy? Doesn't this kid know about wearing condoms? My god!
He hastily looked down, and Du Ci also leaned in close and whispered:
All along, not only did no woman dare to expose her relationship with Long Bao to the media and the outside world, but also those wealthy people who played with Long Bao always claimed that he was a true and honest gentleman who could sit in a room full of beautiful women without being tempted. All paparazzi trying to dig up scandals about Long Bao returned empty-handed, and were forced to fabricate unconvincing stories without solid evidence. As a result, the general public believed that billionaire Long Bao was either impotent or gay, or had some mysterious self-control ability as a virgin.
Today I'm here to tell everyone that from ancient times, whether it's humans or animals, sexual behavior has been an instinct necessary for reproduction and has been present throughout the life of individuals. Especially for humans, sex is also seen as a symbol of unity between oneself and the world, it is an eternal complementary opposition, it can activate the deepest and most primitive parts of the human brain, even overpowering the most complex rational powers. This is a fundamental issue that no one can transcend, especially in this modern secular society that values individual liberation and freedom, yet is full of temptations. Unless he is ***, it's impossible for a mysterious rich virgin to exist in reality.
Miss Ouyang was 21 years old, she took on the role of the female lead in "Dream of Falling Flowers" in June 2006 as a relatively unknown university student. Her natural acting talent and stunning looks instantly conquered all audiences, making her a sensation across Southeast Asia. Countless fans flocked to her, trying to get close to her, while the media went all out to dig up scandals about her to satisfy the public's curiosity. Some newspapers even sent people to follow her for 24 hours non-stop for a month, using every trick in the book and offering a reward of HK$1 million, but they never managed to get any valuable information. To everyone, she was still like that pure and innocent angel until yesterday, just like Long Bao's mysterious virgin boyfriend, a legendary figure.
But today, our newspaper is extremely regretful to inform everyone that she has become pregnant, and the father of the child is none other than that "virgin" who possesses the dragon's seed. However, this virgin is not the self-disciplined person you admired, but rather an extremely skilled deceiver and a wild playboy who is in no way inferior to any Casanova!
She's pregnant, two months now, and tells the "virgin" she wants to keep the baby; but the "virgin" says he only had sex with her twice two months ago, and not only did he watch her take birth control pills beforehand, but he also wore a condom. The "virgin" is certain he has nothing to do with this child.
She laments that she fell in love with the "virgin" long ago, which is why she gave herself to him, and during their second time together, she decided to have a baby for him. So she secretly spat out the birth control pill and scratched the condom with her fingernail, naturally allowing the "virgin's" seed to take root in her womb, slowly growing into the two-month-old fetus that is now inside her.
"The bachelor" thought that he was being tricked, using the dragon's breed to force him to conform to the relationship and marriage. The deceived "bachelor" was extremely angry and immediately said that he had been with many women, including some famous ones, and it had always been calm and peaceful, never being threatened like this. He also declared that he would not get married or have children in his lifetime and ordered her to abort the child, just as if nothing had happened, and offered to pay a large sum of money as compensation.
She was furious and said that she would rather die than be without the "bachelor", and even more so without the dragon's breed. The "bachelor" laughed maniacally and sternly shouted that he would not let her scheme succeed at any cost.
Who would have thought that the "virgin" who was self-loving in the eyes of the world would be such a person, this is the first tragedy;
Even more unthinkable is that the "virgin" would be someone who wants to kill his own offspring, what a heartless and ruthless person, this is the second tragedy;
The most unthinkable thing is that the "virgin" actually wants to use money to destroy her pure love.
No, it's not right to play that trick, but we can't blame her for it. In our eyes, the "virgin" is just too excellent - controlling over 10 billion funds around the world, with an average growth rate of over 60%, tall, handsome, elegant, and eloquent, always winning in battle, super intelligent, the youngest, most charming, and most promising group CEO in the world. He's the Prince Charming in many girls' dreams. How many girls wouldn't want to marry him? Who wouldn't worry that the "virgin" is just playing with her? So, can we blame Miss Ouyang for her little trick out of love? In this ruthless tragic game, she's just a sad victim. Her experience is only reminding our female readers not to chase after the illusion of Prince Charming - beneath their halo, there may be only a cold heart.
Unable to face the infinite warmth of yesterday, the "virgin" today gave her a ruthless blow. In desperation, she had no choice but to seek help from her uncle. Her uncle knelt down and begged us to expose the true face of the "virgin", telling our newspaper that the "virgin" has a brutal hunting and killing habit, with a vicious revenge method, if his niece encounters misfortune, he hopes all readers will stand up to maintain conscience and justice.
Note: Miss Ouyang is currently on a hunger strike to protest against the unfaithful man. Our newspaper has handed over the audio and video materials sent by Miss Ouyang, which have been verified as authentic, to the police and law firm for filing. We will not yield to any pressure and condone evil. Of course, if our newspaper is suddenly engulfed in a mysterious fire or all our journalists and editors mysteriously die, that would be a different story. Please pay attention to the next development of the event, we will publish it at the first time.
Mom's, it's all over, it's all over, this must be true! My old six, you just played with the flower girl, why didn't you choose a good target and take precautions? How did you provoke such a cunning woman? I Shi Wei also had two affairs outside, but I was always careful, why didn't you learn from me? No way, can't believe the newspaper, have to find Big Mountain brother to ask clearly!
Shi Wei stuffed the newspaper into his pocket and said to Jing Er in a somewhat stern tone: "I'm telling you, women like you believe in this kind of gossip news and tabloids? Isn't it just something those newspapers come up with to deceive people into buying them? Lao Liu has been featured in the papers many times before, and there have been plenty of rumors about him, even specifying dates and locations. But that's all just nonsense! Just like last October when they said he was having a secret meeting with someone somewhere, but it turned out he was actually attending an all-night meeting with Duan Pingchun and others. And didn't that singer come out to deny the rumors later? You can't have forgotten?"
Du Cui actually found it quite believable, she said suspiciously: "I think, hard to say, your Lao Liu does things in a mysterious and unpredictable way, nobody knows his tricks, he's completely not the same as the Lao Liu we used to know, who knows what he's thinking or wants to do, hard to say, hard to say..."
Shi Wei didn't expect Du Ci to sing a different tune at this time, and in his haste, he fiercely pinched her buttocks, hinting that she must not add fuel to the fire.
"You're really going too far, you shameless thing! You and that philanderer are just the same kind of people! You eat from the bowl but look at the pot, speak up! Are you or are you not in cahoots with Yao Yunqin from the pharmaceutical company? And what about Wu Liuliang from headquarters? Speak up! Don't think that just because you deleted your call records and text messages I wouldn't know. I've already recorded all the times you left my sight, and I even got your call records from the telecommunications bureau's computer! You heartless thing, why do you always get calls from those two fox spirits around the time of the crime? Why is it that when I check your phone there are no call records to be found? Today, if you don't confess everything to me honestly, then get out of my house! My son and I will live on our own!"
Shi Wei never thought that Du Ci could be so calm and collected when he was suspicious of himself, quietly gathering evidence. My goodness, how did the lively and lovely belly become so deep and profound after marriage? Belly, if you hadn't been so focused on your son after marriage and completely ignored my physical and emotional needs, if you hadn't been talking about supermarkets from dawn till dusk, if those girls weren't younger and more beautiful than you and didn't appreciate my humor, if Old Six wasn't setting an example for me with his "youth is not wasted" and "pluck the flower while it's in bloom" heroism, I wouldn't have done those thrilling things. But don't worry, I absolutely love you a million times over, and to those women, I just wanted to taste a little bit of abalone and bird's nest to change my flavor, don't worry, I won't get involved in any romantic affairs like Old Six did, heh heh.
Shi Wei, despite the fine sweat on his forehead, still managed to retort strongly and stiffly: "Hey! Humming (Shi Heng's nickname) mom, don't be so hurtful! We two are the standard model of love, you have to maintain the image, don't tarnish the sacred love and marriage!" At this time, Shi Heng, who was being carried by the nanny, suddenly started wailing loudly. Shi Wei immediately said: "Quickly go, Humming is crying, if you don't go, he will poop on himself!"
Du Cui's son was anxious, and he hastily walked towards the toy room. After taking two steps, he turned his head back and viciously said to Shi Wei: "You dead turtle, don't be too pleased! You haven't passed this level yet! I'll settle accounts with you later! If you dare betray me, I'll make you pay!"
Qiu Ya suddenly pulled open the door with a bang, her hair disheveled and her face covered in tears. In that utterly heartbreaking expression, she revealed thorough despair. Her trembling fingers pointed at Jing Er as she said word by word: "Su Jing Er, from now on I will have nothing to do with you! Let's just pretend that I never knew you in this lifetime!"
Jing'er's beautiful eyes stared steadily at Qiu Ya, the words of their absolute separation ruthlessly piercing her ears. She suddenly shuddered violently all over, tears silently rolling down and silently falling onto the pillow in her arms, the tears quickly spreading to wet the dark red fabric.
To be honest, Jing'er knew that even if she put aside the spiritual resonance between her and Long Bao, she still thought that Qiu Ya was not Long Bao's ideal partner. Qiu Ya had emotional and personality defects, her feelings for Long Bao were too simple, and she didn't understand Long Bao's thoughts and inner heart at all. Her personality was also prone to being stubborn and childish, obsessing over something or someone she loved or wanted. What Qiu Ya needed was someone who loved her and took care of her without expecting anything in return. Qiu Ya had a wrong understanding of the relativity of love, thinking it was a one-sided emotion that must be pursued obstinately after obtaining it. Her confession to Long Bao, which was almost like coercion, actually put more spiritual pressure on Long Bao, who already carried a cursed shadow.
She thought that after dissecting Qiu Ya, she believed that Qiu Ya had always been receiving love without giving back. After meeting Long Bao, she was fascinated by his mystery and triggered the emotional outburst of her inner hidden emotions. She poured out her emotions to Long Bao, but this emotion was based on a lack of understanding of the true nature of love. She also believed that at the time, Long Bao was ignorant of emotions and purely out of instinct to continue the family line, he announced his promise to marry Qiu Ya due to being moved by her emotional outpouring.
In recent days, she has been focusing on self-study in psychology, reading many books and secretly consulting with some experts. Several experts' conclusions were consistent with hers, and she also knew that Longbiao's experiences and background would inevitably bring him spiritual confusion. She believed that as long as she could guide Autumn Leaf well, Longbiao would put down his psychological burden, truly integrate with her, and recover spiritually under the call of her love.
It's fortunate that she no longer puts pressure on Long Bao, but Qiu Ya didn't do a thorough job. Her stubborn personality is evident in this matter. No matter how much she tries to divert the issue, Qiu Ya still clings to Long Bao's mistaken promise and refuses to give him up.
I am the other half of Long Bao arranged by God, the corresponding object of his soul. To put it bluntly, I can even deeply feel every string of his soul being touched. But now I don't dare to and cannot comfort Long Bao because the existence of that curse must give him more time and space, only in this way can we alleviate the difficult contradictions. I remember Grandpa did a lot for this before he passed away. In order to relieve and hint to Long Bao not to let me touch the mysterious learning again, Grandpa handed over all the materials to him, implying that he didn't need to worry about bringing disaster by studying high-level mysterious learning. Grandpa also told me: Girl, your road with him is very difficult to walk, but you must walk it, how to walk depends on yourself, remember my words, heaven will not disappoint those who are determined, and there will be hope if you keep walking.
Yes, as long as we move forward, there will be hope, but now this hope is so slim!
Yesterday evening, while having tea with Qiu Ya at the coffee shop, Miss Liu from Yuanfang Industry handed me a newspaper like this from the next table and asked if it was true. At that time, my heart was broken, because I knew it must be true, because I knew those worries had finally become facts that didn't need to be doubted.
Is it really that terrifying? Terrifying enough to make even the beloved Long Bao fall into it? Would he actually go around with so many women who are impossible to have a romantic relationship with? Are those girls willing to pay out to him, even going as far as to force Long Bao to marry them? Isn't that right? In their simple eyes, Long Bao is an excellent and mysterious diamond prince, how many girls can resist his charm?
They all thought Long Bao was their Prince Charming, wanting to get the prince's love, and took their own "infatuation" as love. Is it really that no one can distinguish between this kind of **magic power** of longing to get and the magic power of true love?
Is what you long for really that great? So great that it's irresistible? So great that even after two years, you still can't convince Qiuya?
If Qiu Ya cannot be persuaded, then Long Bao will not be able to get help and he will sink deeper and deeper, unable to extricate himself, and will go further and further down the wrong path.
I must have made a mistake, I must have made a mistake. Now Qiu Ya hates herself thoroughly, Long Bao has already degenerated to that extent, and I must have made a mistake in handling these things. But where did I go wrong?
Shouldn't I have dissuaded Autumn Leaf from the very beginning? Shouldn't I have protected her, cared for her, and accompanied her, instead of letting her get hurt by Dragon Blade's unrequited love? Should I have just remembered the exclusivity of love and let her fend for herself? No, no, Dragon Blade, my love, I am not a jealous woman who doesn't understand things. I must share your worries with you, but your troubles and pain only keep growing. The more you understand the darkness of the world, the more you bear the suffering of the world, and I can only stand far away, carefully avoiding making any mistakes that might lead to another tragedy that you cannot endure.
But I was wrong, why did I have to bring up the past that only we knew about when you were despairing and crying because of your indulgence? Why did I say something so irrational when I was hugging her and crying myself? Was there a subconscious desire in me to show off to Autumn Leaf? Was I foolishly thinking of using our facts to make Autumn Leaf give up? Maybe I really had that idea, but I was too tense about you, I was so eager to accompany you to face those hardships together, and solve the ruthless troubles of life with you...
But now it seems I was wrong.
Qiu Ya's eyes were filled with resentment as she stared at Jing Er. Although she had known that Jing Er also liked Long Biao, and had indeed considered Jing Er to be her best sister, even having thoughts of sharing a husband with her in the past, she never could have imagined that Jing Er had already had an affair with Long Biao, and had hidden this history in her heart for three years. And yet, Jing Er still pretended to be close to Qiu Ya! It was really too despicable. When Qiu Ya found out that she had been deeply hurt by Long Biao's cunning and promiscuity, Jing Er still had the audacity to say something that Qiu Ya had always dreamed of but could never achieve, shamelessly asking Qiu Ya to give up her love for Long Biao, and hypocritically claiming that it was to save Long Biao from his downfall! Such a friend was simply a venomous snake!
She would have liked to slap the stinking woman in front of her with two slaps! Pouring sulfuric acid on her face! Expose this vixen** to the public! Let everyone who thought she was a pure and innocent angel see her true, despicable and poisonous face!
Under the double blow, Qiu Ya looked at Jing Er's disheveled appearance and grew more resentful. She said strongly to Shi Wei and Du Ci, who were eager to figure out the root cause of their falling out: "I'm telling you, when I found out about Long Bao's affair, I was heartbroken. My loved one, my fiancé, had become like this... I couldn't bear it, and I didn't even want to live in this world anymore. I hated myself so much that I wanted to die immediately! But for his sake, I've shed enough tears. Calmly thinking about it, I'm a woman, I shouldn't blame Ou Yang; I can understand her feelings. If anyone's to blame, it's Long Bao himself for being shameless and committing adultery!"
Shi Wei was astonished at how strong Qiu Ya's tone had become, as if she had changed into a completely different person, and yet it seemed like she had reverted back to her bold and lively demeanor from their university days, completely shedding the weak and fragile daughterly attitude of recent days, suddenly maturing overnight!
Before they could even process their shock, Autumn pointed at Jing Er's face with contempt, anger and a hint of revenge, saying ruthlessly: "That Ou Yang was once the pure screen angel in the media, this Su Jing Er is the pure angel of Li Heng Group. They are both so-called pure angels, but I'm telling you how ridiculous these pure angels are! The pure screen angel became an unmarried pregnant woman, but our pure angel here is another version of Ou Yang! The screen's Ou Yang dared to hate and love, she used her methods on Long Bao, but her methods were only to protect her love. I admire her!"
Qiu Ya's voice choked up again: "But this pure angel, who has been with us for years, is even more venomous than Ou Yang! You can't imagine it! She seduced Long Bing in Hong Kong four years ago, when Qian Lao died. The two of them got into bed together! She took advantage of Long Bing's emotional pain and used the opportunity when I wasn't by his side to seduce him into bed! No wonder Long Bing was so ruthless towards me afterwards, not even caring about my suffering or my attempted suicide. It turns out he had already fallen in love with her! Su Jing Er, I must have been blind to have recognized you as a person with the heart of a snake and scorpion!"
She let out a loud wail and burst into tears again, turning around and rushing into the room, slamming the door shut with a bang!
Shi Wei's mother shouted, and he spat out a few tongues. He had long suspected that Long Bao and Jing'er had some kind of improper relationship. Otherwise, Jing'er knew that she must marry Long Bao, but she still insisted on waiting silently, not giving those excellent men who were in line to pursue her any chance at all. It turned out to be true! Looking at Jing'er's expression again, it can be determined that it is indeed the case!
Mom had already guessed that Lao Liu was not a virgin long ago, and also told Du Ci in bed that Lao Liu couldn't resist the temptation of so many beautiful girls and still be a virgin today. He must have done it long ago! Du Ci didn't believe it, insisting that even Autumn Leaf hadn't done anything with him, how could he not be a virgin? She also said that even if those group girls secretly spread rumors that Lao Liu had really caught Jiao Siwei's ***, touched Xue Bingying's whole body, that doesn't mean Lao Liu wouldn't be a virgin! Still insisting on saying that Lao Liu is a hundred times more of a gentleman than Shi Wei, able to control his emotions and stop at propriety, should be my role model! Screw her nonsense! I'm learning from Lao Liu's example, this charming rogue, and I've also secretly tasted the forbidden fruit a few times, haha.
Old Six, you're really something! You specifically target beautiful women who look like celestial maidens, I admire you so much! My admiration for you is as boundless as the Yangtze River, overflowing and unstoppable! No wonder you've already had a thing with Jing'er, you must have been unable to control yourself, wanting to be with Jing'er again but afraid of being found out by Qiu Ya. So you specifically target women who resemble Jing'er a bit! Hmm, that Ou Yang's nose is almost an exact replica of Jing'er's... I need to ask Da Shan about those ten or so beautiful women, are they all similar to Jing'er in some way? Haha, ten or so, you really are capable, finding ten or so at once!
But I see that you, a pig-headed fool, have no good fruit to eat. Now that Autumn Yaqing is like this, you've gone and planted your seed in Ouyang Meimei's belly. What are you going to do now? Alas, what a pity! Ouyang Meimei was so talented on screen, so beautiful... I dream of holding her in my arms. Such a promising new star, a screen angel, has been ruined by you, this dragon sperm. From now on, she can no longer work in the film industry. What a pity, what a pity, a thousand pities!
Got it, I'd better comfort these two silly girls quickly and also go help Lao Liu solve these big problems. Other things can be said later. Today is busy enough, haha, really busy. Ouyang girl is so silly, how could Lao Liu's nature be threatened by you? Could he love you? Don't lose your own life!
Shi Wei could confirm that Long Bao was definitely Ai Jing'er's, so he made an effort to tactfully say to the stunned and solitary Jing'er: "Jing'er, Autumn Ya has a temper, don't take it to heart, okay?" He then turned to Du Ci and said: "You go and persuade Autumn Ya, and let your mom handle the supermarket today..."
The four essential elements of love are often reminiscing about past experiences, constantly imagining the future of love, cherishing current happiness and beauty, and facing unknown or upcoming challenges hand in hand. In this process, love requires real dependence and communication, strengthening the impression of love through mutual interaction, otherwise, love will slide into the individual's self-righteous assumption and lose its content and direction.
Just like Jing Er and Qiu Ya, in these extremely lonely three years, they have been inseparable. In every spare moment, every deep night, they quietly think about the same man they both deeply love. The most typical characteristic of love is the endless thinking about the loved one, this thinking always forces them to confess, but they can't confess to that monster lover, so they chat and talk about this monster in their dependence on each other.
Qiu Ya had always been openly affectionate in front of Jing Er, but although Jing Er wasn't as easily infatuated with Long Bao's eccentric charm like Qiu Ya was, she still managed to maintain some level of rationality and could vaguely sense the breathing of Long Bao's soul. However, due to not having a spiritual exchange with Long Bao for a long time, her senses had gradually weakened, and she often unconsciously revealed the anxiety in her heart.
Autumn Ya had unknowingly transferred many emotions to Jing'er during the long and blurry wait, she was like a child who needed emotional sustenance and release, which Jing'er could provide and had been providing; her emotions had actually started to misplace. Jing'er, although much better than Autumn Ya, would occasionally hold onto Autumn Ya and fervently wish that the person in her arms was Long Bao. In this way, as they comforted each other's souls deep down, they often mistakenly took each other for Long Bao.
Qiu Ya couldn't accept the double blow that Long Bao and Qiu Ya brought to her, hoping she could mature quickly and understand what true love is. Jing Er was deeply frightened, feeling that she and Long Bao had suddenly become so unsteady, facing the fact of Long Bao and Ouyang, facing her own wrong words, facing Qiu Ya's blame towards her, she suddenly realized that the love between her and Long Bao that came from the depths of their souls had become so bewildering in just one night.
Love, especially this kind that can't see the hope or end point, is really too painful. The pain lasts so long that it will unconsciously blur the definition of longing in one's mind, as if the person being loved is no longer a living being, but just a concept. This concept may only be a memory, a layer of fantasy. When reality can't overlap with imagination completely, longing seems to become an idea, a habit, a repetition without new content.
Facing emotions, facing choices, facing hardships, not many people can find their own coordinates, because in the face of such events, all coordinates are shaking, but ultimately, what is shaking is not the coordinates, nor our position.
Shi Wei knew that Long Bao was sulking in the office, so he quietly invited Li Da Shan out and repeatedly analyzed Long Bao's painful state of mind, stating their friendship and guaranteeing that he would only take actions beneficial to Long Bao's body and mind. Li Da Shan also considered it carefully and felt that Long Bao indeed had a serious psychological illness, and if he were to persuade him, it would have the opposite effect. To save Long Bao from sliding into the abyss of destruction, he could only rely on Shi Wei, Hai Tao, Jing Er, and other old friends of Long Bao to help him. This time, Li Da Shan told Shi Wei about Long Bao's every detail without reservation, and Shi Wei was shocked by Long Bao's brutality and rudeness.
He didn't dare to tell Jing'er and the others, so he had to seek help from Haitao. Haitao, who had already given up his job at the Water Conservancy Bureau and was appointed by his father as the general manager of their own aquatic products company, immediately rushed over from Shandong, feeling extremely embarrassed in the face of such a situation.
"Shi Wei, Lao Liu has suffered too much already, this time the blow to him will be even greater," Hai Tao said while smoking with Shi Wei, "You think about it, he's a person who is stubborn in his emotions, anyway I don't care how you guys see it, but I just feel that he isn't someone who gives up on love and loyalty, on the contrary, he's more obsessed with emotions than anyone else. He himself is fixated on that **Mao Zhuxi**, yet doesn't dare to interact with us normally, if his mind wasn't split or abnormal it would be strange!"
"Exactly, exactly," Shi Wei's expression was also very serious, staring at the crowd entering and exiting the supermarket. "Damn it, they're all men, how can they not vent? Holding it in will make them sick! Lao Liu is a genius, a hero for life, defeating so many business opponents, only we know that he's actually an emotional idiot, loving Jing Er but fearing Qiu Ya would seek death and trouble, unable to handle these damn love triangles! Who's like me..."
"Are you done?! Are you done?!" Haitao had already learned from Du Ci that Shi Wei was suspected of smuggling, and he must sound the alarm for Shi Wei. He stared into Shi Wei's eyes, "Shi Wei, listen to me clearly, you now have a family, a little one, sweetness, happiness, and fulfillment, don't be ungrateful! You are now a father, a husband, and the head of the household, don't ruin your home for the sake of... release! Don't get infatuated with... and forget who you are! Du Ci is the one you love and married, there has never been anything like what happened between Lao Liu and Qiu Ya. You'd better cherish it!"
"Haha, Hai Lao Da, don't worry about it, I'm quite savvy in this regard! I've had a few affairs, but I'm very restrained, and that doesn't contradict my sense of responsibility to my family," Shi Wei said with a sly smile, flicking his cigarette ash. "Haha, my old man also had something on the side, and my mom just quarreled with him and it was fine. Don't worry, my feelings for my wife are important to me, but those chicks are also very clear about things - we're just playing around, having a one-night stand, I'm just experiencing the thrill of an affair. Life is too dull, and I couldn't go out and play, so after I got back from Tianlei Village last time, my wife gave me a hard time, saying it was all my fault, and since then she's strictly forbidden me from going out alone. So I'm just looking for some excitement, okay? Old Hai, didn't you say yourself that your baby Fen is too controlling, even in Korea you almost couldn't resist that Korean chick?"
"You stinky brat, which pot doesn't open do you mention?! Hai Tao also lost his voice and smiled wryly, saying "I was just having a emotional dispute with her, I'm not as reckless as you, betraying my family!" Then he let out a long sigh and said heavily: "Lao Liu relies on his wealth and power, relies on his cleverness, has never put social rules and regulations in his eyes. Who knows, he might accidentally create an unpredictable disaster, from the current situation, too many people are involved in this matter! Shi Wei, don't you think so?"
"Yes, yes, that's why I called you over," Shi Wei said with a worried expression, scratching his head and feeling uncomfortable in his heart. "Look at how Autumn Ya and Jing Er are fighting like enemies now. No matter how hard Ren Du Zi and your wife try to persuade Autumn Ya, she refuses to let Jing Er enter the room. Jing Er has been sitting there all day, looking miserable, and neither of them has gone to work or eaten anything! Sigh... Lao Liu is really a heartless monster. I'm worried that Xue Bingying and Jiao Siwei, who have secret crushes on Lao Liu, will turn against him because of this, and then Lao Liu will be in trouble. The company will become a mess! Did you notice that today's stock price even dropped a bit? I lost several thousand yuan because of this news..."
Shi Wei's worry was not wrong at all. Xue Bingying and Jiao Siwei were also resentful of Long Bao's demonic beast magic.
Xue Bingying had long known that Long Bao often attended high-society masquerade balls with Jiao Siwei, and that many wealthy men wanted to marry their daughters off to him. She also knew that many women tried to seduce him, and that he had many playboy friends who were notorious in high society circles. Furthermore, she even knew that Jiao Siwei had taken Long Bao to many private, high-end clubs, but despite all this, Long Bao was always portrayed as someone who was extremely chaste and self-disciplined when it came to relationships with women. She had suspected that Jiao Siwei and Long Bao might be secretly dating, but after having them followed by a professional, she concluded that although Jiao Siwei had been Long Bao's dance partner many times, they were completely innocent. The closest thing to an intimate gesture between them was when Long Bao had grabbed Jiao Siwei's *** on the beach in Shenzhen several years ago.
Xue Bingying is almost 27 years old. In fact, she has been annoyed by Long Bao's lack of response to her for many years. She has also dated several men outside and gone out to eat with them. Even because of certain needs and complex psychological reasons, she tried to find true love through physical intimacy with those excellent gentlemen, hoping to find the feeling of Long Bao among them. She wanted to redefine love and ***, trying to use *** to fight against her inner imbalance, trying to make herself completely abandon herself again. Once, when she was really fed up with Long Bao's woodenness, she went to bed with a French guy she had just met in order to find herself. At that time, she wildly imagined the foreigner as Long Bao, and her wildness even surprised the foreigner. Although she was extremely satisfied with the long-suppressed pleasure at the time, afterwards she felt that this one-night stand was just an ignorant protest against Long Bao, just a self-anesthetizing hypnotic state. After the pleasure was satisfied, she became even more decadent and hated Long Bao even more, wanting to tear him into pieces and swallow them one by one.
She felt that she could never grasp the definition of love, but knew that her own indulgence had desecrated this definition. She felt that she was indeed lost in the midst of love, in the future family, and in the years left with only her mother by her side, unable to find her own balance point, her own fulcrum.
However, looking at the overwhelming reports of diamond bachelor Long Bao's top-notch gossip news, she was thoroughly enraged! She had been worried about this man for a long time, why did he prefer to sleep with other women and never give her any hints? And even got that **whatever screen angel pregnant!
Jiao Siwei's face was filled with sorrow as he sat on the sofa smoking a cigarette.
All along, she watched Long Bao from eating and drinking to playing without feeling the gradual addiction. She also saw that Long Bao could easily take women's seduction as just a temptation and not be controlled by it. To be honest, she couldn't accept Long Bao being intimate with those women in front of her. Long Bao did very well in this aspect.
He was also very good to her, always being elegant and carefree in front of her, considering her feelings. Although Long Bao sometimes went out to play alone, that was because he knew she didn't dare to watch the bloody hunting scene.
She even thought that Long Bao could withstand the test of three years, and as soon as the time limit was reached, she would quickly recover. She only waited for a few more months before she would tell Long Bao all the truth, and also tell him that she knew he was sometimes very painful, knowing that he had to work hard and hunt wildly just to get rid of that pain. She wanted to tell him that she loved him, loved him to the point of madness, only Long Bao didn't know it yet. She really decided to let love dissolve that hatred from now on.
Long Bao had never crossed the line of what Jiao Siwei considered taboo, but she never expected that Long Bao not only didn't have an affair with Jing Er, or Autumn Leaf, or Xue Bingying, or any of the women she knew, nor did he have a romantic relationship with her, yet behind her back, he was messing around with so many women! And even got one of them pregnant!
How could he do that? How can he do that?
Yes, maybe he just wanted to vent his male instincts, but why did I hint at him several times and give him the opportunity? In fact, if he had done something with me back then, I might have proactively terminated that agreement. Is it really like what Goodrich said, that a man's instincts are irresistible, and excessive repression will produce destructive results? Louise suggested several times that I arrange for high-end women to seduce Longbiao, and after careful consideration, I did arrange a few times, but he didn't take the bait back then. Later, maybe out of jealousy, I gave up, but I didn't expect him to become like this after I gave up!
Long Bao, Long Bao, why are you doing this, why are you treating me like this?
Louise saw that Joss had been disheartened for a day, so she walked up to her and said: "Joss, is it worth being heartbroken over such a man? I've told you before that there are no men with fairy tale logic in this world. Men are all ** animals who only seek to gain without giving back. There's no Liu Xiahui who doesn't eat or play around with women. It's just that Long Bao knows you like him, and you can help him manage the group, so he dares not openly flirt with women in front of you for fear of offending you. You might as well arrange to have him killed!
Jiao Siwei's shoulders slightly rose, and Louise let out a sigh as she sat down beside her. With a tinge of sadness in her voice, she said: "This world has long lost the romance found in books. In this era, ethics between men and women have dissipated, and the value of love has scattered. Even that scoundrel Shi Wei is secretly dating two women behind his wife's back, shamelessly telling them that love and marriage are not a warm bed to snuggle up in, but rather something that will consume life away. There's no need to overthink sex and love; only the simple, pure passion between Adam and Eve is the most genuine, joyful, and peaceful choice. Why do you still believe in that kind of love?" She stroked Jiao Siwei's back, comforting her as she said: "Siwei, love is just your own imagination, an illusion that makes people foolish. Look at you - you used to be so wise, always able to see through problems with a single glance. Now, how have you become so muddled by your nonsensical love for Long Biao?"
Tears streamed down Jocelyn's face as Louise struggled to recall the words of Goodrich, continuing in a sincere tone: "Alas, if true love exists, it's only in memories that can't be recreated. Like my two ex-boyfriends, we had happy times, but now all I have are those memories. They all changed their minds and left. The sexes are fragile, and pure order is impossible. This world is disorderly, you must remember your responsibility. We need to break free from individual shackles and create a new human order on fresh land. That's our true pursuit of value. Besides, haven't you already experienced true love? Haven't you always possessed it? Isn't David always accompanying your soul? Why are you still sad about the father who raised you?"
Yes, I have loved, no, I still love my David who has gone to heaven; yes, I love my father who also went to heaven; yes, I love Long Bao, I love this elegant and handsome, wise and extraordinary but also unruly, wild and violent dragon king...
David was taken up to heaven by an angel in a car accident, father, father was killed by the devil with poisonous language! This devil is Long Bao!
No, no! I never loved him! Never! I only took him as my poor, dear... David! He is the murderer of my father, he is a womanizer**, he slaughtered innocent villagers in prison to avenge others, he ruthlessly killed lovely animals, staining his cruel hands with blood, he used every trick and deceit to get business contracts, playing his opponents like pawns, he shamelessly deceived himself to gain trust, he treated those wealthy scoundrels as the best of brothers, but ignored those friends who gave their true feelings, he was completely immersed in **, everything he did was to satisfy his ** and achieve his goals, he could never win the ** agreement, he had become a complete ** maniac!
It's people like this who make the world so dark and full of suffering, who lead the world step by step into the abyss of sin and destruction!
I was wrong, I was wrong, I forgot the responsibility that Saint Shin Ko entrusted to me, I was wrong, wrong...
